Bryan's POV

I went off on Victoria, for the first time I felt like I did something good. I like her, hell I think I maybe even love her but being a Mafia King isn't all rainbows and unicorn, I'm not suppose to show affection towards anyone.

Well accept for family of course

Then again, she's all I think about, she's invading my mind, and she's getting a little... well I mean a lot comfortable around me, she should be in fear around me not all cuddly.
But I don't want her to fear me.

But there is still the Mafia man in my body, and he needs to be out sometimes, and when am around her, I'm afraid I'll loose control and maybe even...

Hit her

I didn't mean those horrible things I said, but a part of me did actually feel good.
But seeing the tears in her eyes, knowing its because of me, make my heart pain.

But the Mafia King doesn't have a heart!!!

I heard the door knock.
Well I'm up for some lectures now. "Come in" I said and started to pour some scotch. I looked up to see Katey and I rolled my eyes.
"If your hear to lecture me, I don't want to here it" I didn't mean for it to come out that rude though.

"Do you know what Vicky always wanted in life" she asked I was too bored. "She always wanted to be loved" I froze in my spot at what she said. "Growing up she didn't have anyone, not even friends to talk to, my... our should I say our father, he always was selfish, he never want go see her happy and you know whats the worst our mom support our dad" she said like she was on the verge of tears but I listened. "Our parents only gave me all the attention, I hated it almost all the time" she said, but I was confused.

"Why would you had tour parents attention?" I asked looking at her.

"That's the point, how would you feel if your parents told your sister that she's nothing but a worthless shit and a bitch and your good for nothing" she said letting the tears flow.

Why the fuck would they do that to her or tell her that

"I always wonder why she doesn't hate me, and you know what she told me?" She asked and curiosity got the best of me.

"What?" I asked looking at her.

"She told me she will never be mad at the people that are close to her, and believe me when I say this, you are close to her, heck even more than me!" I chuckled and she laughed but stopped. "She says she love our parents but that doesn't mean she has to like them" she said "But seriously, for her to open up to you, that's a big step for her" she sighed. "Do you know she loves you" I froze for the first time my heart stop for second.

"No she doesn't" I denied.

"Then explain to me why Every time we crossed paths, she always finds away to bring in your name and tell how sweet you are and how she can't wait to be your wife, and she want 5 children with you" I choked on my scotch.

"That much" I chuckled lightly.

"She says she wants them to feel a mothers love and she will give them her unconditional love, that she never got from our parents" she said lowly. "I don't blame you for lashing out at her, but look at her side of the story for once and don't be selfish I know your in the mafia and Brandon told me" she said and I looked at her with a raised eyebrow, knowing Brandon would sell me out so easy. "Actually I made... I may have or may not have threatened him that he won't get sex from me" she says scratching her head and blushing.

"I didn't know you were bossy" I said with a smirk on my face.

"Hey! A woman's gotta be strict on her man once in a while" she say and I chuckled. "But seriously tell her how you feel and make her understand, don't let her go" she says and walked up and kissed me cheek and smile and made her way to the door, but stopped. "Oh, and she canceled the wedding, saying you want one a private one with only the household, as much as how you guys have your conflicts, I want my sisters wedding to be big just like how she dreamed it to be, and I want to be the maid of honor and I want to see her, walk down in her white dress and I want you in your white tuxedo and I want to see a limo come to pick her up and take her to the church...I love you as a brother, but if your going to deprive her of the wedding she's always dreamed of, mafia man or not, your going to have to answer to me" she says sternly.

"Okay, mom" I chuckled.

"Cool , she's at the garden" she said and left.

Maybe I was I little to harsh

I walked out of the office and made my way to garden, only to hear a beautiful voice singing.

So tell me did you ever really love me.
Did you you ever really want me.
Now that I see you clearer
Was it just smoke and mirrors
I wonder was I ever really happy
Didn't get the chance to ask me
Now that I see you clearer
Was it just smoke and mirrors

Her voice was beautiful like an angel, she was trimming the plants.

"Can I help you?" She asked, her tone was so soft and sweet, she didn't sound upset.

She should be giving me a cold shoulder.

"Yes" I said "come with me" I say leading her to the pool, we sat at the edge.

" Was I bothering you, with my singing, if it is am-" I place a finger on her lips, indicating for her to be quiet.

"No you didn't Victoria" I said truthfully. "I know that I may have said some harsh things to you back there, but it was never my intention to hurt you I swear.... its just that" I pause not knowing how to explain.

"Just what?" She asked bowing her head down.

"Its my first time being in a relationship, I've never been with anyone except you" I said honestly.

She gasped, "y-your a-a v-virgin?" She stuttered, I nearly launched at her expression.

"Baby no, I've been with a lot of of women" I said and she raise her eyebrow at, before she could say anything, "but... but, your the only woman I've ever made love with" she gave me a soft smile. "Anyways" I cleared my throat, "I've never had a woman care for me the way you did, my mom walked out on us, so... there's only been my father, and it was rough to raise three trouble making children" I smiled at the pranks we use to do to the maids when dad wasn't around.

"Is that how you feel?" She asked and I nodded slowly.

"Bryan, I'm going to be your partner soon, I want you to be comfortable to tell me thinks, I need you to trust me, our relationship can't be about having sex all the time, enough I don't mind" she said and I smirked, "my point is... I need you to not keep secret from me, I will not do that to you, if you want to know something, you can ask me, because I'm about to vow to always tell you the truth and never lies" I smiled with pride at her, she is so admirable. "I wanted your attention, because you were just drowning yourself in work and if we did talk we would end up have sex and the in the morning you'd be gone and then not back till night and the cycle repeats itself...I thought you were using me to get rid of your stress" I looked at her in guilt, part of what she said was true. "I want you to take me out, hold my hand in public, kiss in front all those girl that are looking at you like tour a piece of meat, I want you to have dinner with me and your family, I want you to come home to me and tell all about you day, whether it boring or not, I want you and I to talk about our future, that part can wait because I don't want you to rush, I want you to spend time with me, I want you to look at the wedding plans and say what you hate, so it can be changed, I want when your saying your vows, you say them with no guilt like I'm forcing you, I ant you to tell me am the only girl in the world for you, if you cant do all these, then I want to hear you say 'I love you' soon, just like I love you" I froze in my spot after listening to all that, she right I never did all those things and never talk to her about anything but to say...

I love you

"You l-love me?" I stuttered funny, I never stutter.

"Hell yes! Everyone in that houses can tell" she says. "But if your not ready to say it back it fine I'll wait" she said sadly and bowed her head, I used my finger to raise her chin up, but her eyes look down.

"Look at me" she still looked down, so I lean in closer to her ear and whispered, "baby look at me" I she shivered and look up at my face and I cup her face in my hands, " I love you so much that it scars me how much I love you, I'm a afraid that one morning I wake up your not there to kiss me and cuddle with me and afraid my enemies will take you from and you have to suffer, I will kill me self before that happens, your my life and I can't lose you, one piece of advice...don't love someone like me" I said sadly, but it was true, their are people out there who hate me.

"Too bad, I already fell for you, and I can't change that, and I will never leave you, and so what if you have enemies, your powerful, who give three fucks I about them" I gasped playfully.

"My baby does not have a potty mouth" I said touching her lips. "Are you will to give up your life for me?" I asked unsure.

"With every energy in my body"

I kissed her so passionately thus kiss was out of lust, it was out of love.

"I love you baby, I really do" I said being my head to hers.

"I love you to babe" she said

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