Sometimes,I just blankly stare,

I stare at a vague somewhere ..

without even being aware of it;

I don't feel or speak anything.

Because,there were so much to feel,

and i was afraid..

Perhaps,there were so much to speak,

but again,I was afraid..

I was afraid that it might make me numb,

and not want to feel anything anymore..

I was afraid that it might make me dumb,

and not want to speak ever again..

Call me a coward.

Yes,I won't mind

Cause only the soft grasses know

how it feels to get crushed

again & again...

                                                                                     ~A :) 24/05/2020