Charile: hey

Neesha: hey charile

Charlie: you ready to drop leo off

Neesha: is it that day already

Charile: yeap it is that day already

Neesha: okay i'll be two minutes

Charile: okay i'll be witeing in the car with chole and leo

Neesha: okay see ya in two minutes

( a whole weeks without leo here what iam going to do without my boyfriend i am going to feel broke inside at least i can text him hopefully i can)

Charile: neesha you comeing or not

Neesha: iam ready anyways just go hide without me

Charile: sis you okay you don't seem yourself

Neesha: iam fine charile

Charlie: right so lets go then

( me and Charlie gose in the car and i sat next to leo obs and he looks at me with worried eyes because he knows what i want thought and iam still and that is why i waer make up and that is why i listening to shawn mendes because he helps me alot though this)

Leo: neesha

Neesha: yeah

Leo: promise me

Neesha: promise you what

Leo: that you won't do anything stupid

Neesha: i won't i don't do it anymore

Leo: let me have a look at your arm then

( i can't let him look at my arm because i cut before we got to the train station i do this when charile gose on trour alot and when chole gose out of my life sometimes and now i do when leondre is not here it is because of the bullying just because iam charile leheen sister doesn't mean other bambinos can bully there favourite parson sister or something)

Leo: neesha

Neesha: fine

( leo looks socked and gets charile to look i can't let charile look as well it well kill him what iam doing he doesn't like any of this at all because it reminds him of mam doing this)

Charile: neesha what have you been doing to your arm sis

Neesha: nothing charile it is nothing okay

Charile: it doesn't look like nothing

Neesha: fine i've been cutting myself

Charile: why have you been doing that what have i told you not to do

Neesha: i have been bullied okay by your bambinos okay

Leo: why would they do such a thing like that to they favourite parson's sister or girlfriend okay i am going on Instagram and dm them people

Neesha: leo don't it don't matter noe that i have you in my life

Leo: good