Scared as I might be,
You hold on to me.
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I'm crying in pain,
As the memories burn holes in my mind,
And causes my skin to itch.
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I jump at the slightest of sounds,
And your arm is all I can feel as I clutch on.
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The world seems to disappear underneath me,
And suddenly I'm standing there,
Inside a memory.
I try not to vomit as I try to escape.
And you, you give me something to hold on to.
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I thought I was there again,
That I never left,
But here you were,
Giving me a arm to hold.
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Still,
The memories won't seem to leave,
But the presence of you is making it easier to stay alive.
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I feel like falling,
But you hold me up.
My mouth doesn't want to move from it's straight line but you manage to make me smile,
Even laugh.
~
I don't feel strong,
But you make sure I know I'm not weak.
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And his touch seemed to have stained my skin a permanent red,
But you make me forget,
Thank you for that.
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Without you
I don't even think I could manage to keep on going.
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Thank you
My best friend.