So.... i dunno if you guys noticed but i certainly did;
My sleeping rhythm is fucked up.
Lately, i stay awake pretty much all night which results in me being super salty in school and then i sleep all day into evening when i get home.

And I'm like, okay, this is weird, why can't i sleep in the night?
Like, i tried everything that comes to mind:
- drinking warm milk with honey (hate the taste of that)
- drinking tea
- reading a book (while holding it over my head.... at least my arms got tired)
- listening to music
- plain silence
Everything i could think of but the only thing it did was making me feel worn out. Not tired though.

So i just went with it for a few days (it's been this bad since like, Saturday) but even after only this many days, EVERYTHING hurts. My hands, my head, my shoulders, my back and i dunno why. I feel weak and i fell down the stairs at least twice today because i couldn't hold myself on my feet AND look down at the same time. I feel dizzy when bowing and when i bow down to tie my laces i almost fall over. I feel weak to the point where holding a pencil is really exhausting and art isn't anything i can do.
It was a struggle to do the pic from last chapter.

I don't want to tell my parents though, because honestly, this state is much better than getting yelled at with this "told you so!"-tone.

So I'm thinking.... what to do? I'm having problems keeping up woth wattpad and school at the same time. School wears me out and i pretty much instantly fall asleep when i get home only to wake up in the evening.
I'm not leaving wattpad just... only really available on pm and that not all the time? Yeah, kinda like that.
What i mean is: sorry if I'll pretty much ignore all the book updates from you guys, because i really don't feel like i have energy to look through them all...

My hand hurts.

Have some art of the style i want back (pretty sure i posted it before but i can't draw rn)

Two months later:

Hm. I want tge other style back ;A;

Too much typing. Bye.