Dragon practice.
Original character and design by @epicalleb (who you should go check out)
If you have a dragon OC, feel free to tell me. I'd be happy to practice some more.

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I feel like no one reads further than the first paragraph of my chapters. That's... kinda expected. I mean, what reason other than watch me fail at art have you to be here? It's only natural I guess.
Nevertheless, I'm hurt. It'sy oen fault though. Should've been more careful. I'm lonely. I wish someone would talk to me but if I'd go to someone asking for a talk I feel like I'm forcing myself upon them. So I won't. I'm a bother and I don't want to empathise that fact.
Anyways, I'm more or less talking to myself rn, aren't I?
Welp, just for record;
People who vote and leave right after hurt me deeply. It's this ferling of "they know your sorrow but they don't care about you. They won't leave though as long as you give them what they want" ya know? And all these half hearted "yeah, I'd read your randomness book/ask (...) book". Oh please, these people don't even read this text. I've posted an ask the artist book yet only two people were as nice as to even give it a try. Well thanks. I feel like crap again. You did well whoever told me that. Thanks that you don't give two shits about your own words. But you said them towards me so it's fine to loe to my face, I know. Nothing new. I'm not worth a word of truth. I mean, better let me believe and hope, right? I'd rather not even have any hopes than have my hopes shattered to the ground.

I'm being selfish again, right? I sound like a bitch, don't lie.
Sorry.
But, I honestly don't even care anymore.

On another note; I found out that I'm as dumb as a plank with nails in it. I mean, I cut (yeah. I admit it. There's no reason to try pretending and tell lies. No one reads till here anyways.). Not the wisest thing to do. But then, here comes my dumbness, I of course start bleeding and I forgot to prepare anything to stop the damn bloodstream that's coming from my wrist. Ain't I a professional? Now I'm sucking and licking the blood away cuz I can't get anywhere near a band aid or rather a bandage. Welp, tomorrow's outfit: a black hoodie while I burn under the sun. Yay. I should have thought better...
And I still hate the taste of my blood...

Also, I've been thinking... I'm considering leaving. Or rather, just leave this account, stop posting art and everything. But I've done something this past year on here. I don't actually want to go and delete this account. I don't want to let it go to waste. I want to give this account to a nice artist who desetves attention. I'm not sure what to do. I kinda fear that no one will even want my account. Either way, for those, who actually read this (which I kinda hope no one did), please don't go posting "please don't leave" comments. We all know you don't mean it. It wouldn't change my mind even if it was true feelings in your words. Do it like me when someone leaves wattpad; hope they come back if you care truly about them or stop acting as if you were caring. Everything else is pathetic and demotivating.