Five days till Christmas
Tampa, FL

Sasha sits in the middle of her destroyed house she completely lost it the night before she didn't have Charlotte, she didn't have her championship all she had was her pride and a house that's way to big for her, what else could go wrong?

As she sorted through the mess she had made she came across a picture of her,Becky, Charlotte and Bayley she broke down into tears again wondering why she had to ruin it, she fell in love with Bayley during their match at NXT Takeover Brooklyn the year before and she fell in love with Charlotte at Wrestlemania months before and Becky well, she loved her when she first came to NXT.

She found another picture of just her and Charlotte she kissed it and put it back on coffee table where it was before she felt so ashamed for making a big mess of herself it's not who she really was she beat up her best friends in a fit of jealous rage there's no way to make this right she said to herself. The thoughts of leaving the WWE crossed her mind maybe that was the best thing for everyone she didn't want to hurt anyone anymore maybe just diaspering into oblivion was the best thing to do.

Sasha looked at her phone and scrolled through the texts that charlotte had sent over the past month or so that she left unanswered. Staring at the sky she asked god why his hands still held her after everything she's done, Mercedes Varnado was a good women once.