Bright lights,the smell of rubbing alcohol, hard mattress, he was in the hospital. He tried to sit up but a sting was sent through his spine sending him back on the mattress. "What time is it?" He thought he looked to his left and saw that Alec was sleeping in the chair. He just thought to himself about what he had done. Was it worth all that pain, and not just his. Was it all worth it for a girl he knows  won't ever love him. He just thought over and over the same thoughts,"You would have ended your life over some girl? She wont ever love you. How would she feel if she knew?" all Ethan saw as he heard these thoughts was the disipointed faces of her mothers and the look of distaste on Jens face. What would she think if she knew? Before he knew it, he felt the hold on him grow tighter. He looked at
Alec and finally noticed the tear strecks on his cheeks. He honestly noticed a lot of little
details about him that he never noticed like the lighter and darker paches of skin he has (I couldn't remember the name)

goodnight heres the next chapter, im very tired it is 12:19am right now, good night👋
'-Sparky