coming home
Y/N POV:
I wake up and look around and remember I'm back, I'm in the hospital and going home today. Going home TODAY. I relise this and jump up but get yanked back down by the pain everywhere on my body and wires attached to me.
After I readjust everything I sit up slowly and carefully and take a good look around the room in till I see a mop of neon yellow hair in the chair across the room. Josh. JOSH he's here like he said he would be. "Yes. I'm here like I said I would be don't worry N/N". "Woops I said that out loud didn't I". Josh chuckles at this and nods but then shakes his head as he laughs. I also begin to laugh to because I'm happy to be back and not only that but because of how much I love him and everyone else that I know.
Once we stop laughing (which was very hard), we look at each other. Josh comes over to me and kisses me slowly and full of passion. We stop once we have to gasp for air.
Josh then lays a soft kiss on my temple and puts our foreheads together. "I love you" I say almost as a whisper. " I love you too. So much" Josh also begins. "I was so worried you wasnt going to wake up Y/N. I felt like I was going crazy, not waking up to you in the morning, not going to bed with you, not cuddling with you on the couch either, but what what hurt the most was not seeing you every day with me, it felt like apart of me was with you. " He sighs.
I start to cry because I made Josh go like that. Im also crying because I let Ashley get to me like that. "Hey.hey no no don't cry im right here don't worry" Josh says panicky. "I-im sorry j-josh. For what I put y-you through" I mange to say through the tears. "Hey it's fine your here now your back now with us don't worry. Just promise me one thing" The yellows haird man says. I nod quickly determined to keep Josh's promise. "Don't ever do that again. Please I love you too much to let you go. To let you get like that. To let you go that far. I promise myself I will take care of you not like a baby but as your mine as your my world, universe even. I love you so much I could never explain how much you mean to me and how much I love you that to me would never ever be possible to do because nothing is that big. That could contain my love for you". I hug Josh with the strength that I have, to feel that this is real that a man could love me so much like that. "I love you too Josh more that you would ever know" I say
As we finish a random conversation Tyler and Jenna come in with my favorite flowers which are black roses and my favourite chocolate which is reeces cups (if you don't like them change it to something else). I clap my hands in exitment as Tyler gives me reeces cups. I tear open the packaging, take one out and chuck it in my mouth with a soft moan escaping my lips (not like that 😉😉😂😂). Everyone laughs at my reaction and gives me a huge group hug. Welcoming me back from the dead as Tyler put it.
Josh goes to find a nurse to get the paper work so I can go home. While Tyler and Jenna stays in the room with me. Tyler Eventually speaks up "Y/N. Are you okay I mean of course you are but like mentally are you okay" Then I realize the voices their not their anymore I start to whisper but then it turns into a small shout "oh my god. Oh my god. OH MY GOD THEIR NOT THERE ANYMORE. TYLER, JENNA THEIR NOT THERE ANYMORE WE HAVE TO TELL JOSH THEIR NOT THERE" I shout.
"What's not there and who are they. Why do we have to tell Josh" Questions Tyler. "The VOICES. THEIR NOT THERE ANYMORE. GONE. POOF VANISHED. TYLER, JENNA, JOSH I'M FREE FROM THEM. FROM THE VOICES" I once again shout. Tyler and Jenna immediately stand up and hug me and start to dance. "Thats awesome Y/N I'm so proud of you" Tyler and Jenna say at the same time. We all start laughing when Josh comes in "guys what flo- what are you guys laughing at" He says confused. " Josh,Y/N she don't have the voices any more. She free from her demons inside" Jenna says all giddy. Josh stops and looks in my direction and smiles "you.you don't have them anymore. No more voices. No more waking up during the night" Josh says as he walks to me. I no my head to clarify that what he says is true. Josh runs over to me and peppers kisses onto and all around my face. Josh doesn't say anything either he just hugs me.
Tyler and Jenna go to find a nurse this time to give me and Josh some time together. Josh does not let go of me in till tyler and Jenna come back from finding a nurse. Which won't be for a while. "What do you want to do when we get home" Josh speaks up. I haven't thought about that. "I don't know. Maybe cuddle on the couch or on our bed and watch movies and t.v shows" I suggest. "Sounds like the perfect plan to me" Josh agrees but gets muffled by the fact that his head is in the crock of my neak.
We sit in silence (I swear to the emo gods) as we wait for tyler, Jenna and a nurse to come back so we all can go home including me. We've been waiting for a while for them when they come back with a nurse. The nurse gives Josh the paper work to let keep get out of the hospital. Josh takes the clip board and fills out what needed and gives the clip board back to the nurse which is waiting Immpasently. After Josh is done with the paper work and has given it back the nurse rushes out the room and shut The door. I've got all the tubes out of me and I'm back onto my feet again. I slip my shoes on and put my clothes on in the bathroom. I grab the rest of my belongings and we exit the door I was once in and leave
Hi I'm not dead I'm still here don't worry but what I would like to do is give a shout out and thus goes out to.......
@silent_tyler
Im doing this because their the only one who has commented. I would love it you commented more @silent_tyler honestly I would so thank you so much. So much love to you. Xxxx
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