t h i r t y - t w o - special chapter
Last special chapter for Dino x Chaeyoung x Moonbin! 😄
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CHAEYOUNG'S POV
"I'm breaking up with you." Dino stared at me. His eyes were tired and lonely, but I still chose to leave him. I still chose myself over the person I loved the most. His hands held mine and his head fell. I sighed and looked away, avoiding to look at his devastating state.
"W-Why?" His voice broke and that's the first time that I heard his voice in a state like that. I heard him sniff and breathe hard. "C-Chaeng..."
"I-I just..." I have a reason why I must leave him. I have been a bad partner. I have been a bad girlfriend towards him. I wasn't loyal. I had an affair. "...I just can't stay with you anymore." I took my hands from him and stood up. He finally looked at me with his swollen eyes and red cheeks. I gulped. "This is our last, Dino." He wasn't able to speak after that, so I turned my back and exited the diner. I stood under the bus stop and waited for a bus.
My tears started rolling down my cheeks as well, so I immediately wiped it off and stood tall. I have to look strong. I can't be weak. I shouldn't be weak.
"Hey, what are you thinking?" I found myself staring outside the window. I'm inside Moonbin's flat. I'm living with him because he's my boyfriend. We've been dating for the last two months after my break up with Dino.
I turned towards him and smiled. I shook my head and leaned on the kitchen sink, "Nothing." He stepped towards me and leaned his face towards mine. I laughed and held his warm cheeks. "Don't kiss me."
He pouted and trapped me between his arms. "Why would I do that?" He asked in such sexy voice and even smirked. I giggled and clung my arms around his nape. I shook my head and shrugged my shoulders. "Look at me." He found me staring at his cat behind him, so I faced him and stared at him. He sighed. "You're not in love with me."
"I know." He then stepped back and placed his hands inside his pocket.
"Why would you choose me over Dino? You love him."
"Because you're the father." He didn't speak. "I don't want my kid to grow up knowing that he's an accident."
"Does any of your friends know that I got you pregnant, so that you broke up with Dino?" I shook my head. Neither of my friends knew the reason why I broke up with Dino. If Dino would tell them why, for sure he would just say that I got tired of our relationship. They will never know the real reason of my break up. "You should've told Dahyun. She's your best friend, right?"
"Yeah." I nodded. "She won't understand. She's devastated because Jimin is barren."
He chuckled, "That's a bummer."
"Wait..." I trailed off and looked at Moonbin. "...what if we let them adopt this kid?"
"I heard that Dahyun doesn't like the idea of adoption."
"We can convince them."
He took Steve, his cat and started babying it. "Look," he paused. "Do you not want that?"
"What?"
"What I mean is..." he focused his eyes on Steve and played with it. "...do you not want our kid? Why is it so easy for you to say those words?"
"I didn't want it in the first place, Moonbin."
"But you did want it when we had sex?" That's a different matter! "Chaeng, keep him, okay?"
"People will start judging us."
"Then let's get married." He looked at me and placed Steve back on the floor. He stared at me meaningfully. I can tell that he wants our kid. "I mean it."
"Marriage is such a deep thing."
"People learn to love. I love you, but you don't feel the same towards me. It's okay. I accept that, but please trust yourself to fall." He wants me to love him. He wants me to learn to love him, but how can I do that if I've given my heart to someone?
"Let me think about it for about a few days."
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We went to the office of the prime minister, so he can host our private wedding. While we were waiting for the prime minister to enter the office, I noticed Yoongi and a few businessmen passing by us. It's a relief that he didn't see us because if he would, he would mention it to our friends as well.
We heard a knock and of course, it's the prime minister. The ceremony started as soon as he finished everything preparing for our private wedding.
After he declared that we are now wed, Moonbin held my cheeks and pressed his lips against mine. It was like five seconds and after that, I pulled away. We thanked everyone who helped us in that little ceremony and exited the office. We headed towards the car, so we can have our dinner already.
I was just staring at my ring as soon as he started driving. I was wondering what if Dino was the one who kissed me earlier and not Moonbin. Maybe the feeling would be incomparable. Maybe I would be ecstatic because it's Dino, but I decided to leave him.
My hands suddenly held my tummy and realized that there's another life inside of me. I never knew that I'd be this careless to be impregnate by someone whom I just met inside a club; by someone whom I shared a night with. "It seems like you're disappointed." Moonbin chuckled.
"I'm not. I'm just thinking of something."
"Dino?"
"Probably." He breathed deep and continued driving.
"You won't regret your marriage with me, Chaeng." I hope you won't regret marrying me, too, Moonbin.
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After a few months, my stomach started getting bigger and bigger. I'm in my fifth month and four more months, I'm going to bear this kid. I even heard that Tzuyu is inside the hospital by now because she's laboring. All of my friends are inside the hospital by now to support Tzuyu with her child. It's been a long time since I last saw my friends as well. They never heard anything from me after our break up with Dino.
I found Moonbin caressing my hair as we were watching a movie. "We're going to the hospital tomorrow for your check up. We have to make sure that the baby is healthy and so as you." I just hummed a yes. Throughout these months of being with Moonbin, I found out that he's a sweet and caring person. He's loving and he would do anything just to protect the people that he loves. He's been away from his parents at such young age because he decided to run away. He said that they won't support him in his dreams, so he worked hard to buy a home and to have a stable work. My friends doesn't know how hardworking Moonbin is, yet they judged him as if they know him already.
The next day, we went to the hospital just as planned. I heard that Tzuyu gave birth to a baby girl. I don't know what's the name, tho. Moonbin said that she's staying inside the hospital where our ob-gyn's clinic can be found, so there'd this chance that I would see my friends after a very long time.
Moonbin held my hand as we were walking through the hallway. We're on our way to the clinic when I saw someone very familiary in my eyes...and in my heart.
He's on the phone with someone and he's holding a cup of coffee. He's on his way to the elevator and that's where we're headed as well.
"Are you sure you want to join him inside an elevator?" Moonbin asked me. I looked at him and nodded slightly. He smiled and led me to the elevator. We stood behind Dino, so he didn't notice us behind him. My heart is beating very wildly. I can only feel this when it comes to him. I have never felt this with anyone except for him.
The elevator's doors opened, so we entered with him. As soon as our eyes met, it's weird that I didn't see any emotions in his eyes. He didn't smile when our glances met and it made my heart break. "Which floor, sir?"
"Sixth." He said. I missed his voice.
"Third." I answered. The atmosphere inside the elevator is awkward and tensed, so I kept quiet. We had to exit the elevator first because we had to get off at the third floor. As soon as the elevator's doors opened, we exited, but I heard him say something before I can even hop off completely.
"Congratulations." He whispered. I looked at him before the elevator's doors completely closed.
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