t h i r t y - special chapter

DAHYUN'S POV

They say that adoption is the best option for me and for Jimin to have a kid, but I told myself that I am fine; that I am okay even though we won't have a kid. I guess we can't all have the blessings in life. Jimin is too much of a blessing for me. He's enough and I am thankful to have him.

Whenever we go to bed, we stare at each other and there he goes, tearing up and saying sorry to me for the nth time. He holds my hand and whispers, "I am sorry." I smiled and mouthed that it's okay. "I-I'm sorry because I can't give you want you wanted." He said in such faint voice. I held his cheek and wiped his tears away using my thumb.

"Ssh," I sushed him and smiled wider. "I told you that it's not a very big deal." I whispered back. "If it's not for us, then it's not."

"B-But..."

"No buts, okay, hon?" I gave him a peck on his lips. He half-smiled softly and nodded his head. "Okay."

"Let's go to sleep?" He asked.

"Marry me?" I asked him back before his eyes can even close. He looked stunned of what I asked him, but I really meant my words. "Let's get married?"

"What's with the sudden question?" He raised a brow.

"Marry me." It wasn't a question that I said. It was a command, an order.

"Are you sure of what you're asking me right now, Dahyun?" I nodded and played with his hair. "Are you willing to spend your life with a barren man like me?"

"Of course." I answered. "I have always been ready. I was just waiting for the perfect time to get ourselves married."

"Then, yes." He said. "I'll marry you."

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I had a talk with Jin lately because I wanted to ask him about his feelings when Mina said that she's barren. We're inside a tea house somewhere here in Myeongdong. I'm glad that he made time for our conversation today because I heard the news that he and Mina fought a few days or weeks ago.

"We've been busy lately with our works." He chuckled and smiled. "The squad hardly had any time together to do stuff for relaxation." He added and I agreed with him.

"Yeah," I nodded. "How have you been with Mina lately?"

"The news got spread, I see." His smile faded slightly. "We're not talking like before. I'm afraid that things might get too serious and fucked up that we have to divorce."

"Don't try to jinx it." I said and drank my tea. I sat more comfortably on my seat and then he crossed his legs as soon as he takes his tea from its saucer. "Things will get better soon, you know."

"I hope so."

"Jin," I called him and so he hummed a yes. "What did you feel when you knew that Mina is barren?" He chuckled a little and placed the tea cup on its saucer on the table.

He then sighed, "At first, it was kind of lonely because of course, you can't have a kid of your own." He paused, but he grinned wider. "I always wanted to do have a family with her. I have always dreamt of that. It was hard to accept it at first, but I didn't marry her just to have a family. Of course, I wanted to spend my life with her forever--whatever forever means. I just want to be hers officially and eternally." While he was saying those words, his eyes sparkle. There this gleam in his eyes whenever he talks about Mina and his dreams. "Just accept things, you know."

"How did you come up with your decision of adopting?"

"There's a lot of things to consider, of course. We wanted to adopt a kid that would understand our situation. We wanted to adopt a kid that knows that he or she is adopted because we didn't want to keep it as a secret from her forever." He heaved a heavy sigh. "Did you know that Mina, herself, was the one who suggested to do surrogacy?"

"What? It really came from her?" I was shocked. How can Mina tell that to Jin, her husband? Surrogacy is such a long process and a very hard decision to make. Why would Mina even think of it? Why would she even suggest it in the first place?

Jin giggled and nodded his head. "Crazy woman, right?" I nodded. "Of course, I told her no, but she keeps on bringing it up all over again. I just told her that adoption would be the best option for us to do in times like these. Do you have any plans on adopting as well?"

I sighed and shrugged my shoulders. "I want to have a child with Jimin, but I don't think adopting is the best option for a couple like us." I answered. "Staying with him in an infinite life span is okay with me."

"That's good to hear." He said. We talked about a lot of things about adoption, kids and more. I just wanted an advice from a person that felt the same way as I did when he or she knew that his/her partner is barren. After our long talk, we both decided to go home. Jimin may be waiting for me, or not. If he's not yet home, then I'll just have to make him something.

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It's just one week away from Taehyung's debut! Sana said that he's not coming home that often, but when he does, he makes sure that he'd spend his time wisely with his wife and with his son. Taehyung is such a busy man, tho, but I actually see a lot of posts on the social networking sites regarding Taehyung's photo and video teasers. I won't be surprised if there would be an instant fandom name for Tae's fans. The amount of his supporters is just so huge. I think everyone in Daegu supports him.

Meanwhile, my wedding with Jimin will take place two months from now. I honestly thought that we're not the only couple in our gang that is not married yet, but Nayeon told us some gossip that Chaeng already wed herself with Moonbin. I was shocked as hell, but I couldn't say anything else anymore. I do not want to judge the two of them. If they're happy in each other's company and if they truly love themselves, then maybe I just had to support them.

"Honey," Jimin called me, so I faced him. I'm layouting some invitations for our wedding. It's not a very big wedding, tho. It will be held in a garden because Jimin wants to. I wanted it to be in a church, so I just asked a priest if he can make time for my wedding in a garden. Thankfully, he agreed. "Let's go on a date."

I chuckled because of the sudden request. "What? Are you okay?"

"I'm totally fine." He laughed. I find it sweet yet strange whenever he does these sudden things. "Let's go?" He held my wrist which means that I don't have any choice to back out from him anymore. I stood up and told him that I just have to get my jacket. He waited in our living room and when I finished retouching my make up, I went downstairs and headed to his car right away.

I don't know why is he asking me in such a rush when nothing needs to be rushed. He even opened the car's door for me. Maybe he's up to something. I can feel it. I feel like I'm back to being 18 again. I feel like I went back to those times when I was just trying to capture his heart because he's so fallen for Chaeng.

"We're here." We stopped in front a minimalistic building. There are a lot of people walking in and out of this building. I haven't seen this building before, so I think it's just newly constructed.

I noticed that he's holding his favorite camera with him. Okay, I feel like this is some art or photo gallery. Whenever he has free time, he goes to galleries because good photos inpires him to write more poems for his upcoming book. I have never mentioned that Jimin is actually a writer in his past time. He's busy finding a publisher these days, actually.

"Wait, honey. Just stand right there. I'm going to take a photo of you." He took out his camera and so I stopped at where he told me to stop. I made a V sign and smiled at the camera. He clicked the shutter and smiled. He then held my hand as we head inside the building.

I thought we're going to pay for the entrance fee, but he just went straight in and told me to feel free to look around. It's a photo gallery. There are lots of LED televisions hanging on ceilings, displaying the most amazing photos that I have ever seen in my life.

When I looked beside me, I was a bit confused because he's not beside me anymore. I roamed my eyes throughout the crowded gallery, but I can't see him until I saw the televisions change its displayed photo.

I am baffled to see my photos on the LED televisions. The visitors are completely shocked and confused as well when they saw me through the television. This time, I decided to wash the crowds to look for my fiancé, but I eventually stopped when I heard his voice through the big speakers.

"Dahyun-ah," My heart just beated at its fastest. "I'm in the middle of the gallery. I'll wait for you."

"Who's Dahyun?"

"Is that Mr. Jimin's voice?"

"Oh, I saw that Dahyun girl."

I am so aware that people are eyeing me closely. They recognized me since I'm the lady in their televisions. When I reached the middle of the gallery, I saw Jimin standing on a little circular platform. He took his camera and took a photo of me.

"Jimin," I chucklingly called his name. "What are you up to?" We're at the center now because a lot of people are giving us space. They're holding up their android phones to take a video of what's happening right now.

"Our proposal wasn't formal." He said and so he took something from his jacket and grabbed my hand. He slowly inserted the ring on my ring finger and smiled. There were no questions asked for his proposal because he knew that I'd give him the most obvious answer.

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