Chapter 2
We are sitting on the bench.
He looks at me. Somehow, I immediately regret being here with him.
I feel so uncomfortable when he is around me. It feels like I can't breathe. As if his looks take away my breath.
Sara: „Ruba told me that you want to tell me something."
I look at the ground, because I don't want to do any eye contacts with him.
Ali:„We know each other for a really long time now and I don't know how to tell you but yeah..."
No, please don't say anything."
While he is saying it, he comes closer to so knees are touching my legs.
What the...?
I close my eyes.
Sara:„Ali please, that what you're imagining won't happen!"
I shake my head.
It can't happen and it will never.
He gives me a confused look.
Ali:„Oh yeah and why won't it happen?"
He said it in a aggressive tone.
I'm breathing faster and I can feel how my hands are sweating.
He makes me nervous and that is really not good at all.
Sara:„ First, I don't want to and second, I don't love you."
My knees start to shiver.
I just want to go.
He makes his hands to fists.
Ali:„Am I not good enough for you or what is the problem?"
I close my eyes for a second.
Sara:„No, it's not like that. It's just... I can't imagine me being with you and---"
He interrupts me by grabbing my arms and pulling me closer to him. I'm getting scared and try to get free but he is too strong.
Ali:„Sara I really love you, ever since I know you, I have this feelings for you. I want you for me. ONLY FOR ME!"
He is grabbing me harder.
It hurts.
I want him to let go of me, but it doesn't work. He is too strong.
I'm scared to look into his eyes, that's why I'm squeezing them.
Sara:„Ahh you are hurting me. Please let me go."
Suddenly he acts completely weird. This is the first time I see him like this, now I know what everyone means.
He lets go of me and looks in every direction, as if he is seeing someone.
I don't know what to say anymore.
Ali:„ I'm sorry. I don't want to hurt you."
I raise my Hand.
Sara:,,No Ali, just let it be."
He is shivering with his knees and is shrugging with his head.
Ali:„ No, I'm not going to let it be. You hear me? YOU ARE MINE!"
Oh my god...
Sara:„ What the fuck? No, I'm not yours. Leave me alone."
Ali:„ No, I'll never ever leave you. I'll talk with my parents and then I'll talk with your brother."
Sara:„No?! You won't talk to anyone, don't you get me? I don't want it!"
I knew this was not a good idea. I knew it. I could punch myself for this.
When I'm talking to him it feels like I'm talking to a wall.
He doesn't understand. He doesn't hear that what I say, he is only hears what he says.
Ali:„I'll kill myself. No, first I'll kill you and then I'll kill me. If I can't have you, no one will."
Now he is losing it.
He won't do that or will he?
My breathing becomes more hectic and I get up.
I have the feeling that I'll never get rid of him.
What should I do?
Would he really do it? Or... Shit..
I don't know.
I have to go. Yes, I have to... But how?
I have to think for an excuse but what?
Sara:,,Ali.. I just realized that this conversation is going nowhere. I have to go now, it's urgent."
He turns his head to me and looks at me without saying anything or giving a reaction.
He needs help.
Desperately!
I turn around and start walking fast.
When I'm around the corner, I start running until I'm far enough from this psycho.
What was that? He is worse than that what everyone told me.
I need to get a free head and put the phone, that Heaven gave me, out
I need to call Jake.
Jake is my best friend. He knows everything about me, he also knows what my family is doing to me. He is always there for me. There is no one better than him.
I hope he can help me with this problem.
I search for his number and call him.
After a few seconds he picks up.
Jake: „Hello?"
Sara: „Jake, hey it's me Sara."
Jake:,,Hey, what's wrong, you sound weird."
Sara: „Yeah, because something weird happened. Can we meet? Please."
Jake:„Of course, come to the beach, I'll be there in 10 minutes."
Sara: „Okay, I'll see ya."
I hang up and go to the beach.
Ali's POV
Oh I love her so much. I'll never let her go. She is mine, and she is going to be mine soon.
She just doesn't know it yet.
She is never going to be yours!
I turn my head to the direction where the voice came from.
Ali:,,Who said that?
I did.
Ali:,,Where are you?"
I look in every direction.
In your head...
Ali:,,Get the fuck out of my head!
You can say what you want, she'll never ever!be yours!
NEVER!
I punch my head with my hands.
They need to go, those voices need to disappear!
They can say what they want.
She is going to be mine! ONLY MINE!
Her brother and I are like best friends, but she doesn't know. She'll see what happens if you treat me like that.
So she had to urgent and where did she have to go urgent? Does she think that she'll get rid of me? I laugh at the thought.
Just try it.....Hahahah
I punch my head again.
Ali:,,Fuck off, fuck off!"
I tear my hair.
This laughing needs to stop. It has to stop.
Ali:,,FUCK OFF!"
Everyone is looking at me. They step back.
She is going to see now. I take out my phone and call a number.
Ali:„ Hello Abi(Brother), can we meet?"
End of Ali's POV
•back to Sara•
I'm sitting in the sand and watch the waves. Suddenly someone is hugging me from behind.
Jake.
Jake:„Hey."
Sara:„Hey."
He looks at me with a smile on his face.
Jake:„How are you?"
I look to the sand.
How I feel?
I feel god awful... I can't take it anymore.
Sara:,,I'm actually alright, there are some problems that I have everyday but it's okay I got used to it. How are you?"
Jake:,,I feel good."
He looks at me worried.
Jake:,,What happened earlier?"
I tell him everything that happened with Ali.
Also the conversation with Ali, that showed me, that I'm never going to get rid of this psycho.
I have a headache.
Jake is shocked and at the same time mad at me.
Jake:„ You could have called me before you talked with him. I would have told you that this will happen!"
I put my hands on my face.
What should I do now? I often told Ali that I'll never love him. He never gave me the reaction he did today before...
Sara:„Jake please, you have to help me to get rid of him."
He puts his arms around me.
Jake:„Of course I'm going to help you. I'm always here for you. But you have to know that getting rid of him won't be easy."
Desperate I put my arms around him.
He is hugging me tight and it feels so good.
I'm glad to have him. So glad.
In that moment a car stops in front of us. I think I know the license plate....
SHIT!
Sara:„JAKE RUN!"
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