Today.

I hate it.

I declared it actually, that me and Dev were enemies.

I didn't actually mean it, but he insulted me.

By using the f word.

Let me explain...

I wrote a coded note To Aanish- Does anyone think of me as a true friend? Answer honestly.

Dev stole the note.

You must be thinking like 'but he's your brother, why did you say that?'

The thing is, we weren't that close anymore.

I don't know, we were just drifting away I guess.

He deciphered it, and told everyone.

You've got to be kidding me.

And in front of friend, he used f.

Really?

Was that necessary?

Soon, we were far enough, that we probably forgot who we were.

Nope, I stand corrected.

I have some weird kind of defect in my hands where I don't really feel any pain.

Soon everyone was smacking my hand to see if I would even say ow.

I never did.

Then Dev asked if he could try.

I stared at him like 'do I know you?' I said that, to my bro.

No, I'm not joking.

I actually did that, and I regret it a lot.

Why did I have to be so emotional over such a small thing?

I know I'm stupid asking that to myself, but then, who do I tell?

Aanish was closest to me, that was obvious.

He knows a lot about me, and I know him 50-50, I guess.

I don't know.

Anyway, back on track, no offence to him, you just couldn't say some things to boys.

There is a big difference in talking to girls and boys.

No offence to girls, they chitter chatter, but boys are more shouty type.

No offence to boys, girls can give advice.

See what I mean!

Now I'm thinking, how do I get my bro back?

And without an attack?