The confession

Happy birthday twini..sv Shri ....many many happy returns of the day... I wish may Almighty fulfill all your wishes and engulfed you in unlimited happiness... And I hope you should do confessions more * winking with naughty smirk*😜😜😜😉😉😉.... So here one shot for my little twin...be happy n jolly....enjoy ur day n blast💃💃💃💃😎😎😎..

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" let's do a get - together celebration"

" yes, its a while."

" Missing those old days"

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Once again that whatsapp group notification buzzed continuously. It's irritating at a time , time-passing entertainment in other. But, today it's different. Like all of the group members Went beyond madness Zone, chatting Constantly from 4 hours ; god knew for what reason they were behaving like mental institutions. Before closing her WiFi network, she thought to take a look on chats ; what she always did , but never pinged or replied once , despite she was a group member too.

Amidst all of the chats messages , one name particularly caught her attention; Raj Krishna. She got to know the reason behind that madness; Raj was coming back to India after two years , so here all group members were excited and suggesting ideas of do's n donot's.  She pinged back after a decade; " hello,what's up guys?" With only motive to know more about Krishna.

Sudden replies came following some accusations, teasing, horny expressions. Like, she was all guilt.

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" see , who is here? Should check sun rise today?" With a faint emo besides.

" You are alive Darling." With a sarcastic emo after.

The most uncomfortable and teasing one came like ,

"Look,  Juliet here , just after seeing name of  Romeo."  Poking tongue, winking eye emo's And the fun, teasing continued. Aaarrrrgh...there they went again. She banged herself for replying and silently quit from chatting ; but not before gathering informations about Raj Krishna. In short only Krishna for her.


Raj Krishna Mathur was a scholar student at their college, hails from north India. Due to transfer of his father's job, he landed in Chennai, for his masters. He was not so Richie rich billionaire type neither straight fell under fictional out of world handsome category. That did not mean he was ugly and poor; He had all sort of characteristics which a normal girl wished for. A kind of sophisticated introvert, but not rude type of guy. His best quality was his seriousness and dedication for what he wanted? That made him a top notch student at university. There she met him, as classmate, they befriended easily as she too was a good student and fell for him hard; but couldn't confess. You could say her biggest weakness.

It was a chilled winter, when she ran toward the principal office like a storm. She couldn't believe her term results, which descended below rank 5, for first ever in her life. She always come in top five students. "There must be some mistake in calculations. How can me at position 6?" she said in one breath.

" so you are saying, you doubt management system?" replied the old principal very slowly, pressing word by word, while wiping his already clean glasses, carefully as it was his most priceless possession.

"When did I say that? I just wanna recheck my answer sheets; that's it." She retorted being frustrated with principal's very slow turtle type behaviour. Before he could say anymore, a guy entered room with light steps. She looked at him uninterested, precisely cursing him in mind when principal showed interest to listen him more than her complaint.

"now what's your problem young man? You too have complaint regarding this term marking system?" He nodded much to principal's dismay, as his nose went above some inches. "So you want to add some more numeric to your already perfect grade. If I am not wrong you topped this year term." Now she turned to take a look on him.

"No sir; you are mistaken. I am not here to complain about increase my grade or percentage. Instead I feel I got some extra marks on finance and marketing paper, which I don't deserve. So I want to deduct that." He said with gently smiling face making both her and principal dumbfounded. Till now they heard complaint about professors being mean and didn't give good mark as if they felt like they were donating blood or many more tantrums.

Soon principal got back his composure and asked in similar slow fashion, again rubbing his glasses, "but, you may lose your first rank after that you know. Because the gap was only for single digit."

"At least, I will be satisfied and importantly I get to know my actual standard without any ambiguities." He replied calmly making her stunned and principal seemed please; then principal turned back her, who was staring him shockingly without blinking. He again repeated, " do you have any more to ask now?" she nodded no with embarrassment and came out.

And the next scenario at college, it didn't need to say what happen further. Like a fire the indoor talks speeded entire college; courtesy only girls and their habit of being chatterbox. She was sitting in canteen, eating exactly murdering her hot cake with coffee while murmuring to her, being annoyed with morning incident. While sipping her drink her eyes fell on entrance and more precisely on the person who was looking for a seat. She shouted audible to him only, "hey, you!! Here."

"Thank you." He replied shortly while sitting comfortably. After ordering for his drink he was busy with his phone, all the while felt her stare on him. He asked pressing his curiosity, "is there something funny with me?"

" No" she nodded negative shaking her head.

" Then ...are you openly checking me out?" he asked humoursly.

" Noooooo" her eyes widen as some frowns appeared too as per her imagination he could never utter such nonsense. But it was reverse.

"Don't frown, you will get wrinkles. Wrinkles make you look granny and possibly you don't like that." She looked like tomato as two horns grown up on her head. He laughed to his heart seeing her angry bird posture and held his ear for reconcile.

"Do you have something to ask me?" He asked after few seconds and she nodded. He continued "About morning incident, why and bla bla?" she shake head in positive. He didn't said anything , rather keep silence.

"Why don't you say anything?"

"Because we don't know each other. Strangers, aren't we?"

"Then we can get to know each other, as we are in same class. Don't you agree?" She spoke and he nodded after a thought. " hey, I am vidya, Vidya Shri Iyer." She extended her hand, in return he shook his hand " I am Raj, Raj Krishna Mathur." Hearing his name her all annoyance, discomfort went away through the entrance of canteen. Her childhood fascination came in front of her in blurred image, how she grew up by listening lord Krishna's myth life and always dreamt of a man who should be like Krishna. . If not, a man named after him would be okay. She thought about his sincerity and his name , both captured her heart very well as she instantly took a liking on him. And that was the first chapter of their story beginning like not so bang boom etc.


The best element which kept them intact in a good friendship was study itself. As time passed they helped each other in study and non study things too. She knew other than study he was crazy for football, so she made sure to cheer him for his effort despite his dad was against it. He too cheered her in her traditional sitar practice, which she only did for her family, on insistence of grandfather despite having zero interest in sitar. Vidya always addressed him as Krishna , where others as Raj. When he asked her the reason, she said she liked Krishna more. He replied with a serene smile that only his mother called him as Krishna and she was the second person. He liked to be address as Krishna, especially from her mouth after his mom.Vidya's mind started working if he liked her as his mother. No matter how many time he forgot , vidya made sure he should address her Shri, not vidya. She was in her little bubble that " Shri means goddess lakshmi and Krishna was lord Vishnu's incarnation; so according to myth they are couple." She blushed at her own thought.


One day they were discussing about finance while his mobile buzzed, in next moment his phone fell of from his hand as tears formed in his eyes. He ran outside to drive back, ignoring her questions. Without finding any other ways, she followed him without questioning further. As they reached in hospital, she got to know his mother had faced an accident and her situation was severe. People said her mother went to save a kid and this accident happened. Later when she found out the kid was none other than her little brother, she felt like her head was spinning in 360°.She felt Krishna would get angry or stop talking with her. But at that time important was to console him and keep him calm and controlled, which she did obviously by her actions and talks. This made him to look at her in different view.


But she felt guilty by herself and tried to closed herself down. She become silent and sorrowful. Later when Krishna got to know about her brother, to her surprise he didn't get angry neither he scold her. Rather try to made her feel guilt free , " listen, it was not a known mistake. Nobody responsible for such. It was all about situation. I would be happy if you back to your normal bubbly self."

"so you are not angry or cursing me?" she asked still sobbing.

"Why should I? In other words I don't like to see my bestie is crying like baby." He joked to ease the atmosphere.

"Thank you Krishna." She said hugging him suddenly, making him feel something different than regular feelings.

" okay ! Now let's get some food. You need energy after all these crying and sobbing." He dragged her toward canteen. Then the seed of love was sown in between them. It slowly increased, with a known passion. The small encounters, small touches which didn't have any solid effect before; created thousands of Goosebumps in them, butterflies around them.Vidya knew she loved him from much before, but afraid to confess. If he ran away , then what she would do?


One fine day, in their last semester the friends' gang put a party in order for students who got job in campus selection. So all needed to be present at hall, Vidya made herself sure to propose Krishna as he was going outside of country and would be back after two years only as per term. She was afraid if Krishna went and fell for other, before that she wanted to be clear if he had feelings for her or not; rather than swim in fog.


Later after party , gang were playing dare and truth game; vidya thought it would be a golden opportunity to know Krishna's heart. She was sure a guy like him would surely choose truth above dare as he didn't like the concept to do something absurd in name of dare.As per her guess, Krishna chosen truth, before anyone Vidya asked , " do you have anyone you love, you adore?" in her more mind she prayed for positive response.


" yes , I do have." Her face showed the serenity with excitement as he replied. "She is very close to my heart." Upon this reply she wanted to run and hugged him tight , confess straight away. But seeing the surrounding she controlled her urge. She was all happy and humming by herself, forgetting the surrounding and he watched her with admiration and adoration in his smiling eyes. She blushed being aware of his stare on her.


But in next moment, she felt all her dreams gonna shatter into pieces when a elegant beauty came from back and blindfolded his eyes with her palms. She was looking like a celestial nymph just descended down from heaven. She asked with her musical voice , " guess who?" and the moment vidya wished he shouldn't guess.

But it shocked her , Krishna's interested exciting tone , " Shruti what a pleasant surprise?" with that he pulled her into a hug.

" I missed you my dear honey pot." Shruti chimed.

" Me too, sweetie." He replied. And they got busy in their banters forgetting vidya who felt a third part bone in their story. She immediately stood up to leave, stopped by Krishna. He asked her to stay for few moments more while introducing Shruti. But Vidya denied and stormed out leaving them stunned.

" so he had Shruti in his heart and me fool thought it's me. It's my foolishness to think that, he already told me about Shruti before, why can't I get it." Vidya cursed herself for being a fool and wiping her tears.


Next she preferred to ignore Krishna's limitless calls and messages; even he said he had something important to convey her. But she didn't fudge. At last when Krishna was leaving for abroad, she went to see but from a distance. She knew his stare tried to see a glimpse of her ; but her stubborn idiotic heart didn't allow her to break herself more. That was the last time she saw him and after that she had no contact or nothing about him. Even her group members had no idea about him. As Krishna had no contact with anyone.

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Again another celebration, which always reminded her that fateful day before two years. But she came despite feeling all odd ; time changed, So as she too got matured. Her sole motive to join party to see Krishna once again and asked for forgiveness for her childish behaviour. No matter what, they were best friends at least and she herself shut all ways for their friendship. She might not say, but missed him in every step of her life. Its not a rule your best friend could not fall for other, at last heart only knew for whom it craved for. She was not blatant to do such mistakes again; later when she realized at least she should listen to him once, then situation would be different today. Her trance broke once her friend offered her some cola. Her friend ran toward opposite direction once her eyes fell on Krishna.Vidya too walked with interest but stopped at middle with glued to ground.

" This is a classmate party, how can he bring Shruti with him again." She felt dejected and stepped back while her mind chided , " you are doing same mistake again." She stopped at spot.

Which hurt her most was Krishna came and greeted her, but she felt the warmth was missing. When her eyes fell on Shruti, her heart pierced into million seeing the vermilion in Shruti's partition. She excused herself to go somewhere and cry to her heart by hiding herself, but in exact moment Shruti caught her hand, dragged outside.

Once outside, before Vidya could say something Shruti brusted like volcano, " what do you think yourself? Miss world or anyone celestial? Because of you what Raj went through, I can't forgive you for that?"

Vidya was shocked and going to retort, Shruti signed her her to stop, " I am not done yet." Shruti sighed heavy breath, "You know, you don't know value of Raj. He is a rare gem. You hurt him without letting him know what his fault is. Even after all that he just came here for one glance of yours only."

Vidya questioned , " but you are his wife ,he loves you."

Shruti laughed sarcastically, " I knew something like that silly assumptions you have. I am not his wife for your information; I have a loving crazy husband Aman who loved me like hell. Yes , Raj loves me but as a friend."


There was a punctuated silence in which vidya felt she would gonna die due to guilt and embarrassment. Shruti said , " Raj called me Chennai two years ago, to help him to propose you. But your silly assumptions ruin everything. On top of that you ignored his all kind of advances. Now he didn't want me to accompany him today, but am also adamant, I can't see my friend in pain. This is all your fault." Shruti accused her and went away.


Vidya felt all miserable at once. She cursed herself, her childish behaviour which made her to stay away from her love. She could not bring herself to face him again. What if he rejected her for her behaviour? She was stepping back when her mind chided again, " oh really! You are repeating same mistake again. If this time you let him go, he may never return again. Go , confess yourself. This will be best redemption." With that determination she went inside.


She saw Shruti stood near Krishna with ' i-know-everything' look on her face while she shoed vidya a thumbs up. Vidya went to Krishna who ignored her by showing busy in his talking with others. Later when vidya followed him all around and found nobody near them, she asked , " please listen to me once. You want me to feel more guilt whatever I am feeling now."

"No, I am just trying to follow your words. You told me to stay away from you, aren't you?" He replied coldly.

" let me a chance to explain, please." She said while blocking his way with her hands.

" what else there to explain? There is nothing between us like before." He feigned each words sarcastically and walked away leaving her dazed.

She become sad once again until her devil mind reconstruct a new theory. She ran to hall where speakers stood to announce for next entertainment of singing and dancing. She knew sort of singing during her sitar practice and took the opportunity to hold mike and sang ,


"Kaate Nahi Katate Ye Din Ye Raat
Kehni Thi Tumse Jo Dil Ki Baat
Lo Aaj Main KehtaHoon I Love You
I Love You, I Love You
I Love You, I Love You
I Love You, I Love You
I Love You, I Love You"

I love you Krishna, Raj Krishna Mathur. From the day I knew you my every cell tissue fell for you. This heart beat only for you. Don't punish yourself for my silly mistake. Punish me instead. Please come back. I want my past Krishna, want my love back. Words were less to describe how I missed you these years and how much I cursed myself for my childish behaviour. I love you Krishna.


He stood on his feet realizing what she did. 'Confession' which she was afraid of like hell. She threw away that only to get him back. He knew he can't live without her too. What could be the best moment other than hearing a confession from your girl, in public? Without thinking more, without more drama he went to her to pull her into a bone crushing hug, while whole gangs of college cheering for them. She looked up his face within his embrace, he smiled and mumbled, " I love you too." Placing a chaste kiss on her forehead ;they were moving to dance floor to rock the floor that night, while a smiling Shruti cheered them up.


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