I FREAKIN GIVE UP!!! I started to draw this like .... 3 or 4 moths ago?

I don't wanna anymore, I somewhat finished a part.... and nothing else.... but since I promised thi pic at some point you'll get this forever unfinished pic (with different linethinknesses for some reason XD):

It looks so horrible!!! *^* (The blue stuff is a sketch...)

Kill this now......