Okay, that pic was drawn in school. The song "stamp on the ground" was on my mind so I did a little artwork (it's really small) to it.

*NOW THE STUFF YOU GOTTA READ*

First off, I don't feel like I thanked you guys for reading/voting/commenting/etc. till now. So, to do something for you, I'll do a group pic of whatever you want:

To get yourself on the group pic you gotta do this:

1) Comment what you want to look like or give me a link to a reference. (If you're describing, please be as specific as possible)

2) Don't be mean to others in the comments.

3) Be happy with the outcome (I'm not good at drawing more than one person on a pic, sowwy....)

4) Start giving me some constructive critism, pwease.... (this one is optional but would be higly appreciated)

5) comment "Kartoffel!"

That's all..... I'll wait till the 49th chappy of this book for descriptions. After it's out, no other peeps shall be added to the pic.

I hope this idea will turn out good :)

Second, I wanna ask you guys a question: Would you try to keep me from commiting suicide? You don't have to answer......... I'm just curious---sowwy.....

I'm not trying to get attention or sound like I was actually going suicidal right now.....

It's just that.... I'm feeling like I'm not really alive right now, just trying to survive....... and it bothers me.....

Just yesterday, a friend of mine made me promise to not commit suicide since I'm always giving so vague answers cuz I'm not sure myself....

Our Dialogue:

Her: Hey, you look down, are you okay?

Me: yeah....... (I guess I didn't sound convincing enough......)

her: you surely don't sound like it.

me: Cuz I'm not....

(then somehow, I don't remember quite well, maybe I said something suspicious but she looked at me strangely and said:)

her: Just don't get suicidal.....

me: I dunno, maybe I am, maybe I'm not, maybe I'll be, maybe I'll never be......how would I know? (that's one of my vague answers....)

her: *looks at me strangely* You're making me scared......

me: hey, I was joking.... wasn't I?

her: I'm not convinced!

me: fine, then I'll promise you I won't get suicidal! You happy?! *annoyed look on my face*

her: *grins* very!

So that's why I'm not allowed to go sucidal XD

I wasn't trying to right now, anyways.......

But if I were to break my promise to her...... would you guys try to stop me? I'm just interested......

Don't worry, I'll stay as cheery (in RL, I'm not usually cheery.... just around Angel I think....) and weird as possible, I don't want to worry anyone..... There are so many peeps around me with much more serious problems, I can't have them suffer from mine, too.