proof reading...contd from first part

I was partially happy that Aryan managed the proposal matter at that time. Partially happy because Aryan told me that Radhika Mishra caught him was fake but agreed say no to my father. That was first time my guilt act caught by some girl and didn't react violently and she rejected me too. Moreover that Aryan felt he found his soul mate in Radhika and asked me he was going to woo her? What the hell? Where I was trapped? I didn't know but, something wasn't feeling right. Both Radhika and Chasini started to jump in my thoughts. In my own confusion I went out to find peace and settle down my own thoughts regarding chasini.

I was retuning back , feeling thirsty went for a mineral water bottle to nearest vendor in front of supermarket. About few meter distance I saw a girl coming out of supermarket with a speed followed by few others. Suddenly the environment turned into humiliation ground with accusing the girl she seemed known to me from backside. I went near and shocked to see that was Samaira. She was crying. I immediately rush to her and asked what was going on?

Before she spoke anything someone from them said unpleasant about her character. I shooed them away on name of law and police case. When I turned to look at Samaira, she fainted then and there. I was perplexed with sudden turn of events, but took her hospital. I informed her home from her mobile and waited with an expectation to see chasini was extremely happy when I saw my expectation came walking toward me after few moments.

' hi, chasini. Remember me? I am..' I greeted with my hyper excitement smiling wide like an idiot. But instead she ignored me and directly walked toward Samaira.

' How are you feeling now? How all these happened?' Chasini asked Samaira concerned while caressing her face with adoration and care.

Whoa. Now that's why I must like her. What am I thinking? I ignored my thoughts.

Samaira got up while looking at me thankfully. She explained everything to chasini. From Samaira's talk I got, she married Neil without her family consent, so they were not leaving a chance to humiliate her , accuse her in public. Chasini seemed relieved and came to me, ' thanks a lot Mr. Mehera. If it was not you, I can't even imagine what happened to her.' Well I was shocked with her sudden formal behavior.

' what about your date? How you are here?' Samaira asked her when I went dumb about Chasini's date. She was dating someone else and her love was for some other man created a newly found feeling jealous inside me which went rocket speed to higher in space within a moment.

' leave that crap now. Is that even important than you?' Chasini replied while told Samaira to wait as she was going to meet doctor. I didn't even know why she was avoiding me like a plague.

' How is this Aryan guy, say honestly?' Samaira asked me casually.

' Do you know him?' I asked with little confusion.

' not before you send him to act as Arjun Mehera in front of Chasini and she caught immediately.' Sam replied little sad.

' what ? I never told that idiot to meet chasini.' I was perplexed. ' yes, I told him to meet my father's choice Radhika Mishra.' I admitted finally.

' And that's me.' Chasini said with rage while coming inside almost giving me a heart attack.

' wait how can...? How are you..?' I was so much absorbed in my own thoughts even I couldn't complete my sentence. So that's why she was ignoring me? That's why I was feeling restless. And that idiot Aryan was interested in her and dating!! Oh god..no..no. Even if I like her but the moment other men tagged with her I can't tolerate. I fell for her and going to lose her at one instance for my stupidity. What should I do?

' if you don't like me or not want to marry me, you can say that directly to me; I wouldn't mind. Because I too wasn't desperate for you. I just thought dad brought proposal, then I saw your photo and thought it's better to choose you other than some unknown. But what you did? Leave it. I am not in mood to say those.' She said and went to help Samaira who was ready to go back. She went out without giving another glance at me and I stood rooted till then.

After getting my sense I ran after her, turning her to me , holding from shoulder, looking into her eyes, ' I know I did a mistake, but I swear if I knew it was you, I would never loss the chance. I wanted you and only you, that's why?'

' it's okay. That happened what it meant. Now let us go.' She replied as calm as possible which pricked me most. I was going to stop her from sitting inside car, Samaira stopped me and shook her head in negative, ' it's not right time, Arjun. More than anger she felt bad of herself. Trust me even I wanted to whack you at that moment, but now I understand. But still time needed.'

' I am sorry, I am really sorry. I wasn't intended to hurt you all. I was stupid, I am very bad. But please don't push me away. I can do everything to rectify my silly mistake.' I said with honesty and Samaira saw my truthfulness. I was little relived but my conscious was eating me.

' we will talk about that later.' Samaira said with a little smile and sat inside car as Radhika called her nonstop.

It was good for my stars that Radhika didn't say anything about the proposal meeting to his brothers. Else I didn't know about Ankush, but Neil would surely kill me. I got to know that from Samaira later. She was my life saver to win back my unnamed love again, which I almost lost due to my own stupidity. I got a positive point in Samaira' s eye as I help her to hospital as her unborn baby got saved. So I begged her, pleaded her to let her know the whole scenario behind the scene happened and why I did such deed. After knowing all the things clearly ,she seemed to agree to help me. She was a great girl with big heart.

I had only a week Leave and I was sure I wouldn't able to handle such mess in that short span. So I decided to buttering my father without seeing anyway.

' Dad, how are you ?' I didn't know why I landed on such foolish choice of words out of enormous numbers in dictionary.

' what?' Dad asked perplexed with my sudden concerned filled voice. But he immediately composed himself , ' what do you want?'

Thank God I didn't have to circle things to get on point. 'Actually, I am thinking to work here in India and stay with you all.' My words didn't finished my big brother coughed hard choked by food. All are looking at me shocked. Obvious reason I always finding ways to go away from them when they insisted or more likely forced me to stay with them.

Ignoring them I continued, 'Dad, you want me to settle down as per your choice of girl. So to know the girl more, I need to be here for few more time. Can you approve my leave more  with your influence?'

' okay, do as you wish. But I want the answer to be yes. You are going to marry Radhika Mishra.' I didn't care that he didn't think about me, but his business merge. I had only one thing in my mind how to convenience and win chasini.

After one day exactly on early morning, I reached at Mishra residence as per my redemption. I didn't know if I was doing right or wrong. Their house was not kind of big lavish house for show off or any kind of mansion, which might give wrong ideas to out lookers if they were really had a big business. Well that was for materialistic people's look. But for me nobody in this world were rich than them, as they share the most precious thing , love and care. Upon reaching their home, Samaira introduced me to Dilip uncle, their father. After talking with him few moments I felt like calling him as father. Such a lovely person he was, even he understood me why I wanted to stay with them as paying guest. I guessed Samaira told him everything, might be! He just said me 'good luck' with a warm smile rather getting angry.

After that I went to my dream person's room. Chasini was sleeping like a baby and without any tension. I just stared her and lost in my dream land until I heard a scream and saw she was looking at me with anger and terror mix. ' what are you doing here? Are you even real?' She asked while blinking twice to confirm my presence. I chuckled.

' I am here at your service my queen. What you prefer for morning time, tea or coffee?' I asked dramatically by bending down as servant asking to his master. Well for her and her family I was ready to be a worker.

' Are you sure, you didn't hit your head at somewhere? What are you doing in our home first place and who allowed you?' She asked little hyper after getting back her reverie.

' okay. I didn't hit my head. I am here to be a part of such home. Don't you like it?'

' shut up and get out from here.' She said enraged and almost pushed me out of the room.

' I am sorry. I know this small sorry won't make up what I did? But it was unintentional and I didn't know you were the same girl.'

' is it written on my forehead that I am a fool , that you can barge in my life whenever you want.'

'No, you are not. It's me who was fool.' I replied sadly. ' I will do anything to get you. Not only you but to be a part of this home.' I said sincerely and witnessed a flicker of soft emotion passed in her eyes. But in next moment she banged the door on my face.

Fortunately Neil was out for some business trip and Ankush, he was not a big deal for me. We were sitting on dining, When she asked about me being there; Samaira told that I was a paying guest. She rolled her eyes in disbelief. When Dilip uncle told her to be good with me, her expression was a must watch; as if she was controlling herself from bursting out. I knew she didn't tell anyone about that incident except Samaira and that was my plus point. I couldn't control myself and laughed in slow sound putting my hand on mouth. She narrowed her eyes toward me and suddenly smiled normally making me confuse. Before I could think of anything, I shouted in pain and stood up immediately as she was crushing her heels on my bare foot. That little devil smirked evil and stood up casually as if nothing happened. If it was some other person I would have killed them by my words. But it's her, my mouth got sealed by default.

' what happened, son?' uncle Dilip asked concerned.

' Nothing, just a vengeful bug attacked.'

' bug! But we did pest control yesterday.' Uncle Dilip asked confused.

' bug... I mean butterfly. No..no.. honey bee..' I was stammered and my eyes fell on my little devil who gave me a murderous look. Where did my mind went? What I am blabbering? It's her effect, I thought.

'Nothing to worry about.' I said and excused myself following her to outside. I could hear laughing sound from my back as I knew Samaira and uncle were laughing on my stupidity. She didn't say anything, just looked at my feet and went to start her engine to go for work. I waved her bye till she disappeared from my view. I suddenly felt sad as she left, but was happy that next two days were holidays.

I asked Samaira what was her favorite dish, She gaped at me shocked. I heard way through men's heart goes through their stomach. Why not the same went with women? Listening my theory she started to laugh hysterically. I stopped her and asked the reason. She said, ' you really liked her a lot.'

' I was in that delusion until I know she was the same girl whom I wanted from the moment I saw. But when Aryan took her out in date, my delusion broke as my jealousy level got hyper. I came to know I didn't like her only, I loved her; I can't see her with any other guy. That's why I made such drama too to shoo away other girls. But it came out as my own arrow punched on me.' I replied all truthfully.

' thank god, I didn't take a wrong decision in helping you. But what about that guy?'

' I punched him twice to make him understand things clearly.' We both laughed on my comment. Within minutes we become friends like we were meeting each other after a decade. She told me about Chasini's likes and dislikes. She also shared how chasini played a pivotal role to made Neil and her together.

It was evening; I was waiting outside impatiently for Radhika, naah, chasini; ignoring the pain occurred on my foot due to her sandal effect. Finally she came and I was running toward her excitedly, forgetting my pain; but alas! I tripped down and fell. i groaned in pain. But the good output came from my fall; she came to me and looked at the spot where she stepped. A pang of guilt crossed through her system; but she wiped away the thought very cleverly. Then she held my hand and took inside. I was perplexed at sudden change of her behavior. She did my first aid too. It would not be wrong to say that I was in heaven at that time. She still had that care for me. I had a chance then. My confidence geared up like a racing car.

Few days went like that. Me saying sorry and her ignoring me. I helped her in her presentations despite her protest. Sometimes I stalked her even like a leech. She was irritated sometime and gave up for some time. I didn't know why I never got angry with her or irked with her despite all her tantrums or anything. Might be I knew she was right on her place. Her vehicle broke one day and Ankush ought to receive her when coming back. Due to busy in meeting Ankush told he couldn't be able to reach on time and Samaira told me to pick Chasini. I was started to dreaming of romantic candle light dinner. But Alas! My dream converted to nightmare when I found her not present near her office building. I rushed to security guard to ask about her and gracefully, she left the address where she went.

When I reached at the address, it was a club. I saw her from a distance enjoying herself with her group of friends. It was crowded as weekend and I needed few time to reach her. Then I saw her movement, she was shaking, trembling; quite unusual for her. Did she drink? No, she wasn't alcoholic. Then I saw one guy from their group was taking her. I felt something fishy and thankfully I reached to her before that guy took her out in other exit door. Something not so pleasant happened after that.

Next day morning was a drama and a lecture for her, how she ended like that careless and bla bla. She was making faces in between the scolding from Samaira and Ankush which I found really cute. I didn't know what happened in afternoon, she came back furiously from her room and brusted out on me, ' how dare you, Arjun? You beat my friend without any mistake of his. He told he was helping me out and you took all wrong and beat him to death. Is that how you gonna rectify yourself? And from when did you become my boyfriend, my love. Do you even know the word love meaning?' enough of that. I listened enough for my one silly mistake.

' how I dared and what I did, I am not going to explain you that. And about love, nobody can ever know the value of that word more than me, who lived a loveless life till now. Nobody in my family cares for me like your family does. People who got love easily don't know what love exactly meant; but me, I craved for it till today despite having a family. I never loved you for your appearance or your property like my family wanted me. I loved you for what you are and mostly for your family. I wanted to be a part of this family where emotional values are important.' I didn't know why I poured out my heart that time and went out without looking back her. I saw Samaira and Ankush were standing in other side, ignoring them I moved out.

One hour passed I was sitting on thinking about my sudden outburst. Why even I did that when I had maintained my composures all the time. If she would rejected me for that; oh no. I was again getting afraid. I was thinking to go back and say sorry, when I felt someone's tap on my shoulder. It was her. I blinked twice to confirm.

' I am sorry, Arjun.' She said in low voice. I guess might be Samaira or Ankush told her truth. 'If you told me whole truth that idiot tried to take advantage of me, I would never get angry on you.'

' I am sorry too. I shouldn't shout on you too.' Few moments silence passed.

' so, what you told about your family and my family. Is that true?' she asked and I nodded my head.

' I always wanted a guy, who will love my family more than me.' She then smiled mischievously which was out of my mind. She got up to go, but suddenly stopped on track and turned, 'let me think about what you told me then.' I was looking at her like fool when she went inside giggling. After getting the meaning what she said, I felt like flying. She was starting to consider me. Yes!

After that there was a happy feeling always crept inside me as I again felt like days I spent in Japan with them. All went well. There was two days before I leave, when everybody was absent in home except me and Dilip Uncle. Samaira went to her doctor for regular checkup and Ankush and Chasini went to office. It was the day Neil was returning too. I was watching business news when I heard little scream from uncle's room. I ran to his room, found him fainted on floor holding his chest. I was tensed and without wasting a moment I took him to hospital. I informed others too.

I saw everyone reached along with Neil and asked Doctor many questions. Doctor told it was stroke and he was treated on time, so there was no tension. They looked at me thankfully; but I didn't want that. Before they could thank me I said, ' he is my father too. I have some responsibility too.'

Neil came to me and hugged, 'still thank you. I can never forgive myself if anything happened to dad. You saved me from becoming orphan again.' Then I came to know that Neil was adopted. But it never looked outsiders that he was not one of them. In fact Dilip uncle gave him love like his own elder son. How lucky I was, if I would be? Yes, still there was an if.

I looked Chasini, she was like statue sat mute on hospital chair. I knew that fear of losing an valuable person of your life, I lost my mother and from then I was all alone, unwanted for my family. I sat near her and pulled her in my side embrace. She leaned without arguing and shed those tears which she stopped from a long. She was stubborn enough to shoo away others to stay at hospital. I stayed to accompany her, without much of consent of others.

' I never knew how a mother's love felt. Dad always gave me both mom and his care. I never missed mom too. I was too much scared when I heard about him. But thank god, you were at home.' She said when I offered her a cup of coffee in midnight.

' I can stay forever in your home at your service always, only if you want.' I joked to ease mood and thankfully she smiled.

' this is not funny.'

' I know. I sucked at jokes.' I stopped and thinking what to tell. ' I am leaving day after tomorrow.' Finally I said even though I didn't want to leave. But my job too. Moreover she didn't give an answer. She looked at me, but didn't say anything. I expected her to say something or to stop me. No matter what I did , she might not forgive me or accept me. I sighed sadly.

Next day when Neil and Ankush reached at hospital, they sent us home to rest. My all tiredness flew away thinking how to stay away from her again, after knowing about my feeling for her; how to stay away from such family again. She didn't even talk in whole ride and went to her room directly after hop off. I felt like leaving my soul here. With a heavy heart I started to pack my things. I looked up hearing a knock on my door.

' so you are leaving finally.' Chasini said while coming inside room.

' yes, nobody want me here.' I complained dramatically.

'thank god, you realized so soon.' She laughed by herself. Is that even a laughing matter?

' I have my job there. I can't stay here more.' I still wished her to stop me.

' okay. So you wanted to leave for job only.'

'yes'

' what if I say, I found a job for you here?' she said and I was bit happy not fully. She wanted me to stay here. I can only pacify me with this. But she didn't say she approved me.

' by the way what was job profile and where I have to start my new job? You know I was at a good position in Zurich.' I asked uninterested as in I have to reply something. She smiled playfully again. I didn't get she and her such mysterious smiles.

' as you said, your job is to present here at service of me , forever. How you think about this idea?' she winked and walked off. I stood idle without getting head and tail from her talk. Again I was stupid enough.

When I fully got what she said, I was overwhelmed with happiness and ran to her. She was just stepping out from my room, I back hugged her tightly and whispered in her ear, ' thank you, thank you very much for accepting me. I am more than ready to accept this job of yours.' Then I went on my knees , ' at your service Madame, forever.' And our story started.

Neil might not be agreeing for me, but after Uncle's incident he was happily accepted me. Sometimes I thought that accident was a biggest turning point of my life. As I said I settled down in India. I started to live with Chasini and family much to dismay of my father. But who cares? He wanted to trade me but I got my solace. I was right about them; they treated me like I was one of them, their son, and brother. And about my mad wife, for whom I was totally mad forever, taught me many things. I always thought I didn't deserve her, but she made me believe that I was perfect for her. She got at her best deranged form when we had fight. But didn't that fight in couples make them more close to each other. I was truly happy in my life. I never thought if love like this could even happen. But it happened with me and I couldn't be more thankful to almighty for this.