Chapter 46

Infatuated 

I know what all you must think about their relationship now that it has become like all the other dark romances. She became a needy woman. But it isn't true at all because they have spent 14 years listening to their breath every month. You may think about how you can change that hate into love. Is pretty easy even the wildest animal can become friendly if you feed him regularly, not more than two people that were linked by hate, by a child and by a million whisper breaths shared in distance. And we need to admit the woman's heart is easily forgivable. If women would not be like that do you think men could have ruled this world or better say would have been a world to talk about right now?!

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Sinbad looked pensive as stared at her fragile figure that had hugged herself to cover from a bit of wind that decided to decrease the temperature. He already had finished with breakfast although probably they will have brunch as Mert announced to come late. He had covered her before going but she must have moved and removed the sheet. 

He removed her arms to see her bare chest, his fingers working alone caressing her soft skin causing a tinkle that woke her.

"Adorable" he says, staring at her not thinking to remove his fingers from drowning invisible lines.

She stared at him and those s hazel lake-like eyes became lake indeed.

"What happened?" She rose and took his face in her hands.

"I have hurt you, and you hurt yourself for my stupidity." His voice came broken into pieces and took her into a warm embrace. 

"I am not believing I am dating a cry baby. I need a man to hold me, not a baby because the more vulnerable you are, the more uninterested I become." She says as tease his  neck with her small tongue.

"Sibel don't tease me or you will not be able to stand on your feet." He sweetly menaced as tapped at her nose.

"I want to see this side of you, Sinbad. We can't change the past but can make a better present. Now dress me, Mert must be coming any time soon."

Sinbad chose a pair of sweatpants and a loose blouse.

"Sibel you need a full makeover of your closet bebeğim."

"I love my clothes, Sinbad and if I go with your choice I will face those ugly remarks so let me go with my choice. Or you don't feel okay with my dress choice."

"They are not showing Sibel Kara I know. You don't need to hide yourself or tremor for some scumbag. I am now here. I was always here for you. That Vermin that stabbed you will pay dearly."

"Let's do like this , when I go shopping I take you so you choose for me."

"Deal!" 

They shake hands as the door knocks.

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He opened as she was ogling the brunch he prepared.

 "Mert" Sinbad said as the boy passed him and hugged his mum.

"Mum, Marianna kissed me!" The boy said in one breath then took the glass of water that Sibel was preparing for herself.

"What means she kissed you? You didn't kiss her back?!" Sinbad questioned.

"I couldn't, she just did it now in the car as we were alone cause she port me here. I am still shaking men. Was my first kiss."

"Ohhh my boy grew up so fast." Sibel got totally emotional as tears of happiness fell right in his thumb.

"What you gonna say when he will do the deed that he became a man." Sinbad teased her for no reason; he wasn't able to tolerate her tears. Just to earn a light punch on his tummy in return.

Mert looked at them and noticed something was fishy but his stomach growled as his eyes looked at the delicious brunch so went to wash his hands as they were teasing each other. 

Sinbad grabbed a spoon of sweet strawberry glaze, feeding her; more he was covering her lips. Looking around for Mert and being sure he wasn't anywhere took her lips as per savoring his creation with what God had created for him.

"Perfect" he whispered over her lips as locked his eyes with her.

"What is going on here?!" Mert's voice brought them to that kitchen.

" Mert is not like you are thinking! We were just…what the hell am I saying?!" Sinbad straightened himself as realize was just blubbering.

"We are both adults and after last night we have decided to give a chance to each other. And I have nothing to justify myself and my actions towards the woman I have been in love with for two decades now, boy."

"Well dad you are forgetting that the woman you love is my mom and judging your past I will have my eyes on you. " He said as took his mom's hand and sat down keeping her away from his father.

Sinbad couldn't say much as the boy was right but still didn't appreciate the distance with her, yet he got comfort looking at the duo as they ate delightful what he prepared. 

"Mom I can't eat anymore, I am going to rest a bit. You both behave yourself as I am home and the last thing I want to witness is something rated as under 18." He snickered from there before Sinbad got up and showed him how to respect his parents.

"I love the connection you both have , I don't know if you would be so close if I would be with you in that state." She says as approached him and he made a place over his lap. Sibel gladly sat down as he quickly encircle her waist pulling more closely to sniff her authentic aroma from her delicate clavicle that is open thanks to the blouse he found for her.

Feeling his tongue licking her skin triggered her to ask more but also alarmed her that the boy could come any time.

"Sinbad sto…p" she whispered and he immediately retreated himself freeing her from the tension . She put her head on his shoulder to gain herself as he made her almost have an 'o' moment.

"You are safe with me, Love. I listen to everything your mouth says, your hand indicates, your skin whispers."

" Mert can come anytime and I don't want to find us like that."

"I got it bebeğim, so can you feed me too? I want to know how it tastes from your hand." He teased as kissed her inner palm sending a signal to her core.

She agreed knowing well that teasing had just started.

Yes Sibel thought right, Sinbad made sure to lick her finger every time she pushed a piece of bread or cheese that he insisted should be delivered with her fingers.

"You are so bad Sinbad , I have been washing twice and yet you make me dirty " she complained as washed hand and saw the state of her robes that were covered with olive oil, strawberry glaze, juice, and water.

"Common I know well for what kind of dirty you are complaining he said as trapped her at the sink counter. His hand traveled down her hips searching the entrance under the blouse to her downtown. 

" Mert can come anytime, Sinbad?!"

" Come with me then!" He said and he drew her to the spare room that due to last night's storm was more ruined.

"I will fix this today but now I need you Sibel" he stated as kissed her without permission. Sibel welcomed his initiative as reciprocated with the same intensity. He lifted her body and gently pressed to the wall.

"Check the door!" She barely managed to whisper as he attack her blossom flesh  after had discarded the blouse on the floor.

"I closed it when we came here. Don't worry baby!" 

" Dad, Uncle Hakan is calling you." 

Mert's voice interrupted them making Sibel bursting into laughter that didn't come out loud as was suppressed in his chest.

" You cade ( witch), don't laugh. I have a boner how I will go like this huh?! I should have ended up with that Hakan years ago." He spoke as tried to relax himself.

"Let's do a quickie, that will give you a release." She says with her eyes full of comprehension towards his situation.  

"No Sibel I can't do that to you, never gonna happen to use your body like that. "

"İ want too, I am already wet…,"but she got interrupted by his lips.

"Shhh… I can't ever do a quickie with your body, love."

He gently whispered as hold her chin up with his index finger crooked below as his thumb pad cared for her lips.

'The saudade I have for you can't ever be quenched by simply a quickie. Haven't you seen how much I want to kiss every inch of your body. How much do I need to be skin to skin with you? You are never a quickie love, you are to be cherished, devoured like a goddess. In the past I have done sins against you that I will not repeat." He spoke his heart only for her eyes to get filled with her ready transparent pearl to fall.

"Hayatım no tears for me, hear me out don't compromise yourself for my need cause you want to have me content. You are infatuated with me , you are thinking you own something to me. And the truth is that you don't owe me anything, love. I own you everything: my breath, my heartbeat, my own being is bound to you. I am your slave, your lover, your friend, your companion till one day you call me your husband. As you are my wife." His words were calmly like the ocean waves on a summer day. They come crashing with her creating small quakes in her heart that open the door wildly for him to enter without any effort.

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"Dad, mom! I am sorry for disturbing you both but uncle Hakan sounded serious dad" Mert said as saw them walking in the living room. He thought they were having a steamy section but by their faces looks was something related to their past although she was comfy wrapped in his large arms. He had prepared something naughty to say but their puffy eyes forbidden his mouth to taunt them further.

After those words he said Sibel hugged him with all her being, crying over his chest as he gently stroked her back crying too. Unknowing this calmed his body and both felt like a heavy weight was gone from their souls.

"I promise I will do justice to your body needs tonight and every time you will want me too"

With these promise words they left that room.

Now standing in each other's arms before their son that didn't miss anything from their face.

Sinbad took his phone and dialed Hakan.

" Hello my love, you couldn't make it without me for a single day!" Sinbad teased him as Sibel gave him a shocked look with a wide open mouth that Sinbad closed it and kissed over her lips as listen Hakan insulting Words till he came to the reason why he called.

Meanwhile Mert went to the room as a call from his beloved came.

Sibel went toward the fridge to grab a bottle of water as she drank. Her man cut the phone after taking all the details.

Her glass was half and she couldn't drink more thought to spill the rest on the sink when he grabbed and drank it all. But wasn't satisfied as kissed her to oblivion and back.

" I need to go for a quick meeting in just an hour and I will be back under your command, canım(my soul)."he announced as keep peppering her face with small kisses, making her want more.

"Meanwhile I will fix the house and see what I will do with summer school."

"Don't touch the house. I will do everything when I come back as I need you full of energy." He winked at her before leaving her personal space. 

"Mom, I need to go to meet my friend as we are having a gathering to study cause soon will be the first medium of summer school."

"Alright I drop you, Mert."

"You are leaving too ?! What about mom?"

"I am a grown up woman. I can stay alone , my boy likewise I revise my notes about school too. I might come back on Monday.

"That is a wonderful mom!"

Her men were off the building as she went to the balcony to wave them and catch secret kisses from him. Unknowing that a pair of evil eyes were on her all along since they came back from the hotel.

Has been ages since she felt so free, so happy and ecstatic you may say as she moved from one place to the other with a dreaming smile on her face. 

He was right she was infatuated with him.  Her mind couldn't stop thinking of him since she saw him standing at her hospital bed holding her hand as she woke up. 

Sibel realizes that would have been a mistake to continue her relationship with Andrea just for their past sake as snuggle her face inside the blouse she was wearing, cause there was his scent still lingering. She missed him.

How strange, right?!

She was holding her notes but nothing she couldn't read on them because her mind pictured him as his lips kissed her lips and his hand passed down to her thigh. She willingly accepted him as he was dangerously breaking her defense wall, her toes curled as his pads unlocked her safety treasure. His breath hit her blossom making her finger fist on his hair. Air was coming and going fast from her lungs…

Bring-bring the bicycle rang  down her balcony sending her out of that steamy dream. She realized that was watching for the first time a dirty dream , looking at her lap the notes that were upside down.

"This was the reason I couldn't focus." She smiles at herself as felt moisture down there. Shaking her head and biting her lips she rose from the couch to go for a change when the door banged.

Excitingly, she went to the door, took a deep breath as brush her hair off her face, checking herself on the mirror. With a wide smile she opened the door.

"You"

Her face got pale.

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Who do you think is at the door?