"W-what...the...?" I tried my best to control my unstoppable shuddering, but the situation was too eerily incomprehensible. It was only a few minutes later that the room was now invaded by the foul odour of the smoke, adding up to the heat in the room. The room was about to become a box of asphyxia. "Is t-this"--cough, cough--"h-hell...?"

In the middest of my breakdown, I swiftly glimpsed Drulf who was now reeling from the shock of the obnoxious blare. The jet black-haired woman rushed towards the now-broken window, but find her frozen in her stance and discombobulated a few seconds later before I could hear her ear-splitting squall. What happened? What was that that she saw? 

"The c-car...." I heard Drulf saying in anguish.

"Car?" At this point, curiosity couldn't let me stay in bed any longer. I vaulted from bed, only to feel a stinging pain on my left hand. Ouch! I briskly glanced at my hand, but to realize how just vacuous I am. I totally forgot about having this canula in my vein. I clicked my tongue in annoyance before taking nearby tissues as I started discharging it slowly from my hand's vein. Despite how easy it was, It felt like it wasn't the first time for me to do this. Regardless, I shoved it away and pressed with a tissue over its place.

I dashed to the window just before seeing the 'true hell' on the other side. Words couldn't just describe the myriads of causalities I'm seeing in front of my very own eyes; but just for my eyes to fall on a familiar now-destroyed car.

"T-the car..." Drulf has fallen into a hysteria that she kept repeating the same word over and over again. The view is frantically alarming, but whose car is that?

 I walked over to Drulf who seemed to be losing all her strength, with her knees shaking, she feel to the floor with the angst on her face peering at me with her eyes full of showers of tears. The moment I approached Drulf to take hold of her hands and help her stand up, she pushed my hands away moved her face closer to mine and instead, she grabbed tightly me by my shoulders chilling my blood. "D-Drulf?"

"M-M-Mi..dori...." I could feel her tears falling over me, but the abstruse matter here is why was she crying? What is even more baffling was the facet that I have never seen her, that arrogant inhumane Drulf, before so much distressed.

"Why are you crying, Drulf?" I knit my eyebrows while boring into her eyes, "Are you feeling unwell?"

"The car..." She sucked her teeth, took a few steps away from me, and stared at the ground.

That made me even more perplexed. I just had this hunch that told me something is fishy about that car. "What about that car?"

"It's Shin's."

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Did I just hear correctly? No, no that's impossible. "Y-you're kidding me, right...?" I goggled at her in disbelief searching for any sign of it being one of her mean jokes... it's just Drulf, you know. "You're joking, right? I-I know you are... since you've always been a sadist." The few shudders I was having a while ago has now become unmanageable convulses.

The short-haired woman plainly watched me as I started making up my own excuses, then she shook her head in denial. "If I would be lying, then why would I go that far?"

"It can't be helped, you know" I dramatizingly shrugged. I couldn't help it. Any e-excuse.... Just any excuse for it to be unreal...Please God!

"AND YOU GOT THE NERVE TO ACCUSE ME OF SUCH A HEINIOUS ACT IN SUCH A CRITICAL SITUATION WE ARE IN RIGHT NOW JUST TO GET YOURSELF OUT OF MISERY?!!" Drulf yelled while her face turning red all of a sudden. She was mad... because of me... But... I didn't mean to... "ACCEPT THE REALITY!! THIS IS SHIN'S CAR"--s-stop--" AND WE GOT TO GO RIGHT AT THIS MOMENT TO CONFIRM"--stop--"HIS STATUS OR"--stop--"TO CHECK WHETHER HE IS EVEN ALIVE OR NO-"

"STOOPPP!!!!!!" I-it's going to break...'My sanity.' I ended up shouting back at her, which was the last thing I wanted in this perilous situation we are in right now; and I wanted to comfort her a few seconds ago, just what did I.... 'TO CHECK WHETHER HE IS EVEN ALIVE' My heart sung the moment I realized what she just said. Alive? What do you mean by that? Why couldn't he be alive...? D-Don't tell me he got caught in-

Without any more thoughts, I turned back to the window back before the paroxysm of trepidation rushed through my body. A second later, all what could be heard throughout the room was me screeching in anguish after I spotted Shinra's maimed body being carried out of smoke around the car by hospital's nurses.

I couldn't give it a second thought that I found my body involuntarily on its own rushing to the rooms door, ignoring how dizzy I was, ignoring how much my head hurts... I must see him now! I just pulled my legs no matter how debilitated I was. Weird... This feeling is weird... Why am I feeling this unbearable pain...I clasped my shirt wanting to grab my heart to make it stop giving me this pain. my heart just feels that its about to shatter. "S-Shin..."--huff, huff--"Shinra!!" I ran through the hospital corridors wailing for Shin. But this bitter taste...  I'm having on my tongue...This hallowing woe inside the chambers of my heart......  Is it because I'm going to lose someone who is important to me? But.. we haven't talked much in the first place so why I am feeling this feeling.

The image of him smiling and patting my head flashed on my mind. "Donn't worry about it." I remembered his raspy kind voice still undulating my eardrums...

But still... even if we didn't talk this much.. even if we haven't been that much close to each other. I just don't want to lose him! God! It was just a couple of minutes a go we were chatting and looking at each other in the ye... what has just happened?!

turning around the corner, I saw the nurses and doctors carrying and adjustable stretcher carrying shins body....Don't die Shinra. "Please don't die, can you? " I couldn't keep holding up this odd pain anymore , and uncontrollably tears ran down my cheek.

"Excuse us, young lady. Free the way for the injured patients." stated one of the doctors carrying the stretcher with a deep serious tone. No, that uncomfortable tense look on his face... made me more neurotic about that(I) fear that just roe into my mind... Will Shinra be alright...? But all I could think of is how mad this world is. this is not the world I know. it is becoming creepier and creepies each day even each second; it becomes more unbearable to live it.

You think yourself going to run away from me? Yes keep hiding because I will find the truth so soon. And I'll come for you.

Even worse, causing innocent people to get caught into your circus and causing death to defenseless people. This is enough proof for me that shows that the person whoever did this is not even a human; its the devil himself; and the only way to find this devil...is to become the devil myself.