Credit to ®易烊千玺JacksonYee工作室 for the picutes.

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Every day was a new day for me. In the beginning, I could not take it, but as the day passed, I got used to staying with a maniac, who, unfortunately for me, has been trying to kill me multiple times. One time, I almost lost my life while sleeping. Unbelievable, right? Well, what happened was that he had a nightmare the day before, which led to his furious state – meaning his murderous state. Fortunately, I knew what to do; otherwise, I would have lost my life, and I would not have communicated with you guys. 

I was a little bored at the time, so I went to the window where I looked out at the garden. The garden was big, but the space I was in felt small. I felt a little bit suffocated with Jackson near me, but I had accepted him as time went pass. In the beginning, I felt the time was going slow like we had been locked for a decade, but the truth was that it was only our fourth day. 

At first, I thought that the days were countless; I did not know how long we had been trapped, and I did not know how much longer I needed to be locked. The only thing I knew about our stay together was that the boys would come by with our daily meal - meaning blood and food. Of course, food only came once in a while, but it was worth it. 

I became drowsy, so I went to sleep. We have not been talking, so the atmosphere was rather icy. Too cold for me to stay any longer. 

Jackson's POV 

I have been locked with this crazy lady for, who knows how long. I hated her at first, but slowly I realized she was not that bad. She was different from the others, so maybe the same thing that have happened in the past will not happen again. Nah, who am I to kidding. I said that to every woman, yet it all happened once over again. I want to constrain myself from committing the same felony, but I cannot. It was more than a lust. It was a curse.

She was really annoying at first, though one day I changed my view of her. She was not as bad as I thought especially because she helped me without asking what it was about. She simply just took care of me. She did not care about it at all. She didn't ask. She was not like the others. They always asked which caused my anger to take over me. But she didn't. Why though?

I had a bad dream about Anna, so when I woke up, I was covered in sweat and yelled for her not to leave me. Sadly, she left once again in front of me, and when I opened my eyes, I saw the puppy. I forgot her name, so I will continue call her puppy. I mean, she did look like a puppy. Big round eyes, obedient, barking. Yep, she was a dog. A dog, I thought as I rolled my eyes. Unintentionally, I took a glance at her. She was not that bad, a voice said in my head. She's the one.

I sat beside the window as I felt the breeze brush my face. I felt at ease, but I knew someone was watching me. She was watching me.

I once did something terrible, which is why I cannot live a peaceful life. I know my friends are trying to help me, but I cannot help it. It was not me. It is you.

They don't know what fully happened to me, but I know it clearer than anyone. I killed her. I killed my fiancé. She was my love and my hatred. We were not meant to be together, but I refused to let her go. I should have let go, but I didn't. Why? Why did I do it!! I was supposed to marry her. We were so happy, but grief took over and the next moment, she laid in my arms covered with blood. She died.

A/N:

Sorry for not updating for a long time. I have been busy with studies and will probably continue like that for a couple of years, but I will try my best and update once in a while, so that my readers won't lose interest in this book :)

Here's a picture of Jackson and see ya!