May's POV

Looking around the cemetery I try to imagine how today would have been if Karen hadn't been murdered. From where I stand with my family I try to summon emotions within me but I just feel numb. Maybe its because I don't believe she's really dead but I know she is. Or maybe it because I don't care anymore.
    I wonder how we got to this particular place in time, everything just feels surreal.
I can't believe this, I just can't,  I mean how is she dead?. I talked to her face to face on Wednesday just two days ago.
  Looking back I realised it was all my fault I should have done something, I should have said something earlier. If I had then all this wouldn't have happened. Karen would still be alive. It was all my fault. I killed Karen.

Thank you for choosing my story. Don't be put off by the prologue, the story is just starting. But I promise you it will be very interesting.