I'm too scared to type out these words,
Too scared to write them down,
Or even say them in my mind.
For the first time,
I am unable to share something,
I can't even say it to myself,
Before shooting myself down,
And blocking the words out.
This is the most I have ever been scared,
I'm scared of what this is.
Scared that something inside of me,
May be right all along.