Jane's POV:-

I stood outside in the rain. The wind along with the heavy downpour was making me shiver. I fully understood how much he hated and looked down on me.   

I did not have my phone and he wasn't coming home since long and my thoughts were eating me up and that's the only reason I came here.

Those flashbacks of me being clasped by him and kissed were never-ending.

I started to feel that maybe he is a decent man and not as arrogant as I think. I thought he thinks of me the same but a minute ago he shoved me out yelling, "Get out."

Thinking about all this, I couldn't help but drill a mental hole in my brain. I didn't have any questions for him anymore. I was on the verge of falling for him because he was considerate towards me but not anymore. A kiss to him might mean nothing and I should have understood this before.

I can't go back to his house, he already told me he doesn't want to see my face and I shouldn't have come here as well. He is a celebrity, why would he even care about me?

I decided to go back to my apartment because he doesn't need an assistant and I am not his housekeeper. I looked at the money in my pocket and there were just six dollars left which were of no use. I couldn't reach home with just that money.

It was pouring heavily and I was soaking wet. My shirt was getting transparent because of the light colour.

It was almost midnight, I hate being alone in the dark. I sighed and sat below a tree near the parking area. The breeze was cold and I felt myself getting numb.

I asked a guard to lend me his phone and called Troye giving him the address to quickly come and take me with him. He kept the phone assuring me that he'll be right there in a while.

I thanked the security guard giving back his phone. I was feeling dizzy because of the cold weather. My body was freezing as I could feel goosebumps. I just wanted Troye to come as soon as possible.

Namjoon's POV:-

I sent Jane away but since then, my mind hasn't been stable. One instant I regret sending her away and the other instance, I feel I did the right thing because I didn't want her to think I'm attracted to her.

I kept explaining that I don't feel anything for anyone. People leave and me, my heart aches, I am the one who gets shattered. I don't have time to mend myself all over again. I'm just helping her, that's it.

She must have gone home by now. The way she's taking care of me, making food, waiting for me to have dinner with her, I don't want that attachment with someone once again.

Mom did the same but what happened at the end? I'm still alone and broke. If she adored me, she would never leave. If she was sick, she could have told me, I would leave everything and come back to be with her.

Since she left, I've been like this. Career is my only focus and minute I started to earn, I shifted to another house because I couldn't see my Dad having fun with random girls every night.

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The entire meeting I didn't speak much, I didn't put forth any of my opinions because I was lost. My mind was stuck on her beautiful face. Her eyes filled with pain as she kept biting her lip trying to control herself from. crying.

I am trying to fight with my heart but somewhere, I don't know who do I want to win. I remember I kissed her before at the bar. Those soft lips, that gaze, the food that she makes putting all her effort but why did she do all of that for me? Why is the girl trying to find something good in a man like me?

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A few minutes later, I saw a few staff members talking about something looking outside the window. I got a little curious and as I was about to approach near the window, Seokjin hyung called me and we started to talk about the plans for the next music video and suddenly I heard someone say, "Who is that girl?"

I turned around and rushed to the window and saw Jane lying on the ground, pale and lifeless.

For a second, I froze as rush emotions flooded in my mind.
Seokjin Hyung was there too and started to ask me as he could see my expressions getting changed.

The staff was about to call the ambulance when I instructed Seokjin hyung to handle everyone telling him that she was the same girl who stayed with me in my house and left. I was sure that Hyung would take care of everything here.

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I reached the parking area, it was still raining. I saw her eyes were shut, she looked pale. I bent to the ground placing her head on my lap, "Jane, look at me," I said shaking her gently and made her face me but she just leaned on my chest as she already fainted.

Pain, heartache, sadness, helplessness, I didn't know what I was feeling at that moment.

A security guard came running towards me and said, "Sir, she's the same fangirl who you sent out, she's been waiting here since really long. We told her to go away but she said, she's waiting for a friend but nobody came."

They thought she's a fan and she's been waiting here from the time I sent her out. I wrapped her body in my coat picking her in my arms and ordered my driver to start the car. I sat at the back with her encircling my arms around her trying to warm her a little and tried to wake her up but she didn't respond.

I felt terrible for being that cold towards her. I could have made her wait in some other room in the hotel and took her together with me while going back.

I took her to a hospital nearby.

30 minutes later.

I covered my face putting my cap and mask on as I didn't want any sort of commotion here and I saw the doctor coming out of the room, "Doctor, is she alright?" I asked.

"She's got a fever, it seems like she's been in the rain for long. We have given her the necessary medications and she's asleep now. We'll be keeping her under observation for tonight, she needs to rest and by tomorrow, you can get her discharged and take care and the medicines should be given on time as she's weak." He said as I finally sighed in relief.

I filled up the necessary forms and paid the amount. I couldn't go home unless she's fine. I looked at her from the windowpane. My heart clenched within pain since she was in that state because of me.

I wanted to be the first person she looks at when she wakes up, I couldn't go inside since the visiting hours were already over and therefore, I sat outside in the reception area.

Jane's POV:-

'What's happening? Where am I?' I thought to myself as I felt dazed.
I found myself dressed in those hospital clothes. My head ached and I remember I was outside in the rain waiting for Troye.

"Troye, where's he?" I thought and requested a nurse to let me use her phone and called him.

A few minutes later, he quickly came to the hospital's address that I gave him.

15 minutes later.

Troye arrived at my room. I hugged him tightly. "What the hell happened? Jane, did you still not get your phone back? I called you ten thousand times, I was so worried," he said as I apologized him saying," I don't know what happened and my phone is still with Namjoon. When I woke up, I was here."

I told him whatever I remember. I confided him about how I came to meet Namjoon but instead of talking to me, he just sent me outside. I was waiting for him in the rain and that's when I passed out.

"I am sorry for giving you the advice that he might have a soft side. I am sorry Jane. You know what, let's get back home and we'll find another job for you, he's a celebrity and he might be busy despite I don't think you should work for him since he already said he has no work for you," he said while I agreed to it.

"Don't worry Jane, everything will be alright," he assured as I hugged him again and went to change returning the clothes as the nurse handed me a few medicines. I took them and was about to ask for the bill.

"Ma'am, the bill is already paid, you only have to take these medicines on time, that's it," the nurse said and I was surprised.

I looked at the nurse and then back at Troye being confused, "Who paid them?" I asked as the nurse said, "We don't know ma'am, it might be some relative of yours. He might be waiting somewhere," she said.

I know I don't have relatives. My mom is out of town right now so... Who would? How did I even end up in this hospital and yeah, who got me here? The nurse then showed me a form and I saw the signature.

"Kim Namjoon's signature?" I said as my eyes widened.

"So that means, he got you here? The nurse said, he might be waiting somewhere, do you want to---," I cut him off replying, "No, I will return every penny that he has spent on me. I don't need his money, first the rent of the apartment and then, those clothes that he got and now, this. I will give all of that back to him," I said as Troye advised me to start working in some clubs that pay well.

I left the hospital. I knew I wouldn't go back to the man because this was more than enough if he's rude and proud, he better be because a person like me who cares though I shouldn't have is not worthy of what that man did.

I accept this is my fault that I kept thinking about him too much. I thought he liked me but that's wrong. He's a celebrity and I'm just a normal person and we have a huge difference between us and I should have never forgotten that.

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