"What have I done?!" I said as I paced back and forth in my room.

"Okay Okay, breath...." Says Jihee as she and the girls were watching me in this state.

"I honestly see no situation here." Says Minhee.

"You blind woman?! The song that you made me released had just over 1000 downloads! How?!"

"First of all, it's you who released it." I gave her a death glare. "Okay, So it was maybe my idea, but still. Second aren't you suppose to be happy? That means people like your music."

"No no no! This is not suppose to happen!" I said.

"Okay, So let me get this straight. You are upset because you got over 1000 downloads on your new song? That's the problem?" Hana asks.

"YES!"

"Girl. chill." Says Jihee.

"I just don't understand, why?" Minhee asks.

"I-I mean! There's no technical problem to this....I-it's just....I'm overwhelmed by this....Like do you know that everyone! As in everyone! In this planet can see this?!" I said.

Minhee rolled her eyes. "Yes, which is a good thing. Jiyeon you need to stay calm and take this in as if it's a good thing. Your music is really popular right now. Think of it this way, you make people happy or surprised just to hear this. And they love it, that's why they download it."

"Yeah even though Minhee is probably the cause of all of this, at least see the good side in this." Says Jihee.

"Ummm well can I just say, that your song is now over 3000 downloads." Says Misun.

"What?!" I said.

I grab Misun's phone and saw it opened on itunes. I then check the charts and saw it on number 50!

"This can't be...."

"Ohohoho! This is perfect!" Says Minhee and everyone turned to her.
I glared at her and so did all the other girls.
"Bad! I mean bad, very bad! Boo...."

We all gave her the look.
"Boo?" She says.

Hana Sighs. "Well, Jiyeon. Congrats, i guess."

I then start breathing rapidly. "I can't take this anymore!"

"Calm down! It's not a big deal, just pretend this is nothing. Like nothing at all. I mean you getting a bunch of downloads is no biggy at all. There are worst cases that can come from this." Says Misun.

"Like what?" I ask.

"Like well..."

"Like when a famous idol just tweeted about your song saying that it's amazing?" Hana asks.

"Yeah, like that." Says Misun. "Wow Hana where did you get that idea?"

"I didn't..." she said. "Cause it did happen...."

"..." We all stayed silent.

"Ummmm...guys she's right." Says Minhee.

She handed me her phone and I checked to see it's true. An idol did tweeted about my song! But not just any idol! The one idol who I knew!

👌🏻❤️ #RMusic

"RM from BTS....t-tweeted....about...a-abo—" I said.

"Oh shit. Did this just happened?" Jihee asked.

"I'm refreshing the page over and over and this tweet is real! Jiyeon, you just got noticed by an idol!" Says Hana.

"..." I stood silent and I sat down on my bed. It's only been one day. One....fucking day....

"Okay girls, break it up." Says Misun. She then sat down next to me and comforted me. "Right, So now we know that. Jiyeon, just forget all about this. Just try and focus on what you want in the future and not to try and focus what's happening now."

I took deep breaths. "It's just...w-why me..."

"Think of it this way....you're famous?" Minhee Says.

I groaned and fell back to my bed.
This has to be a nightmare! If RM knows this song and thinks it's good, could he have shown it to other people?!

~Time Skip~

"And I want to have big rainbow wings!"

"Haha, that's a wonderful idea Soomi." I said as I rubbed her head.

I then stood up from that tiny short chair i was sitting on and head towards where Minhee was.

"I got to say, this has to be the best job I get to have." Says Minhee. "I just need to take care of some children and most of the time they're just asleep or playing which means I get more breaks."

I stayed silent as I looked down at my phone. Ever since I released my song which was like three days ago, I've been getting messages from people saying they love it.

It's all too much for me that I can't handle it. There are also those people who asks me if they could interview me.

I just don't understand, i release one song. 1 song people and you want to interview me?

"Miss Jiyeon! Let's go and play with dolls!" Says Soomi as she was tugging on my hand.

"Haha, why don't you play with the other kids?" I ask as I crouched down to her height.

"They don't want to play with me..." she looked down and pouted.

"Ohh Soomi...don't worry you can play with me."

"Yay!" She then hugged my neck and then took my hand.

I followed her to the kids play area and look back to see Minhee smiling proudly at me. I smiled back and followed where Soomi was leading.

•Minhee•

I don't know how Jiyeon gets her patience with these kids. It's nice to see her caring side from all of this dramatic stuff happening to her.

I then heard the ding of the bell in our front desk and I got up to walk there.

"Hi an—-"

"Minhee?"

Oh no....that voice.....
The. Fuck. Is. He. Doing. Here.

"Y-Yoongi....l-long time..no see..." I said as I was forcing a smile.

It had to be today?! Out of all days?! Fucking hell, Jiyeon can't see him!

"What's up with you? Come on, we haven't seen each other for like what 3 years?"

"Actually it was 7." I haven't seen Yoongi ever since the day the break up happens.

"Well it has been so long."

"Y-yeah...so long...." So long that you Fucking left your friends.

Wait.

This is a daycare....for kids....
Does he have?!
Oh shit.

"Yoongi you have a child?!" I spat out.

"What?" He says while laughing. "No no no, I just came here to pick up."

"Oh thank god." I mumbled, but he didn't hear me. "Okay, so who is it?"

"Soomi, Yuna's little sister."

"Soomi is Yuna's fucking sister?!"

"Okay so you haven't changed...."

"Sorry, sorry. I know we haven't seen each other for a while...I-it's just that...I don't know..."

Realization then came...

"Wait a minute...why are you picking up Yuna's Sister?"

"Yuna asked me too, she said that she's busy with modeling and all."

"Yuna is a fucking model?!" I spat.

"Minhee, Remember we're at a day care."

"Sorry, but just I can't believe it." More like I can't believe she gets a job as a model, she doesn't deserve to be one, in my opinion.

"Yuna got into modeling just 6 years ago and at that time she told me to go for audition in becoming an idol. Isn't that amazing?" He gave out his gummy smile.

"Wow, amazing...super..." I said sarcastically.

"Haha, same old Minhee."

I sighed. "Yoongi...look, there's something I want you to do..." should I tell him? Should I not? Maybe? "I need to tell you that, you should listen to Jiy—"

"Minhee have you seen Soomi's doll? She can't stop cryi—"

How can she walk in here without noticing him in here?! What is this a drama?!

"Oh...it's you..." Yoongi Says in such a hatred voice.

Jiyeon dropped the books she was holding and her face turned suddenly paled.
"....Y-Y-Yoongi...?"

Well this is awkward....

•Jiyeon•

Why is he here?! Why now?! What is he doing here?! Does he have a child?!
Though I'm surprise he recognized me....

"I-i-i...." I stuttered.

He kept giving me such a deadly glare. It has been 7 years since I saw him, and he still hated me....

"Oh did you hear that? That must be a baby crying! I will be right back." Minhee then dashed out of the front desk.

Minhee you idiot, we know that this is a daycare for toddlers, not a nursery!

I look up to Yoongi and still see him with that glare. His face shows no joy, but anger.

He changed a lot
He wasn't the same from 7 years ago and now that his hair is now dyed blonde, he really looked different but more charming.

"....s-so...Umm..w-w-what b-brings...y-yo—"

"I just came to pick up Soomi." His voice....he even doesn't sound the same. He has such a low voice, which........scares me.

"O-o-oh...I-is She...y-your d-daughter?"

"No, she's Yuna's sister."

"Y-Yuna...?"

"Can I just get her already? I don't want to keep waiting here for her and especially if it means to be here with you." I know it's been 7 years and that I cheated on him, but man does he sound rude.

"Uncle Suga!" I then saw Soomi running pass me and hugged Yoongi's leg.
I forgot his stage name is Suga...

"Hey Soomi!" He carried her and smiled at her cutely. I can remember the time he smiled like that to me....

"Look! Look! Miss Jiyeon helped me in making a drawing of me!" She showed him the drawing we made.

"Wow it's amazing Soomi."

Ummm should I go? But watching this is really heart warming...

"Miss Jiyeon!" I got cut off from my thoughts.

Soomi got down to the ground and hugged my legs. "Y-yes Soomi?"

"I want to say thank you for today! It was fun playing with you! And I like your song that uncle RM showed me!"

God. Fucking. Dammit!

"O-oh....haha...t-t-thanks."

"Wait. You were the one that made that song?!" Yoongi asks.

I gulped. ".....Y-yes..." I look down at Soomi, avoiding eye contact.

He scoffs. "I always thought that the song sounded familiar. Should have known it was you, you really had lost your touch in music.
Just my luck to see you today after 7 years...come on Soomi."

Yoongi grabbed onto Soomi's arm and they walked out.

"Bye miss Jiyeon!"

Once that door closes I felt the tears coming straight down. I drop down on the floor in a kneeling position.

My legs can't handle all the things I just handle just now with him.

.....He hates me...he hates me!

•Yoongi•

"Yeah, I got Soomi."

"Thank you so much Yoongi, being a model isn't easy you know?"

"Same goes in being a K-pop star."

"Sorry if I was disrupting your schedule..."

"Don't be."

"Thanks again Yoongi. Why don't you come over for dinner?"

"Uhhh sorry, but I have dinner with the guys later."

"Come on, you've been with them for like half of your life so far. Why don't you make time for other people?"

"It's just how it works, next time okay? I have to go now. Bye."

"Fine."

I ended the call and buckled Soomi at the little kids seat. She giggled and I smiled at her before going to the driver's seat up at front.

"Uncle Suga?" Soomi asks as I started driving.

"Hmm?"

"Do you like Miss Jiyeon's song? Your friends love it! Do you love it too?"

Out of all the things she asked me this question, she could simply ask where do babies come from.

"I-Umm, it's.....n-nice..."

"Haha! Uncle Suga don't lie!" She giggled.

"I-it's just...nice..."

It was silent all of a sudden until I heard Soomi humming the song.
Is that song really that good?

That song literally states the pass when she was still with me.
It's obvious.

Though that one lyric in the song...
I will forever be in blame
Though I won't be the same....

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