I put on my favorite bathing suit and put on my silky white rope, went into the bathroom took with me a white towel and walked downstairs. I walked through the living room out into the backyard. Jack had some paperwork he was doing and the other servers were doing some work done in the garden. I stood in the door opening and looked at him. I wasn't done with Jack, I wanted him, I needed him, even though it was bad and stupid, cause I knew I couldn't have him. So I walked out and passed him, noticed that he was looking at me I was walking looking all sexy and all that wanted to kind of tease him. "Oh work it, gurl," Evelyn said. Well, now I have to finish what I started. I threw the towel on one of the sunbeds, and I took of my rope trying to tease Jack cause I knew he was watching me. cheering and applauds coming from my sisters, I walk to the pool and puggled with style, showing off my skills. while coming out of the water very sexy. I looked at Jack and he was staring at me trying to focus on his work, but he couldn't take his eyes off me, I smiled but at the same time, I was feeling dumb. I walked to my sisters took the towel and wiped off the water of my body. "You look so good in that" Adelyn said. "Thank you," I said and smiled. "absolutely gorgeous," Evelyn said. I smiled and looked at Jack, he was winking at me. we settled down on the sunbeds and were sunbathing. "JACK COME IN HERE I NEED YOU!" dad screamed. He took his stuff and walked in, but leaving one thing out for me.

We were going to go inside but one thing caught my eyes. "just go inside" I said to my sisters and smiled," I think I forgot something" I said. they nodded and walked inside. A note, I sat down took it up and read it. "I agree with your sisters you look very hot, sexy and gorgeous. can you meet me tonight by the pool? love Jack". I smiled, couldn't breathe but should I meet him? I mean I shouldn't but should I?. I was thinking, "ugh" yes, but only meet with him, nothing else. I raised up and walked inside, hiding the note in the pocket of my robe. I walked past him slowly gliding my hand down his arm holding his hand and let it go, I walked up to the stairs. I turned around and was looking at him a little nervous, I had my hand on the rail. He grabbed my hand and mouthed "what's wrong?" I looked at him smiled and shook my head. "we can't do this you know that right?" I continued walking up the stairs. "Hi, Alicia" dad said with a smile on his face. "Hi dad," I said looking down and trying not to show that I am sad. "you went swimming?" he asked with kind of a weird voice, probably wondering what's wrong. "yes" I answered sadly. I walked up to my room. I was about to change, then.

*Knock, knock*

"who is it? can you wait I am about to change?" I asked the door opens. "SERIOUSLY WHAT THE FUCK IS YOUR PROBLEM I AM CHANGING YOU PERVERT" I yell and turn around. "oh, Jack," I say kinda scared but happy at the same time. "I'm so sorry I didn't mean to scream at you, I am so sorry, I didn't know," I say looking curious and wondered what he was doing in my room. "But you can't be in here" I continued. jack walked towards me, he takes his hand and remove some hair out of my face, grabs my head and kisses it. He drags his hands down my body and grabs my waist, pulls me into his body, I try to resist but my heart won't let me. I drag my hands down his arms, they're so strong, I feel protected when I'm in them. he is about to kiss me. I was about to kiss hem too but in the last moment turned my head and said "No," I say actually regretting it, looking down at our feet. "what do you mean no?" he asks taking his hand lifting my head. "we can't, this is against my dad's rules and you know it, you can get fired," I say and look at him. "I know but I can't help it," he says. "you could lose your job and I can get in bad problems, I say looking deep into his eyes. "I know, so... what are we supposed to do then?" Jack asked looking confused like he didn't know what he was supposed to do, with a disappointed expression on his face "as I said in the beginning, forget everything," I said looking sad. "your father got you to change your mind about tonight, didn't he?" he askes. "thank you for the note it was so cute, I loved it but I can't," I say. I try to kiss him on the cheek, but he backs away from me taking his hands off my waist and walks to the door. "I'm sorry I teased you, I thought it was the right thing to do," I said, and tears fall down my cheek "No I'm sorry for being so stupid to fall in love with you and wanting you nothing but the best in the whole world," he says and turns around going to open the door. "no, I'm sorry," I say. He is standing facing my door. the last thing he sais before walking out is "Why does something so wrong, fell soo right?... well bye Alicia" he says and pushes down the handle and opens the door, I look at him while he is walking out, he closes my door and there he was gone, I lost him, and before I know it he talks to dad and changes job, I couldn't think right now i lay down in my bed, suddenly I fall asleep.

I woke up put on some baggie clothes and laying in my bed trying to write some lyrics, but I hear so much noise coming from outside my room, I lay my notebook and pen on my nightstand get out of my bed, and walk to my door trying to listen to what's happening outside. I can't hear anything, I try to look through the keyhole. My sisters and Jack. I open the door slightly. "What are you doing exactly?" Evelyn asks. "I was just delivering something to Alicia that's all," he says kind of angry. "But why close the door? Adelyn asks. "no reason, just used to do it, why are you asking really?" he asks. "So you admit being in Alicia's room more than once?" Adelyn asks. "Well yes, I helped her to carry her stuff up to her room," he says looking tired from all the talk. "Yes then stayed in her room for a really long time," Evelyn says. "Well, why do you care? really are you jealous?," he says. " eemm," Adelyn says. Ugh! I can't stand this anymore, I was going to stand up but slipped and fell out of my room. "Oh! hi Alicia, what are you doing on the floor?" Adelyn asks and bends down to help me up. "Oh, well I just checking the color on the door," I say. "yep its white, not cream color, hehe," I say. Jack smiled but tried to hide it. my sisters looked at me weird. "you were trying to hear what we were talking about, weren't you? Evelyn asks and smiled. "it's hard trying to write with so much noise around, like omg how loud are you speaking gurl?" I ask. Jack laughs and turns around. again my sisters look at me weird. "And what are you laughing about?" Adelyn asks. he turned back to us. "They clearly spoke loud for you to hear," he says. "well I heard everything, and like we had this conversation like what is your problem, you think I'm lying? I ask. "Did he deliver something to you?" Evelyn asks. I go in my room picking up my pen turn around and show them. "a pen?" Adelyn asks and looks at me weird. "Yes, what's wrong with that?" I ask. "No, nothing," Evelyn says and looks mysteriously at Jack. Adelyn gives me the pen back. "Can you two stop now, there is nothing between me and Jack, and it will never be anything, relax a bit, will you?" I ask. "Yes, sure, fine, we will leave this" Evelyn says and looks at me with a serious face. Adelyn just nodded her head. "finally, thank you" I say with a big relief and gives them a hug. "Now I'm going inside again and continue writing in silence, is that okay?" I ask. they nodded and walked away. Jack looked at them walking down the stairs. "Jack wait," I say for no reason, not knowing what exactly I am going to say, but I smiled. He turned around and looked at me with confusion on his face "what is is Alice?" he asked with a sad voice. "I'm so sorry," I say looking really sad. "Look, I like you, you are special Alice, I know this won't work, stupid as I was that thought that it was going to work," he says looking down at the floor. "I like you too," I say holding his hand. He held mine, I smiled. "I have never met anyone like you Alice," Jack says and smiles at me. I smile. "And I know we haven't, like known each other for so long, but it feels like I have waited for you for a long time somehow," he says and smiles kinda laughs. I also laugh, but really that's the cutest thing I have ever heard. "so we're good again? you can forgive me?" I ask and gives him deer eyes. He nods and gives me a big smile, he moves my hand up to his mouth and kisses it. "Alice will you please go out with me?" I start thinking again. "we can't," I say. "Tonight when everyone is asleep," Jack says. I think again, hmm. "ok fine," I say. Jack smiles. I love his smile, soo much. He lets go of my hand and gives me a hug, suddenly we hear dad "OH, FUCK!!, JACK WHERE ARE YOU? CAN YOU COME IN MY OFFICE AND BRING ME A NEW COFFEE PLEASE" dad yell. "COMMING BOSS" Jack yelled back. "I have work to do," he says and smiles at me. "Yes, you have," I say and smile. "See you," I say and let him go from the hug. I go back into my room and close the door. I genuinely can't wait till tonight.