I have been married to 14 handsome men for 5 weeks now and I can walk on my own it's a struggle at times because the muscle is still a little weak but with the Physical Therapy I have been put on it won't be long before I can do it with ease again

It's also makes have sex much easier now , Raven and I have made it to four rooms so far in just this week alone

I have worked on my classes during the day when the guys head out to work I do have Kota and Victor help me with the Math

Right now I am in the kitchen fixing dinner for all of us because I can, I was fixing a huge salad , Lasagna 5 pans of it , garlic bread and for dessert I fixed a trifle of strawberries, blueberries with pound cake and vanilla pudding all layered in the bowl  with Whip Cream on top to which I had to blush when I was putting it on the top because of what Sean and I did one night with the whip cream it was messy but a lot of fun especially the clean up in the shower

I will say this Kitchen is one of the best to cook in it has four ovens , two dishwasher , two refrigerators now the laundry room has four washers and dryers and a huge counter to fold laundry on

Setting the timer I go and sit down on the couch and put my laptop on my lap Bear comes over and snuggled beside me as I worked on my homework for this week I wanted to finish it before the guys got home so we Would have the weekend to do whatever we wanted I know I have a Date with Brandon tomorrow night , We have to plan our  date nights together since there is 14 of them and only one of me now I know it doesn't sound very romantic but it's necessary and we do all have spur of the moment times that leave me breathless and so satisfied

As I am working on my homework I hear the front door open and three voices , Bear pops his head up listens then lays back down
Kota, Axel and Victor are home

" Mmm it smells delicious in here " Victor Says

" Yes it does Princess you cooking for us again"

" Yes Papi I did it will be ready in an hour " I tell them

" Good I have time to shower " Kota says as he is currently standing in front of me in his basketball shorts and a no shirt
He leans down and kisses me then heads up to shower

I hear the other two in the kitchen
" Princess you need anything "
" A leg massage " I reply
" is it bothering you "
" Yes Prince it is but only because I was on it for so long getting dinner together it will lessen I took Tylenol for it about a half hour ago "

" Well let me rub it , Bear move "Victor says to him
Bear lifts his head looks at Victor then lays his head back down
I laugh
" Alright Bear Get down and go see if you find the rabbit " I tell him , his ears perk up then gets up and runs through the house looking for his toy rabbit

" That should keep him busy for ten minutes " I say with a laugh

Victor sits down and rubs my leg gently working the muscle just like the Physical Therapist taught all of them
I let out a soft moan in delight I love getting massages from them and Victors fingers are slender and long they seem always dance along my skin like he's playing the piano

" God I love your moans "
" Mmm and I love your touch " I say
He lifted the laptop off my lap then pulled me into his I was now straddling him facing him
Our eyes meet
He grips my head and hair pulling me to him our lips meet

The dance of our tongues starts off slow then begins to build

" Damn there is nothing sexier than seeing her straddling one of us " Kota says to Axel
" I will agree with that " Axel replies

We break the kiss I snuggle into Victor laying my head on his chest listening to his heart beat

I yawned and closed my eyes content in his arms
Victor was rubbing my back lightly as I laid there

" Shhh she's asleep "
" You know she's been sleeping a lot lately " Axel says

" Yeah and I noticed today that she fell asleep on the couch for about two hours " Kota said

" Yes I know i Asked Sean about it he said it could be from the therapy sessions they are working her hard to regain the strength in her leg "

" And What if it's not "

" What do you Mean Victor "

"Could she be pregnant "

" No when she went for her last check up last week Sean took blood and tested it and it was negative"
" Oh"

" Look we all want children but she's has to be ready for it , it has to be her decision " Axel says

" I know it does but it doesn't mean I can't hope for it Id love to see her full with a Baby maybe one nursing from her she would be a beautiful mom " Victor Says

" I know she would " Kota says

" Has she talked to Alexis this week yet "

" Not that I know of but I'm sure she will and I would love to have Alexis come visit her she misses her and Felix "

" Yeah that would be nice but until Alejandro is dealt with it can't happen , from what Felix texted yesterday Alejandro has been searching for Charlie even as far as putting a tail on both him and Alexis , Felix went out an bought a burner phone just so he could text us without Alejandro finding out especially since they broke into his apartment "

" Do you think he will come after her"

" Kota I don't know Love but I'm not going to put it past him , We will be ready Charlie isn't going anywhere she's our wife our bird " Axel says

" You are right about that and I'm very proud of her did she tell you that she passed her anatomy test with 95 the one that she had all of us helping her study with"  Victor says

" No she didn't how did you know " Axel Asked

" Well she had her computer up when I sat down with her earlier before she fell asleep "

I laid there listening to them I know most wives would be a little mad that their husbands is keeping information away from them but I'm not I learned really quickly they are only trying to keep me safe now don't get me wrong I don't like it and I usually find out by them talking like this when they think I'm asleep which I was

They are right I miss my besties a lot but with Alejandro still trying to find me it's best they stay out there and I am here

The timer on the oven goes off

" Five more minutes Papi " I say

I feel Victor chuckle under me

" Princess it's the timer on the oven "

" Mmmm Prince " I say as I snuggled into him

" What do you need to do to the food "

" just need to pull it and cover with foil to keep it warm until everyone gets here , the salad is already done the garlic bread Is the last thing to do " I say with a yawn

" Alright you stay snuggling with Victor, Kota and I will take care of it "

" No I'll get it I have to pee so I have to get up"

I did and went and took care of the lasagnas then went to the bathroom I noticed I was spotting  which isn't unusual so I went up and put a liner in my panties even though I usually go with out I slipped on a pair of shorts then headed back down

It was a half hour later that everyone was home the food was still warm , Luke , North and Brandon served dinner to us .
We ate dinner that included having a Lively conversation

After dinner Silas, Raven and Sean cleaned up from dinner
They didn't have much to do since I had already did the dishes from earlier and had unloaded the dishwasher
I tend to cook and clean as I go to keep a mess to a minimum

We all went into the living room to chill out a few of the guys were playing on the PlayStation .
I sat on the couch watching everyone like I normally do

Cringing in pain from in my back I was getting I picked up my phone see what time it was
7:45 I think I will go up and take a bath maybe it will help

Standing up

" Where are you going Trouble "

" Up to take a bath my lower back is achy for some reason I think a hot bath with relax it " I say

" Alright Trouble ". Gabriel says as he kisses my lips

I went up and got the water going I stripped down while the tub filled up .

Slipping into the warm water my body says ah feels so good
I grab the loofah and body wash Gabriel made up for me and begin to wash myself slowly I was in no hurry to get out of the tub

Once I was done washing I just laid in water
My poor back was really achy i mean to the point I wanted to cry which a few tears did escape my eyes

Sitting up in the tub I see blood in the water what the hell I didn't shave because I don't have to anymore due to the fact I had the laser hair removal a two weeks ago

Deciding to get out now I stand up and see more blood going down my legs

What the Holy Hell

I step out of the tub and I feel a gush and look down to see a huge puddle of blood

I scream so loud

Hearing footsteps and yelling I'm still standing there looking at the blood

" Charlie , Charlie "

The door opens
" Sean come quick Charlie is bleeding"

I hear more footsteps

" Get her wrapped up in something put a towel Between her legs Now " Sean barks

" Sean " I cry out
" It's okay Sweet Pea I got you " he says as he holds me as Luke is grabbing the towel and puts it between my legs
"Close your legs Babycakes "
I do so

" I don't feel good "
" Stay with me Sweet Pea "

I tried hard to but the darkness was invading fast I couldn't fight it anymore

" Sean we will take care of her you return to the roll of Husband not DR You Hear Me"
" Yes Dr Roberts I just want her to be okay "
" I know you do Son and she will be , Now go tell the others and especially Raven to calm down Charlie will be fine I will tell you what we find when we find it " Dr Roberts says

Beep Beep Beep
What the hell is beeping and where am I
Cracking my eyes slowly open
I see I am in a hospital room and it looks like it's late the clock say 1:15 whoa the last thing I remember was being in the bathtub

I raise my hands to my head and feel ... No there isn't any sore spot or bruising so I didn't knock myself out
Shifting In the bed
I wince in pain I feel like I have done a thousand sit ups and someone punched me each time

Hearing Snoring coming from my left I turn my head to see Axel, Owen, Sean , Kota asleep on the couch I then look around the room to see Luke, North, Brandon , Marc then Silas, Gabriel, Victor then Nathan Raven and Corey .

The door opens and a Nurse comes in
" I thought you were awake from looking at your heart rate how are feeling "

" Like a bus hit me" I tell her

" I can imagine this wasn't the way I was to meet you Charlie "

" Do I know you "

" No not yet but I am Kota's Mom Erica I have been on Vacation for the last few weeks traveling and I came back two nights ago and was to meet you today after I got off work since when I got back from Vacation I had to work "

"Oh Hi " I say then wince when I moved
"Don't move to much I'll go get you some pain medicine " She says as she turns to go out

I laid there trying to remember what happened
Erica came back with the medicine and I took it

" Can you wake up Sean I need to know what happened "

"Sure sweetie "

She went over to Sean and lightly tapped him and by woke up

His eyes adjusted and registered who was in front of him
" Erica"
" Yes it's me, Charlie is awake wanting to know what happened "

He rubbed his eyes for a second then stood up walked over to me sat down on the bed

" I don't know how to tell you My Sweet Pea so I'm going to just say it you had a miscarriage"

" What How Why I didn't know "

" Easy Charlie , No one Knew and you didn't do anything wrong from What Dr Olivier said
The Egg wasn't even attached to you so there was no heartbeat to begin with , He said it happens sometimes and most women think it's just a heavy period but they went in as Did a D&C to clean out everything to make sure that's why you are sore right now "

" Will I " hiccup tears falling
"be able "hiccup more tears
"to have "hiccup tears keep falling
"more children "hiccup tears fall more

Sean scoops me up out of the bed and we sit back down where he was before
"Yes Charlotte you will be able to have more children you can't have sex for add least two weeks but after that you are good to go "

I sniffled as I sat there

" Love We Know this is hard for you it's hard for us too but We all will get through it and Sean is right we will have more children "

" let's get some sleep for now " Sean says

" As long as One of you hold me "

" We can do that love "
I was moved to where I was laying across them sitting in Sean's lap with my legs across Owens lap and the tip of my toes touching Axels

It has been a rough and devastating night

I woke up again in Ravens arms with Corey's head in my lap

" My Sweet Russian Papi " I say softly
" Yes Kitten "
" Sorry I didn't mean to wake you "
" It's okay Kitten I don't sleep well in hospital "
" Me either I want go home "
" Sweet Pea we can go home this afternoon but you are in bed rest for two days " Sean says

" Okay "

" Hey Trouble "
I look up to see Gabriel he had sadness in his Eyes and I don't like it
" Hey Meanie I'm sorry about last night "
" There is no reason you should be Baby I'm just glad you are okay and don't worry we will have more little troubles "

" Hey what if I want a little Meanie " I say with a smile
" Oh a Meanie and A Trouble "
" Ha knowing you husbands of mine I'll end up with six at one time " I say

" Bite your Tongue Charlie " Marc says with laugh

" How about you bite it for me " I say back

" Oh you are going to be in so much trouble and I will be happy to deal out your punishment in two weeks since I know there will be more to add to the list " Marc replies with a laugh