Kim jiah.

" we are here" I felt the blindfold on my eyes loosen. The view in front of me made me both happy and scared.

" yah! Are you gonna throw me from here?!" I said turning to seokjin who was standing behind me.

He facepalms himself.
" stop this nonsense Jiah, just look at the view!" He turns me back so I'm facing the beautiful city of Seoul.

" I brought you here to show you how much beautiful Seoul is! Not to throw you from here!" He said standing besides me.

It really was beautiful. The lights coming from all the houses and apartments of Seoul lighting the night. The Namsan or N tower clearly seen. Basically we were at the ' lotte world tower' the tallest building of Seoul. " so this is your second favourite place.." I say to him still admiring the beauty of Seoul.

" Whenever I feel stressed or down I come here when I see these beautiful lightning's coming from all the houses in Seoul it makes me feel something relaxing I love it here....like seeing the whole Seoul...it's people..." he explained and I just hummed.

" did I told you that me and my brothers were born in three different places" he started a conversation. I look at him.

" three different places? Why?and how?" I question. He chuckled and answers.

" the company my dad used to work had many branches...all over South Korea you can say.." he paused and I mouthed an 'oh'

" My dad was never made a permanent worker even Though he worked for the company for more then ten years. He was used to be named as a ' temporary worker' so every now and then he used to get transferred to another branch of the company." I listened to him carefully since he never said me about his father or parents other than the day he had nightmares.

He said that they died in an accident. He looked kind of serious and sincere while saying. Of course he missed them and not only him taehyung and namjoon too..

" My father met my mother in Seoul. They both worked in the same branch. My mother was a permanent worker. They fell in love, but again my dad was transferred but that time he alone did not transfer....he took my mother along...as a husband of her.." a smile formed on his lips so did mine after seeing him smile.

" this continued...my father used to take my mother along with him every time because of which the company named my mother as a 'temporary worker' too. 1 year after their wedding I was born." His smile became wide as if he was proud to be born.

" after 2 years namjoon was born I was only 2 years old at that time. My dad used to tell me how much I used to trouble him when my mom was pregnant and was in the hospital at the time namjoon was born." He chuckled at his own childhood self. I too chuckled knowing that he was a troublesome kid.

" And when namjoon was 2 years old and I was 4 years old we had a little brother which is taehyung. At that time namjoon was the troublesome kid. He always used to break my school supplies and I would get yelled by the teacher."

" so he used to break stuff from childhood itself." I asked.

" what do you mean by ' childhood itself'? You know he breaks stuff?"

" the day when we went to get the wedding dress ...on our way back home I asked him to hold my earrings for me ...but he gave broken earrings back to me..." I said slightly laughing.

"he does break things but he doesn't do that on purpose." he laughs too.

" yeah I know."

"So...where was I? Yeah,when taehyung was 4 years old and we were his hyungs we used to protect him from bullies.  He used to get bullied but the neighbours kids and to be honest they were total brats .
And you know what, I and taehyung were kind of jealous of namjoon..."

" why?" I asked.

" because he was the most intelligent and smart student of the school and even from his brother's. he was the only one between the three of us to get higher marks where as we would score average or less than that. He was intelligent from childhood but clumsy too. The three of us grew well..each of us had a motive a dream and I was proud to be a hyung of my two best brothers....at first I thought being a hyung is annoying but it isn't. The love and care your dongsaeng's ( small brothers ) gives you and so do you makes it better." I just admire the way he talk about his brothers every word of his seems sincere. It kind of made me miss yoongi. I wish he could love me the same way Jin loves his siblings. But only if we could have been with each other-

" hey are you there?!" Jin says shoving his hands in front of my face.

" yeah! Yeah! I am !" I said shoving off his hands.

" you seem deeply touched by my childhood story..aren't you?" He asks.

" yeah ...it kind of reminded me of my brother."

" oh sorry.."

" nah! It's okay! Thanks for reminding me of him."

" uh..uh..anyway's what's your favourite place?" He asks changing the subject.

Oh I like that.

" my favourite place? hmm...it's probably bed." I answer him after thinking dramatically. A devilish and perverted smile formed on his face as he looked at me." Bed?!"

He says "if that's your favourite place then let's go there tonight...."

he said licking his lips then biting them seductively which made me feel something. I became flustered and I felt my cheeks getting heated up.

" you pervert! I did not mean it that way!" I hit him on his arm playfully.

" then what else does that mean?"

" I meant that my favourite place is bed because I like to sleep. Don't get dirty thoughts!" I warned him.

" Okay, okay. I was kidding" he said laughing
" look at your reaction though." He laughed more loudly.

" shut up." I said embarrassed.

" by the way..how did you felt when you came to Seoul?" This time I changed the subject.
But I wanted to know this too so I asked him today since he is opening up things so much.

" coming to Seoul ..." he paused. He was looking at me all this time but now he changed his gaze back to the city he was talking about.

" it was a mixture of feelings. Both sadness and happiness. We lost our two precious people in our life when we came to Seoul."

I saw sadness taking over his face as his eyes started getting a little watery.

" as I said, we lost our parents in an accident...."

" I still remember the time when they left for seongnam( a city in South Korea ). My mother always wanted to go there and she did. She went there with the love of her life. It wasn't like they forgot us when they went there....they used to FaceTime us 4 times a day asking
' what are you doing?' ' how are you all?' ' did you eat?' 'how was your day?' . We used to share every single thing with each other even when they were away from us." A small painful smile was painted on his face remembering the memorable yet painful memories.

" when they said they were going to come back to Seoul we were so happy. Ms. Enwoo worked for us from the time we shifted to Seoul. She was the only one who took care of us while our parents were away. She was really young and beautiful at that Time and of course she would be! We were just kids at that time, not even teens.

To surprise them the four of us cleaned the house and baked some pastries which obviously couldn't be made without Ms.eunwoo's help. She suggested to make pastries as it was mom and dad's favourite and they would be happy to see their son's cook their favourite dessert. We waited for almost 5 hours for them. They were supposed to come early but it took 5 hours and not only five hours.......till now and forever.."

a drop of tear felled from his eyes as he faced down to not show me this weak side of his.

Even my eyes started getting blurry knowing that what happened next.

How painful it must have to prepare special things for your parents so you can make them smile and become proud of you. Of course every child in this world wants to do that but..then you get to know they will never come ...
Never.

I put my hand on his shoulder and caressed it as he continued " the telephone started ringing. our faces lit up when we heard the ringing sound.  "That must be mom and dad!" Taehyung said running to the telephone. We were all eager to hear their voices but we let taehyung pick up the call as he was the youngest and since he was youngest we knew how much he must've missed them. We surrounded him wanting to know what our parents were saying. What took them so long? When will they arrive? We were eager to see their faces. We watched as taehyungs face expressions changed to a sad one from a happy and cheerful one. Even our expressions changed after seeing him. The call hanged up and he looked at us. His eyes red and fluffy. We asked him 'what's Wrong...."

" and that's when we got to know they had an accident and-and they d-died. We couldn't hear their sweet voices calling us anymore. The faces we were eager to see didn't had soul anymore. The faces were d-dead faces."

I turned him around and quickly hugged him. As he was taller than me he rested his face on my shoulder and hugged me back. I patted his back. I could feel my shoulder getting soaked. I realized he was crying. I didn't stopped him because crying eases the pain and I'm happy that I was here with him at that time to comfort him and to listen to him. Even I started sobbing after seeing him cry. I'm an emotional person I can't hold my tears when I see someone cry or something bad happening to someone. he seems to have noticed that I was sobbing.

He broke the hug and looked at me his eyes with red and fluffy eyes even his ears were red.

" please don't cry because of me.." he said as he removed a handkerchief from his pocket and wiped my tears gently I just watched his actions. Unknowingly my hands went up to his face as I wiped his tears with my thumb.

" I can't see anyone cry idiot!" I said chuckling a little bit to cool down the tension he too chuckled. He fixed my hair gently as it got messed up because of the crying.

We both calm ourselves.

"I'm sorry this was supposed to be a happy date but I made it sad by telling you my old memories." He said getting back to his old position so did I.

" it's still a happy date. Thanks for sharing these things with me.." I smiled and he smiled back. I was happy that he told me his past memories. I thought that I wasn't anything to him but this thing proves it wrong.

" I'm hungry. You must be too, let's go to a restaurant." He said.

" do I have to wear that again?" I said pointing at the blindfold.

" no, not this time" he said as he held my hand and we walked out of the Lotte tower and made our way to a restaurant.

^

We reached the restaurant. We were going to step inside but seokjin stopped me.

" inside or outside? Or VIP?" I am glad that he was asking for my opinion.

Unlike the other rich people I didn't choose the VIP section instead I chose the outside one because it feels amazing when the cold breeze hits you while eating. And it's romantic too..

Did I think that?
Why do I feel like this date is changing my perspective towards him?

" outside" I said and we headed towards the left of the restaurant.

It was very beautiful as it was decorated with plants,flowers and beautiful yellow candles. It seems so natural and relaxing.

Seokjin found us a table and pulled out a chair for me to sit. I gave him a warm smile before I sat on the chair and he sat opposite to me.

He took the menu and handed it over to me.
" choose whatever you want." He said with a smile.

" won't you order?" I ask him.
" I'll eat whatever you order, so don't worry just order." He assured me and I ordered some dishes. The waiter noted it down and we were waiting for our food to come. There was an awkward silence between us as we were waiting but Then seokjin remembered something and he excused himself.

" where is he going?" I ask to myself. It took him some good minutes to come back. He came back with two presents?

A big one and a small one wrapped in a gift wrap. " what's this?" I asked as he placed them on the table.

" it's for you." Curiosity started taking over me as he said that and it was not something unusual it's human nature to be curious about things like this.

" can I open it?!" I asked excited. He sat back on his chair and nodded me.

Without wasting anytime I opened the present of course the big one first. I tore the gift wrap as if I never got a present from someone before.
" be patient" Jin said.

"Oh,I'm sorry" I giggled awkwardly.
I opened the  present and there was a....

Huge Chanel makeup kit!

Now I never used Chanel cause I already had a makeup kit that Kai gave which was broken by my dear husband today.

And that kit was small not this big. Like this kit is way much better. It had everything I needed.
I didn't open the kit because I already knew that it's a makeup kit.
" won't you open it? Jin asked .
" Nah."

" Don't you like it?"
" I do. But I'm gonna open it at home."

" oh..anyways I brought it because I broke your makeup kit this morning..even though that was a good thing and you even said that I never gave you anything so I brought this for you so you gotta take care of it now because it's your first gift from me."

I chuckled at his words.

" don't worry I will."I assured.

" open the next one" he said and I followed.
Though it wasn't a big thing that he bought me a makeup kit because we are rich and we can afford things way expensive than this but the fact that he gave it to me made me happy and I couldn't stop myself from smiling.

It feels like I'm under his control even these small things made me feel things that I don't want to feel.

I opened the other present I chuckled knowing what it was.

So he is buying these to make up  for what he did today...

( ignore the bracelet)
It was an elegant box in which there was a watch hexagon in shape yet beautiful and simple.

" is it good? Or do you want another one?" Jin asked as I was busy adoring the watch. I looked at him.

" I loved it! And not only this but the kit too!" I said with a wide grin.

" good to know that-" Jin was cut off by the waiter.
" Sir your food is here!"