CH 33 | STAY...

"Stay…" Taehyung muttered with his soft deep voice, gazing into your orbs with his cocoa ones in the dimly lit lounge while his iris shimmered under the amber glare of the chandelier.

You gazed back in his orbs while the hold onto palm tightened within the jiff, acknowledging you that he doesn't want to let go of your hand, not even for a second.

The first move he had done from his side but he wanted this since long while your heart skyrocketed at this gesture of his, in contrast, you could sense shivers run down your spine as you gulped down.

Gazing in his orbs which was holding your visage within, you deciphered the affliction in his hazy globes brimming with the hot water at the fringe as his eyelashes were damp.

"Don't go, Y/n. I want you to be present with me in every moment of my life." Taehyung thought as he felt you clutching onto his palm within your weeny one as you muttered, "I will always." You whispered as you trailed him with yourself while he sauntered behind you like a lost pup.

Not letting your visage get out of his eyeshot while you walked yourself towards the extensive chaise lounge covered with the lilac velvet material.

Pulling him in front of yourself, you made him sit on the chaise lounge sofa ahead of yourself while he looked at you with befuddlement in his eyes, not letting go of your hand even for a jiffy as his heart was acting impulsive at the moments which he was disregarding all this while.

His breathings were heavy while you got comfortable, sitting on his right side leaving a substantial space between you two which he noticed but try to shrug it off prior to which you beckoned him place his head on your lap as you patted your thigh twice while he scrutinized your gesture making his niticiate for a few seconds.

He needed that! He needed your physical affection, your touch. You make him feel serene when his life is wobbly and precarious with all the miserable past he went through.

Your heart skipped a beat when Taehyung rested his head on your lap as you gulped down, holding his right hand with your left one, stiffly.

All you wanted was this moment to last forever. Laying on the chaise lounge with his legs settled over the chaise lounge, he got himself comfortable.

Taehyung fondled his slender fingers over the back of your hand while you gazed down at him as he was poking ahead of himself, outside the glass pane, moonlight penetrating.

His touch was making you feel the stars dancing across your skin and he was sensing tranquility with you.

"This is what I am feeling once again, I know, I love you. I was thinking of you without even trying, just don't know how to acknowledge you about it." Taehyung thought, simmering down his impetus from which his heart was beating, he was exerting how to tell you what he has in his heart.

Two damaged people trying to heal each other is what we call love.

Taehyung came out of his reverie when he heard your low voice, audible in the serenity, "I know, you are tired. Take a rest." You concluded as Taehyung whispered, "I want to have a peaceful sleep. I don't want that nightmare to haunt me like it does many times." His voice came out cavernous as if he was talking his heart out after a long time.

"I know…" You muttered prior to adding, "But you know, we are only haunted by the things we refuse to accept." You concluded without any doubt as Taehyung bit onto his lower lip, clamping within his teeth, "How can I?" He asked.

You gulped down before answering, "You can. I will help you. I will do whatever it takes, I am here whenever you need me like you were there where I needed you." You declared as Taehyung's orbs turned profound when he closed his eyes shut as you took a glance at him, acknowledging him closing his eyes.

A wistful smile made your lips curved upwards as he took account of your saying. Stretching your hand out reluctantly, you slipped your slender fingers through the forest of his barnet, skimming the tips of your fingers over his scalp to relax his muscles down and help him slumber peacefully.

Taehyung's eyebrows relaxed as he twirled around on his back and gazed up at your visage while you looked down at him, your hand halting at its place when he looked at you with befuddlement and with a scrunch on his nose.

"I am sorry. I thought it would help you relax-" Taehyung interrupted, elongating his hand before resting his index finger over your rosy dainty petals to sush you down.

"It really was helping." He whispered, taking a hold onto your hand and placing it back over his locks so you can continue making you smile mildly as you resumed fondling his locks.

Closing his eyes shut, Taehyung endeavored to sleep with a secluded mind, just your thoughts gushing through his intellect, "I don't know until when I can live like this without letting you know that I love you but I can do that for you my whole life."

You felt him moving as he turned around to face you, not leaving your hand while he was in his slumber when he slid his other hand over your flank to your back making your eyes enlarged as you gazed at his gilded hand and back at his profile before blinking twice.

Your heart skyrocketed over the period of split seconds as you could feel your heart skipping the beats feeling his touch.

The herd of elephants rushed in your stomach as your throat was burning, "He is doing things to me." You felt your cheeks heating up but you couldn't move an inch now, "Simmer down, Y/n. Don't disturb his sleep."

"Nighty night." You whispered, twiddling through his black silky locks. Staring at his features for a while, you felt your eyelids getting dizzy and heavy, sleep trying to conquer them and it succeeded peacefully when you went into your slumber, resting the back of your head on the headrest.

I have always craved for the love that drowns the ocean and I think I have found you at the bottom. You have accepted me with my imperfections, my insecurities, my mistakes and my flaws. I want you and only you.

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TAEHYUNG'S P.O.V.

Almost a week elapsed and my life isn't at my greatest nor at my worst… because of Y/n. She is with me whenever I need her, she has never left me in my own solitude.

The droplets of water gushed down from my locks to my temple and cheeks as I ruffled my locks with the towel before stepping inside the walk-in closet, swathed in the gray bathrobe.

Looking at my reflection in the mirror, I rubbed the moisture over my visage and neck and donned myself in a white shirt and black pants as I was buttoning my cuffs when the button fell down on the floor, causing a click sound striking the floor.

I traced the button, landing near Y/n's closet which was open ajar. Crouching down to pick up the button, I glanced inside the dingy closet when I discerned a flamboyant picture making me peculiar and one of my idiosyncrasies was telling me to check it.

What is it? I shouldn't do this without her permission, right? Taking a glance won't do anything bad. I will put it back. I gulped down taking a glance at the sliding door of the walk-in closet to investigate if Y/n was around or not.

Elongating my hand to slide the door open while my orbs were stuck at that particular vivid polychromatic depiction, I can envision and sense that the depiction is similar, something which is very close yet so far.

I scrutinized my eyes as I slid open the door while my heart was cartwheeling inside my rib cage with a bit of frenzy as the depiction came into my view making my heart skip a beat in that exact jiffy.

Ari! My eyebrows knitted together tracing the beauty of the painting as I gazed at the left side finding myself, smiling like a Cheshire cat while looking at Ari while we were holding onto our Baby…

I could feel my eyes glistening up while my lips were trembling and my cheeks were warm as I bit my lower lip, clamping with my teeth to cease the quivering, biting way too hard that I could taste the salty savour of blood on the tip of my tongue as I let it go.

Taking a hold onto the canvas, I took it out as the button slid down from my hand, landing again on the tiled floor, Y/n, made this. I analyzed our visage, Happy faces and our child.

Our child had features of Ari as well as mine. Why didn't she show me this, prepossessing painting before? Holding the painting with my one hand, I traced Ari's visage with the tip of my index finger of the other hand.

Ari… I know this would be hard for you but you will always be my past and I have to let you go and accept it. I love Y/n. I love her. She is my present and I can see my future with her.

Our baby, he was as cute as Ari. My heart was soft for this yet not ready for a surprise but I really loved it. Why are you so nice, Y/n? You have accepted me with my miserable past. I am falling for you even more.

"Taehyung…" I came out of my reverie as I heard Y/n's voice from behind. I was so mesmerized that I didn't feel her approach the closet area.

I twitched around, holding the canvas stiffly while holding onto my vehemence and fervor feeling holding inside my heart. I am in love with the woman standing afore me and none can deny it.

I traced her globes as she took a glance at the canvas and then at my visage, staring straight in my cocoa orbs with her hazel iris which I could sense were befuddled, as if she didn't want me to look at the painting she made.

"Y/n…" I whispered, softly with my baritone voice as she stammered, being edgy, "Tae…. Taehyung, I didn't want you to get hurt-" I interrupted her as I stride towards her with my steady footsteps after placing the canvas on the closet island and wrapping my hands around her physique, gliding my sturdy hands at her back.

Tracing her spine with my fingers, I rested my chin over her shoulder while I could sense she was astonished with my sudden gesture, "Why? Why didn't you show me that before? I know you don't want me to get hurt but you said that to move on I have to accept my past, right?"

Sensing her wrapping her hands around my physique and squeezing my body within his tiny palms as I could feel her heart hammering against her chest, she would be feeling mine.

"I know…. You are right. You should accept your past to move on." She declared as I let out a deep breath, "Yes. And that's why, I should accept my present too." She would be bemused by this sentence of mine which I didn't let last longer than a second prior adding up, "I love you! I love you the way no one else can. I have loved you without any shrewdness."

I inhaled a deep breath as she was about to say something when I held her stiffly prior saying, "Let me complete. You have my heart before I could even know about it. You were with me in my worst and I want you to be with me in my happiest times."

She was perplexed with my confession as I couldn't hear a word come out of her mouth after my confession as I gulped down. Maybe she doesn't feel the same as I do-

"I love you too." I heard her whispering next to my ear as she was resting her chin on my shoulder while standing on her toe to reach my height.

My heart skyrocketed hearing her answering back and I could feel all the emotions gushing back in my heart once again. I am in love, once again.

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