Take some random phone art and let me ramble, kay?

Okay, now just ignore what's about to come or read on. I stopped caring about 3 years ago if people take me serious or not.

I hate the beginning of the year. Specifically from the end of January to the beginning of march. It sets me in this melancholy that i can't get rid of. Like, yesterday was almost certainly the second worst day of this year already. I guess it's just cause the memories are still kinda fresh. Like, i remember everything as if it was yesterday...

It hurts. I don't even wanna say what I'm talking about anymore.
I planned to but now that I've started writing i can't do it anymore.
Let's just leave it at the word death, nay?

Just wanted to say that I'll probably be either extremely overly happy or pretty gloomy. I dunno why but when I'm really sad, I try to sound extra happy.

Oh well, is this attention fishing? It probably is. Wasn't my plan but i don't like talking about death and at the same time, i can't stand keeping it to myself because it's really putting a burden on me...

Well, you wanted to read this. I told ya to skip this chapter. Not my fault if you keep ignoring my tips.