"Do you love me?"
"Please don't make me do this."
"....."
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You.
Beautiful, wonderful you.
Painted by God,
An angel given by the heavens.
And I had you.

I got to hold you in my arms,
And call you mine.

I gave you everything I had,
Tried to love you,
With everything I had.

And maybe that's where we went wrong.
I loved too much,
And you didn't love enough.

I traced and kissed every stretch mark on your back,
Because I found them absolutely beautiful.

I ran my hands through your hair in the moonlight,
Because it made you smile.
And I wanted to make you smile forever.

I wiped your tears every time you cried,
And reassured you that everything was okay.
I was there for you.

I let you sleep,
When you were too tired to stay awake for a movie.

And I loved you,
And maybe I let you know that more than I should have.

Could we go back?
Please.
Back to that night.

The first time you showed me your marks,
And I traced and kissed them.

The first time you cried and I wiped your tears away.

The first time you told me you loved me that felt like you meant it.

The first time I told you I loved you,
That I meant.

The first time we shared our deepest fears and secrets.

The first time we were vulnerable, and scared to let the other one know who we really were.

The first time,
The first time,
The first time for everything.

I fell in love with you that night,
I mean I really fell in love.

It wasn't just a saying,
This time it was real.

Did you fall in love too that night?
I guess I'll never know.
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"Please don't leave."
"I'm sorry."