I've been living for too long. I haven't been happy or felt something in a long time. I could never tell anyone because they didn't understand. I felt something that very few could feel. I felt like I couldn't do anything. I never had any talents, barely any true friends, I just feel like I'm useless. I was bullied for a long time. "I'm too emo." "I'm ugly." I should just kill myself." "Burn in hell, you freak." Awful things that no one should go through. I want everyone to know that it's not my friend's faults or family's. It's no one fault really. The people who said those things were right.

To my parents, you did nothing wrong. You did your job of raising me and my little brother, Aidan, great. You should be proud. I just can't control myself and I fell into deep.

To Aidan, you've always been my rock and I'm going to miss you the most. You're my favorite little guy, grow up and do great things. Be better than me.

To my friends, the very few of you. Thank you for everything. You didn't turn your back on my like others and I am so appreciated of that.

To Jeremy, I love you. Maybe in another lifetime, we could've been together.

To the bullies, here's a big fuck you. You get what you wanted.

Tom Felton as Jeremy Locust

Cameron Boyce as Aidan Denver

Vanessa Hudgens as Missy Lynn

Rowan Blanchard as Piper Fig

Keke Palmer as Daisy Smoller

Eric Osborne as Cole Huntly

Kaya Scodelario as Ashley Morris

Sabrina Carpenter as FeFe Lotis

Olivia Wilde as Sadie "Mom" Denver

Jason Sedaukis as Sebastian "Dad" Denver

Kristen Stewart as Kayleigh Denver