A real friend was one who always listens, and cares about you even if they can't say it properly.

The real friend to me was Aanish, there's nothing that can change that.

Even if he hates me at one point, he'll always be remembered as my best friend.

Though I think I have some friends, no offence to anyone, I think that he's the only one that cares.

He proved it today.

It was when I first slit my wrist when I was sitting with Anna and Pillu.

Aanish and Devin were in front of us.

He had a very odd habit of laughing like a clown whenever I was anywhere near Devin.

I rolled my eyes as he laughed.

Then I asked him the question. "What would you do if I died?"

I know, it was really random.

His answer was,"I would be sad, obviously."

He took his glasses down his nose.

He kinda looked like a grandma doing that. Pfft.

I pushed the matter again,"Would you even remember me after a few days?"

And I could faint at the answer,"It's kinda hard to forget someone like you."

Anna said the same thing,"I can't imagine a day without you."

Something inside me lifted, like a bird from a cage.

I guess this is one of the few moments where I was truly happy.

And anyway it's not like he likes me that much, he probably said that to keep me happy.

But I would never forget his kindness towards me when I ignore him, and his easy forgiveness when I did something wrong towards him.

I mentioned one more point, where they can't say anything properly towards you.

That was when I was crying.

It's kinda hard to put your emotions deep down inside you, and keep a smile on your face all the time.

"Hey, what's wrong? Someone's pissed off. Why? What happened?" After that he wasn't sure, I guess, of what to say.

Cause guess what?

Emotional breakdown.

Like really? I would have laughed if the situation were different, but then he was right.

I was having mixed emotions, and I couldn't control them anymore.

I lifted my head when the tears stopped rolling, and he said 'you look weird when crying'.

I wanted to roll my eyes, when the girl sitting in front of me asked me the reason why.

I shook my head, I sounded weird when I talked while crying.

Then I don't know why, my thumb has a mini brain of it's own.

It pointed at Aanish.

He was like, "Hey! What did I do?"

She said that if he was the reason she would kick him.

Now I found myself nodding my head.

She kicked him, and I laughed along with him.

By the time my stop arrived, and the last thing he said before I got off was to not cry anymore.

Since I couldn't talk, I basically spoke in my head.

I'll try my friend, I'll try my best.

It's the least I could do for someone like him.

The best friend you could find in the world, my best friend, thanks for being there.

You're the true friend that I have.
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Ok, this is just a small note from my side. I wanna say thank you to AbhiTheEnderman for being there. It doesn't really matter who it is, but anyone can be your bestie. So, I wanna ask you people for a great favour. Tag your bestie(s) in the comments section, and be sure to write the best thing about them. Thank you, and signing out!