Disclaimer: I do not own uglydolls. I also do not own the pictures, or the songs.

(This is a uglydolls 2019 Oneshot)

(Its, lou-centric)

(Warning there is arguing that might be a bit sensitive to viewers)

(I haven't uglydolls a lot, so forgive if some of the characters are ooc..)

(This takes place during the events of the movie..)

(This is what I think would have happened if the dolls actually LISTENED to Lou. Oh, and The first scene is originally a oneshot made by Orphan_account on ao3. They let me have this oneahot and I am grateful for it..)

(Hope you enjoy this little fic~😗)

"Of course I failed, of course I did! I'm a prototype!" Lou pointed at himself.

Everyone gasped, a quiet whisper in the crowd asked.

"What's a prototype?" Followed by an exhausted sigh.

Lou fell on his knees and was on the ground like a dog with fours on the ground.
He started shaking, and then quiet drops of tears were heard falling on the floor.

Everyone froze.

A whimpering sobbing came out of Lou's mouth, and his hands tightened into a fist he raised it looking as if he was about to punch the ground. However, he slowly lowered his fist, grasping at the cold floor.

"Do you know what it feels like?" Lou said through shaken breaths, "To be here all of these years? To guide every doll into perfection? Kn-Knowing you'll never be loved?" He stuttered looking up at Moxy, with tear glazed eyes.

Moxy with her mouth agape couldn't respond, this was a totally different Lou!

Lou grasped at the air, tears falling.

"I'll never be able to go there, to the big world, to be loved, to be played with, to meet MY human!" He shouted his voice hoarse, like he was pained and dying.

Moxy suddenly understood, they were a bit like Lou, Lou was frustrated that he who was considered to be perfect had to stay in this place and yet they came in and had the chance to go into the big world.

Lou stood up, visible tear marks disappearing as he wiped his face and his hair a little more messy.

He stared directly at Moxy and her friends.

He looked at the ground.

"Go."

Blunt and clear.

"Huh?"

"I said go, go already to the Big World! Isn't that what you wanted?"

"B-But!-"

"I-I don't want to see any of you anymore, just go to the Big World."

He looked away and started walking, he never looked back.

***.

Revealing

/rɪˈviːlɪŋ/

Adjective

1. make (previously unknown or secret information) known to others.

2. making interesting or significant information known, especially of a personal nature.

Lou could not believe that he had finally revealed his most buried secret.

It was his "ugly truth".

It was his secret to bear, it was his burden. He had to build his image from the bottom of the food chain to the top of the predator list.

But he couldn't handle it anymore.

The factory is going to be mad at him he knows that.

No one knew ehat it was like to be him, watching, teaching, smiling as somedoll else loves out your dream. You are forced to smile and wear a burden that is was hars to contain.

That was why Lou had snapped, that was why Lou couldn't be around them anymore.

They were going to go to the big world, and he could do nothing but sit and watch as they beat him to his own dream.

He peaned back against a random wall, he couldn't walk anymore. His emotions wouldn't let him.

Tears went down his face, and he looked at the sky. He knew that they were watching.

"WHY ME?!" He screamed, finally letting his sadness take over. It fekt great. "Did I do something was there no way for me to ever go! WHY CAN'T I BE FIXED?! WHY CAN'T I BE LOVED?!"

He slid down the wall, his head on his knees.

Lou's eyes were glazed, the repressed sadness and his anger were finally up.

He cried.

It was a hiccup at first, the it turned into two, the three, then four...

The sobs came. One, two, three...

Then, the screaming.

Lou wasn't even aware that he was doing it.

All he knew was that he was letting out his long time pain.

It felt great, ot felt amazing.

Lies were what comforted dolls when they needed it. It told them that it was going to be alright. Some refuse to accept the truth.

In reality, the sadness was overwhelming. He felt like he was drowning.

The anger made his body burn. It consumed his soul, it made his eyes sting with more tears from it.

He didn't realize that so,enody had hugged him until he blinked. "O-Ox?"

What was he doing here?

"Hey , Lou" He laughed, albeit carefully. "I was just coming to look for you, and found you here.."

He felt his eyes, why was the one whp ruined his life here? Why was the one who was going to abandon him here? Hadn't he done enough damage?

Lou sighed, and the wall thumped as he leant against it. He didn't reject the other's hug. It felt nice. He was cherishing every moment of this.

It felt nice having actual attention, it fe,t nice receiving affection (in a brotherly way!).

"So, you finally told them?" Ox asked softly. "Can't believe it.."

"Yeah.." Lou leant his head on the other's shoukder. "Me neither..." 

Ox looked at the other's eyes, and saw the glaze in them, it was the broken one. He felt bad then, but it needed to be done. He didn't want to hurt Lou, but there fould be a chance.

"What if you could still be a leader?"

His eyes widened. "What? Y-you're not going to kick me out?..."

It was the most accepting punishment that Lou could think of.

Ox's eye widened. "K-kick you out? Lou! I woukd never do that, no matter what you have done!"

He smiled a small one.

It was the first time that it was genuine.

Sighing, Ox asked Lou. "Do you trust me?"

The answer was immediate. "Yes..."

Apart from the gauntlet, Ox hadn't given him a reason not to.

Even if he had left him all those years ago....

No, don't think of it.

He couldn't feed the negative thoughts that haunted him daily.

He had the dolls that admired him. Yes, he knew that it was selfish, but if you were as lonely as Lou was, your desperation woukd make you do things to.

"I do"

He fekt Ox's hand lift him up, and Lou couldn't help but look into the other's eyes. They were full of sincerity.

Could the abandoner really forgiven by the abandonee?

Could he?

Lou didn't know.

***

Shyness

/ˈʃʌɪnəs/

Noun

1. the feeling of apprehension, lack of comfort, or awkwardness especially when a person is around other people.

2. a feeling of fear or discomfort caused by other people, especially in new situations or among strangers.

Usually, Lou wasn't a shy doll.

Hell, he was usually a cocky and confident one.

But the anxiety was still there, what would the other dolls think of him?

Would they accept him? Would they be ok with it? Woukd they still allow him to be leader? Would they try to understand him?

Or would they yell at him? Not accept him? Kick him out? Shout at him for being imperfect? Not be able to understand him?-

Lou shivered at those thoughts.

He couldn't imagine that happening.

Besides, even if he was forgiven, he wouldn't be able to go to the big world. He would still be stuck here.

Another unseen tear made its way down his face.

He would still be stuck here! He would still be stuck here! He would still be stuck here! He would still be stuck here! He would still be stuck here! He would still be stuck here! HE WOULD STILL BE STUCK HERE!-

"LOU!"

That jerked him into reality.

Lou snapped out of his thoughts, he hated it when they went on repeat. He couldn't control it when it did that.

Then, he realized that he was back near the gaunlet, the eyes of the dolls on him. They were confused, judging.

He felt anger from this.

"So what of I'm different?!" He snapped, his hand on his chest. "Do you know how it feels to be alone? To watch somedoll else have your dream?! Especially when even you uglies can do something that I never can. Don't you dare judge me for something I Can't control!" He leaned down on his knees. "If your going to punish me, just do it. I don't care anymore.."

At the end of Lou's rant, he had closed his eyes and waited to see what the dolls were going to do with him.

He accepted whatever thry wanted to do.

"Lou?" It was Moxy.

He opened his eyes, and saw her standing in front of him. She was stroking his hair.

It felt strangely soothing.

Darn, his need for contact.

"We aren't going to punish you.." Mandy spoke. "While you were gone, we discussed it, and we came to a conclusion-"

"What if we co-lead?" Ox asked. "We could lead the dolls together, and we aould all have a chance to go to the big world.."

Lou scoffed, and stood up. "You forget, I can't..."

Ox insisted though. "Actually, we can find a way..."

He gasped. "W-what?"

"The bots found another way that you could potentially go to the big world" Ox laughed. "You could have your own kid..."

"H-how?"

He had hope. For the first time, Lou had hope.

"It's risky" Mandy warned him. "But apparently there is a chip inside off your neck that blocks you from going to the big world. If we work together, we could remove it. But of it went wrong, it could do some serious damage.."

Lou would try anything though, he really would try anything to get to the big world.

But was he willing to try this?

"Would it really work?" He asked, his voice a whisper. He didn't dare voice his hope. What if it was crushed? "Would I really be able to go there?"

Ox smiled again, and Lou saw the worry and concern on it. But then there was happiness, it was for him. As if he knew what would happen instead of him.

Lou was curious to see if it would would work.

"So, Lou?" Mandy asked him. "Are you really willing to ask this?"

Sighing, Lou smirked. "Yes, Mandy. I am willing. Let's do this.."

(A/N: Hey guys, this is just a quick oneshot I wanted to do~😁)

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