Can't eat
Can't sleep,
Can't even begin to think.
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Watching comedies,
Trying to distract herself.
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Her mind is jumbled.
Thoughts are spinning,
She can't even focus on one.
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Words are jumbled,
Blurry scribbles,
She can't even focus on what she is thinking.
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What is going on?
She is too scared to ask.
Scared of the answer,
Scared of her own answer.
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For now she will blindly watch the screen,
Trying to push it all away.