Namjoon's POV:-

We had sex in the vanity van, I mean I could have made this more special but anyways, it was the best day of my life. She was a virgin, I'm the first man she's getting intimate with and I'll make sure I'll be the last and the only one.

I chuckled softly pulling the pretty girl next to me in my embrace as she snuggled burying her face in my chest. She looked tired yet beautiful. It was her first time and she passed out? I was a little proud of myself for being good at bed but at the same time, a little worried thinking I should I have been more gentle.

I have decided, this woman is mine and I'll ask her out tomorrow, date like normal people. I usually didn't take holidays much but I guess, I'll need a day off once a week to spend my time with Jane. To be honest, all I've done is fight and misunderstand her, I don't know her that well and the entire time when I date her, it's my job to keep her like a princess. To love and adore every little thing that she does, I mean, I already do love her.

The minute I came to know that she was my fan since her teens, I had something going on in my head and now, I have her beside me wrapped in my shirt. I intertwined our fingers as she snuggled a little closer and I held her tightly kissing her forehead. I couldn't take my eyes off even for a minute, those flushed cheeks and the red nose, I couldn't help but kiss her again and again.

Everything that happened in the hotel, when she said she cared and came to look for me since she was worried, I wish I didn't fight with her instead I would have felt special that someone cares for me. I was so arrogant back then but now, I don't want to repeat any of my mistakes, I need to let her know what I feel for her, try being gentle and understanding towards her.

For right now, all I know about her is she's caring, doesn't give a shit about my money or my fame, can make my mind work stably and love me. Once I start officially dating her, I'll tell her about my reality, about me being Runch Randa who she's always been a fan of. I just hope she agrees to be my girlfriend when I ask her tomorrow.

I feel so light and happy to look at myself this way. This woman has something different that is getting me so attracted to her. I made a mistake, I got her back getting drunk and now she's here and to be honest, I never felt that this woman would ever listen to me and I know she still won't even after she becomes my girlfriend but, I'll love it. That shy side of her is my favourite, I love how she starts to blush every time I touch her and the way she kisses me back gets me out of control. I don't think I'll ever be done with those lips.

I trailed my thumb on those pink full lips parted a little which made her look more gorgeous. I was excited, I just wanted to spin her around and make her realize how much she has and she will change me as a person. I've never smiled this much when I'm not on camera or without my group, I've always had the stress of work or family but today, after whatever happened between me and Jane, I can't stop smiling.

I ran my fingers through her hair pushing her bangs behind her ear as she curled up a little more, maybe she's a little cold. I wrapped my arms around her body finding her sleep soundly. "You're mine," I whispered a faint smile crept my face as I gazed at her. I had everything planned, I'll take her home, ask her out, I want her to date me, everything! Just this night and tomorrow morning, I'll make her feel like she's the most beautiful girl on this planet.

I placed a kiss on her head for the last time, shut my eyes planning to dream of her and drifted off to sleep.

Jane's POV:-

My eyes flickered as I found myself in a king-sized bed, wearing a huge white shirt and a veiny arm around my waist as I finally looked at Namjoon who's face was near the crook of my neck. I bit my lip looking at those beautiful features, his messed up hair and those pretty lips that worked well last night.

I gulped smiling as I tried to get up from the bed and I remembered, we were in the Vanity van. "Oh, thank god, nobody entered the entire time," I thought to myself sighing in relief. I carefully placed his arm aside to stand up and stretched myself a little. It felt fresh, I was so stress-free and happy. I didn't know if this was a one night stand for him or no but whatever it was, it felt right and great.

I smiled looking at him curled up on the bed like a baby as I picked my clothes up. The entire time, his phone kept buzzing but I didn't mind much because he's a celebrity. I pulled my skirt up, now putting the buttons on and the phone buzzed again thrice in a second. "It might be something important," I thought looking at the lock screen and was about to wake Namjoon up to check his phone wherein I just stopped.

It was 5 am and there were 70 messages from Seokjin sir and 14 from his Dad while a few other messages from a family group and it had "Congratulations Namjoon" written on every text.

The music video got released like a month ago and the next one, it's still being worked on, this wasn't about work. I stopped overthinking and put my shirt on and the phone buzzed again and I saw the text popping up, "Congratulations Son, your marriage is fixed next month, meet soon."

The message was from his Dad. I didn't want to but still unlocked his phone, it didn't have a password as I started to scroll through a few of his texts. Didn't open any but got an idea that this man is about to get married. His father along with his relatives sent tones of messages congratulating him about the marriage and it taking place next month.

"So, last night was a one night stand?" I thought to myself as I could feel my eyes getting heavier as tears pooled in them. I didn't anyways expect anything from him ever but after last night, looking at these texts... My heart ached.

He's getting married, last night meant nothing to him at all? Of course, it wouldn't. How could I think of a girl like me being his girlfriend? He is a star, an Idol and he'll date a girl who was called a slut because her mom worked in porn. There were reasons I never dated either in high school or college because people called me that. I wasn't bullied much but people did say things like that on my face while I didn't have many options but just walk off every time and that's the only reason I don't have friends.

His phone buzzed again getting me back to reality. I kept the phone on the same place where it was, straightened my hair, wiped my face with some tissues, slowly opened the gate to the van and ran outside. I took a taxi and decided to meet Troye first.
I knew he would be there at home since night shifts get over by 5 and it was 5:15 am.

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I was in the taxi, tears wouldn't stop. I had no control over them, I promised myself to not fall for him, I was about to think about last night as some cherished memories that I'll keep safe forever and stay with him but... That man used me as a Slut?

I knew the difference between me and him and somewhere, I never thought a future about us but if he was about to get married, he could have just stayed loyal to the one he is about to get married to. Why would he sleep with me?

Thoughts kept rushing as I finally reached Troye's apartment. I wiped my face and rang the bell. Troye's mom, Mrs Lee came outside and the minute she saw me, she smiled brightly as she took me into her embrace.

"It's been so long Jane, why did you stop coming home? Troye is your friend and what about me? I missed you so much baby," she said as tears rolled down my cheeks. I missed my mom, I wanted to meet her and talk to her about the entire situation but she wasn't here. Mrs Lee has loved me even more than her sons and I was always her favourite.

She looked at my face as tears were rolling down my cheeks, she asked being worried, "What's wrong my dear? Why are you crying?" I couldn't explain anything at that time and just said, "I missed you too, it's been a long time so... Tears just overflowed." She chuckled and took me inside the house and started to ask me what I wanted for breakfast so she could cook.

I asked about Troye and Mrs Lee said that he just came back and is asleep but was still ready to wake him up for me but I stopped her. "I want to sleep too, I am tired," I said as Mrs Lee agreed to show me the way to her bedroom. "Rest here and when you wake up, let me know, I'll make a very tasty breakfast for you." She said as I smiled. She turned around and was about to leave the room.

"Aunty, can you please... Stay with me for some time," I said as she smiled and sat beside me on the bed. "What happened my child, your eyes are puffy and red, are you okay?" She ruffled my hair caressing my cheek as her eyes were filled with concern.

"I just.. miss mom a lot," I said as she knew mom wasn't with me since really long. She lied down beside me as I hugged her, tears kept rolling down my cheeks, I really needed mom right now but she wasn't here. Thank god I have Troye and his family or else, I would be dead by now.

She caressed my hair, didn't ask me about anything else but just made me sleep as she shut the lamp and I finally found myself getting a little relaxed, I needed a break from all this. It got dark in the room and I drifted off to sleep.

Namjoon's POV:-

The light of dawn seeped into my room through that window as my eyes found it difficult to adjust with the sunlight. I was still sleepy and as I touched the other side of the bed... I couldn't feel anyone. My eyes widened, I woke up instantly as I couldn't find Jane around.

I looked inside the bathroom but she wasn't even there. "Where the hell did she go?" I thought to myself and grabbed my phone to dial her number clearing all the notifications I got but her phone was off.

I was getting a little worried as Seokjin Hyung knocked on the door and got inside. "Namjoon? You didn't go home yesterday? You slept in the van?" He asked chuckling as I was standing in my boxers. I smiled and said, "No... I just... Fell asleep last night."

He nodded asking me to stop doing something like this since I'm a celebrity and I kind of, don't remember that at times. We had a good morning together as I dressed up while Seokjin hyung sat on the sofa waiting for me.

I was happy since morning because last night was the best night with the best girl but... Where is my girl? Why isn't she picking my calls up?

A/N:-

What do you think is going to happen next? Namjoon is in love but what about Jane?🤔

What about Namjoon's marriage?
XD meet you in the next update.❤️💥✨💜 LOVE Y'ALL

Trailer for the next one!

"Jane, what the hell is wrong with you?" I growled not letting her leave while she just jerked her arm away from my grip saying, "Have a happy married life sir... I mean Namjoon."