"I had so many chances I blew because I was too damn shy."
~Unknown 

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Neko! 707 x Shy! Reader
Requested by: morningmooncat
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You looked outside your window of your apartment as you heaved a sigh of distress, the reason that you were like this was that you are in love. You were thinking about him for the past few hours, is this what people called; Lovesick? You wondered.

You felt like a teenager who was experiencing how to fall in love for the first time. You hated this feeling, when you completely have no control of your own heart.

Bing!

You heard your phone beeped as you unlock the screen and went to the Messenger app where all of the RFA members use to communicate with each other. You went to the text messages and saw you got a new one from him.

707: Hey Y/n, wanna watch a movie of the Lady of Bracelets tomorrow? I got tickets ^^

Your heart skipped a beat as your lips curved in a smile, you began punching the keyboard, typing.

The person you were madly in love with was 707 / Luciel a.k.a Saeyoung Choi. He has too many names that you don't know what to call him.

Y/n: Sure! I would love to watch a movie with you, thanks for inviting me. You don't know how much it means to me. Really, thank you for choosing me.

Was what you wanted to reply to him, but since you were shy, all you replied to him was a simple agreement.

Y/n: Sure.

707: Cool! I'll pick you up tomorrow at 8:00 am, kay? With my new baby care ^^

Y/n: You have a new car?

707: You bet I did! I can't get enough of these babies, their too rare~

You didn't replied after that because you didn't know what to reply, you might just get yourself embarrassed so you didn't continued. Despite that, you felt somewhat happy that he invited you to watch a movie!

I'm so excited! What should I wear?

You began rummaging your closet to search for decent clothes to wear, since it's your first (date) with Seven, you decided to look pretty for him. And you spent the rest of the night looking for clothes...

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The next morning you woke up, their were dark circles below your eyes. You stayed all night finding some cute clothes, it was Seven after all, you wanted to look nice.

Ding Dong.

You heard the doorbell rung as you rushed towards it while wearing your clothes that you've chosen to wear. You twisted the doorknob and saw a red haired man in front of you.

"Good morning, Y/n. You look so stunning." he winked at you.

Doki!

Your heart skip a beat, "Good morning to you too...t-thank you."

"Let's go?" he asked you.

You nodded as you locked the door of your apartment and went inside his car, you two went to the movies.

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You and Seven sat on the chairs of the movie theater while holding a bag of Honey Buddha Chips and two bottles of Phd. Pepper.

He began munching on the snacks while the movie began starting its prologue show, you smiled at how adorable he was.

He really likes this junk foods...I should give him a bag sometimes. you thought as you caught yourself looking at him.

He turned to you as you flinched, he caught you staring at him. "Want some?" he asked, handing you the bag.

You blushed as you looked down and shook your head, you turned to face the huge screen in front of you.

That was embarrassing. you blushed.

During the movie, there were some parts that were funny and sad moments. You found it very nice as you come to like the movie.

When the movie was about to end, your eyes came across Seven's hand that was resting on the arm chair. You wanted to hold it badly but was incredibly shy, but then you've thought...it wouldn't be that bad?

You stretched your hands towards his, you slowly put it on his when his hand moves away. You were surprised.

"Oya, oya? Were you trying to hold my hand just now?" he said as his eyebrows were wiggling.

Your face turned red like a tomato, "N-No! It's nothing like that...!" you said as you turned away, embarrassed.

I failed... you thought.

Then the movie ended without you holding his hand.

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"That movie was interesting, isn't it?" you heard him said.

You didn't replied as you only looked down on the ground, ashamed.

You two were walking around the mall after finished watching the movie, he thought about getting some lunch right now as you guys were finding some good restaurant to dine in.

This time...I won't fail! you thought.

"Hey Y/n, where do you want to eat?" he asked you.

"Um...anywhere would do." you said softly.

"Hmm, then what about at F/R?" he asked you.

Your eyes sparkled as you nodded frankly, you loved eating at F/R, the food their is very delicious that you can't get enough of it.

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Seven was the one who treated you as you ordered your F/F while he ordered his. You two sat on the chairs as you waited for your orders.

Your eyes stared at his hands, to your perspective, it was soft and warm. You were dying to hold it really tight. Then you stretched your hand to hold it when he moved away his hands.

"Were you that obsessed in holding my hand?" he asked you.

You didn't replied as you continued to stretched your arms to reach his hand but he continued dodging your hands, you two did this continuously but stopped when your meals have arrived.

You munch on your F/F while bubbly tears were rolling down your cheeks, I failed again...this was the second attempt. you thought.

But at least the meals are good. You thought as the spoon left your mouth.

"Hey Y/n, that looks good. Can I taste it?" he asked you.

"S-Sure." you said as you scooped your F/F in the spoon and stretched your arm to feed him with it.

That's when you noticed that it was a indirect kiss...

You blushed furiously as the spoon left his mouth, he began chewing the food that he intake and swallowed it.

"Now I know why you love this place, that food, and this one are so delicious! I love this place!" he cheerfully said.

You just nodded, still can't get over the incident as you stared on the spoon.

"You have something on your cheek," he told you while pointing at his.

"W-Where?" you squeaked as you began touching your cheeks, until you spotted a specks of rice.

You used the napkin beside the table to wipe the rice from your cheek, you felt embarrassed.

"Your blushing again, are you embarrassed or something?" he asked you.

Bullseye. you thought as you couldn't speak as you looked down.

"My, aren't you cute? Shy girls are currently my type." he laughed.

I'm his type...? You felt something bloom in your chest, this warmth feeling.

"T-The same...funny guys are currently my type." you answered.

You noticed him looked away as his ears were red, Is his blushing...? you thought.

He turned to you with a smile, the redness of his cheeks were gone.

"Then we're each other's type!" he stated as you nodded in reply.

"Why don't we start dating each other?" he suggested.

You chocked the food you were trying to swallow, there was a lump in your neck. That suggestion he made was surprising.

"...Just kidding." he laughed.

You felt as if your heart fell, so he was just joking, huh? How naïve of you thinking that you two might just work.

"There's no way our relationship will work, we're not each other's compatible. If we start dating now, I bet there will be a wall between us..." he said.

You stood up as you trembled, "Then all I have to do is the break the wall! That way, our relationship will work."

His golden eyes widened, surprised when your voice suddenly risen. He didn't expected you to say those words. He was taken back.

"What're you talking about? I was just joking. You don't really get my humor, don't you?" he said.

You bit your lower lip and forced a smile. "...I too, was only joking."

He laughed. "Now you're talking."

But the truth was, you weren't joking. You just don't want to take any risks, so you stayed in the safety margin. Again.

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You guys walked outside of the mall and to the district together, side by side. You stretched your hand to hold his when he moved it away.

"Sneaky~" he grinned.

You blushed as he just wouldn't let you hold his hand. Why can't he let me hold his hand? you thought.

You two stood in front of the crossing lane section, the signals were still red, meaning you can't cross yet. The cars were racing each other as you two waited for the signals to turn green.

At the moment the signals turned bright green, you were the first to cross the streets, normally you were the last. But right now, you were just embarrassed to walk with Seven so you went ahead.

Unrequited love is so confusing...

It was a very sudden thing, you were about to get road kill. You were busy pondering things about your feelings as you didn't realize that there was a car rushing towards you.

Seven tried to call out your name to hurry up and cross, but you didn't heard him. Your head was fully occupied with lots of things.

With his reflexes, he managed to push you out of the road and saved your life. Your back touched the ground, you opened your eyes to see him on top of you.

"Y/n, are you okay?!" he asked.

"Yeah, I'm okay...thank you—" you halted in mid sentence as you saw something odd on him.

Ears of a cat.

Tail of a cat.

He noticed you staring at him intently as he finally knew why you were staring at him. He was ashamed.

"I'm sorry..." he said before running away from you with those cat ears and cat tail.

"Seven! Wait!" you yelled as you stood up and chased after him.

You had lots of questions in your mind as you wanted some answers, he was the only one who can answer it.

♚♚♚

Seven stood in front of the fountain, he looked on the water and saw his reflection. He had grew his ears and tails, soon enough the transformation will be completed.

He will be a cat again.

"The magic is finally fading...I still haven't told you how I feel."

You finally reached him as you stopped and panted heavily, trying to catch your breathe. Seven turned to face you, his lips curved in a smile.

"Y/n, there is something I have to tell you." he told you.

You stood up straight, finally caught your breathe. "What is it?"

"Do you believe in God?" he asked.

You shrugged your shoulders, you do not know if you believe in this God that he was speaking off. You remembered that he is a catholic.

"I asked God to turn me into a human so I could spent time with you, even if it's just for awhile..." he leaned his fave towards you, bumping on your forehead.

"But the magic will fade if I touch a human being, that doesn't matter right now though..." he said as he hold your hand tightly.

"I just want to hold you tight." he added as it somehow shattered your heart.

"I wouldn't forget the time when you saved me in the rain that night. Do you remember the cat you saved then? That was me." he said.

You weren't sure if you saved a cat then, you have long forgotten that. You were young then.

"It's fine if you don't remember it, that was a long time ago." he smiled.

You were confused. He was a cat who asked a god to turn into a human? Fuck Physics. The world is too crazy nowadays.

"But you know what I want to say?" he said as he touched your cheek.

"I love you. I really do." he confessed before leaning in to kiss you.

There are some things you can't comprehend right now, everything was so surprising that you couldn't understand what was going on anymore.

He leaned back and flashed you a sad smile. "You didn't kissed me back, were you shy again?"

Before you know it, he was glowing colors. You understood that he was going to disappear. You didn't know why and how but you just now.

"Seven, there is something I want to tell you..." you said.

"Instead of Seven, call me Saeyoung." he said as he was getting transparent.

"Saeyoung...there is something I want to tell you." you said again.

"What is it?" he asked.

You wanted to confess. To tell him how you feel, but when you open your mouth, no words came out. You don't know how to express this adoration, it was frustrating.

"Will I see you again?" you asked.

He smiled. "Of course!"

He pointed at your chest. "You'll find me napping in your chest..."

Then poof. He disappeared in thin air as your eyes widened. You were shocked. You didn't expected him to disappear so fast. You felt your knees were wobbly as you fell on the ground, still in the state of shock.

"Saeyoung...?" you called out his name but he wasn't there.

He disappeared without you telling him how you really felt, parting was so heartbreaking for you. You saw his glasses on the ground that he left behind, you grabbed it and held it so tightly.

"I had so many chances I blew because I was too shy."

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There's this guy I had a crush on since we're kids until now, but I was too shy to tell him how I feel. Thanks to that, we drifted away. Reading this made me remember that, I'm tearing up;

So readers, if you like someone, tell them. Because regret is more painful than rejection.
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