I started writing a new taekook book with the title 'surreal'. If you like this story, or even if you don't, I would appreciate if you checked it out! Thank you! 😁💜💜😘

No one's pov

"I'm very sorry mr.Jeon, but it seems to be a lung cancer. The treatment needs to be started in the end of this month or it's already too late... and the treatment is very expensive"

After hearing those words from the doctor, Jungkook can't help but start crying all over again. Yoongi hears Jungkook crying and is quick to come in the private room to catch the younger in his arms before he collapses on the dirty cold floor.

Yoongi is wise enough to understand that the doctor didn't have anything good to tell, so he mentions him to walk out of the room so Jungkook could have time and space to take the information in.

The doctor sends Yoongi an apologizing look after glancing at Jungkook's wrecked conditition and then bows deeply before exiting the room with suffocating atmosphere. These were the bad sides of his job for sure...

Yoongi watches as the doctor closes the door behind himself and sighs shakily. He knows it's not the doctors fault that Jungkook's mom is sick.. it's absolutely no one's fault.

Yoongi watches the crying and screaming boy in his embrace and feels his own heart twisting in his chest at the sight. He has no idea how close Jungkook is to his mom, but it seems like they are not in bad terms.. well, that's still possible. It could be even worse if you were in bad terms with the sick person.. you would have a guilty feeling.

When Yoongi notices himself selfishly start thinking about his own family in this moment, he shakes his head and tugs at Jungkook's forearm carefully.

"Kook, darling...let's go sit okay?" Yoongi asks with a whisper and Jungkook blinks his swollen and red eyes at the older. With shaking legs Jungkook starts to walk towards the nearest couch in the room and Yoongi rushes to help the poor guy with walking.

Jungkook's sobbing hasn't quietet down and the stream of tears haven't stopped from falling, but at least he is a bit more relaxed. When the boys sit down on the fluffy sofa, Yoongi's eyes widen when he realizes that the younger had climbed onto his lap.

Jungkook sobs softly and tugs at the older's warm and soft hoodie with his tiny trembling hands. He sets his spinning head against Yoongi's beating heart and closes his swollen eyes with heavy sigh.

After a moment of surprise, Yoongi finally realises his breath he didn't know he was holding, and starts rubbing relaxing sircles on the sobbing boy's back. Yoongi can feel how the younger's every muscle relaxes under his rubbing hand one by one and he smiles softly to himself. He is pretty good at comforting, even though it's matter of factly his very first time doing it.

The last thought in Jungkook's aching head before falling asleep are

How am I supposed to pay the treatment?

"Are you sure you don't want to go back to hospital? The doctor said you can sleep there if you want to" Yoongi's gentle voice asks softly as the two of them open the hotel room's door and Jungkook walks in with his red puffy eyes and messed up hair.

"Yeah, I can't let myself see her before I'm sure I can pay the treatment. I would break down and she would try to-to say the farewells. I-I c-can't- Y-Yoongi I can't" the boy starts to sob again and the older hurries to his side.

"Hey hey, it's okay Kook. It's okay", he whispers and hugs the younger again.

"No it's not okay!!" the younger suddenly screams and Yoongi's eyes widen in surprise and shock. Never has he heard the younger let that loud scream out before and he can't even descripe how much it hurts to see him in this condition.

He would do whatever to see the young bratty kid in the boy again, not these streaming tears and lumped shoulders. Jungkook's expression doesn't show sadness, it shows anger. The young boy is angry in many ways right now, but the main reason for the raging feeling is that he knows he won't be able to get enough money to save his mom only in a month.

This society is so fucked up. How can the doctors just let her die because her poor son doesn't have enough money to pay her treatment?! How does that improve the idea of equality?!

Before Jungkook even notices, he is deep asleep and Yoongi is nowhere to be seen. If the boy was awake he would think the older went to his own hotel room.

The next morning is awful. The boy wakes up with an aching head, puffy and swollen eyes and sore throat. He's shaking lightly from the nightmere where his mom died because of him. Yeah, now her whole life is in Jungkook's hands and he knows already that he's going to fuck it up.

I mean where the heck could he gain all that money from in such a short time. Even though yesterday evening was traumatic and confusing for the young boy, he can still remember through all that smoke in his mind, that Yoongi had offered to pay the treatment, but Jungkook isn't one to accept that much money from someone just like that.

He needed to, and he wanted to work for it other wise he would feel terrible when his mom recovered and found out her life was saved by some stranger when her son was such a disgrace that he couldn't help her.

That couldn't happen and Jungkook will take care of that.

Just when Jungkook gets out of the shower and puts on some clothes, he hears his phone ring on the unmade bed from behind him. His instincts tell him to hold his breath as he bents over the phone and a sigh of relieve leaves his lips when he checks the caller ID. Not from the hospital.

"Yoongi hyung?", the boy asks immediately when he accepts the call.

"Oh Kook, you're awake already. Or did I wake you?", the older's soft voice asks from the other end of the line and Jungkook shakes his head quickly, even though Yoongi obviously couldn't see that.

"Yeah, I was awake already"

"Okay good, did you get any sleep?"

"Yes, I did. Thank you hyung. Thank you for being there for me yesterday", the younger says quietly, but loud enough for Yoongi to hear. Jungkook can hear Yoongi sigh in the phone before answering,

"of course I'm there for you Kook, no need to thank me", he says, the same sweet tone still in his voice. Jungkook lets out a small smile even though he doesn't really feel like laughing or even smiling at the moment.

The younger takes a while before he can pull out the words he wants. He had been thinking from yesterday night till now, and he had made his decision and plan.

"Hyung, I'm sorry but I'm going back to Seoul today" Jungkook states with a hint of sadness.

"Don't apologize Jungkook, I kinda saw this coming and I think it's the best too. I knew you didn't want to leave last night because you were so exhausted, but I honestly think that's the best solution too for now. If you want to go and see your mom in the hospital, you'll just have to jump in a train and come", Yoongi answers.

Jungkook doesn't know why, but somehow he thought that the older would have been upset with him. That he would think the younger just wanted to escape from the difficulties like the kid he was. Well, that may be part of the truth too, to be honest.

"Thank you for understanding", Jungkook says and he has no idea why the tears start to form in his eyes all over again. Jungkook hates crying, it makes him feel so weak and pathetic and it reminds him of the fact that he's still just a fucking child who doesn't know how to control his emotions. Yesterday was already enough crying for him, and not foretting about the panick attacks that have been including his daily basis now.

No Jungkook, keep yourself together. Grow up and start acting like a man! He shouts to himself in his mind when the anxiety starts to build up in him suddenly. He tries to force his thoughts away from the trauma and the first thing to pop in his head is V's smirking face.

The face irritates him. He feels like the smirk is mocking at him to grow up and save his mom, not get panick attacks over something that should have been totally forgotten already. Pathetic!

Suddenly Jungkook feels something snap in him and with the annoying face in his head he charges forward, takes a hold of the small wooden chair next to the bed and smashes it at the wall with all his strenght.

A loud noise of something bumping and then falling fills the room and Jungkook is left panting, two drops of tears slowly streaming down his cheeks.

"Jun--ook!?"

The boy can hear something or someone shouting, but his ears are beebing so loud that it sounds like the shout is coming from miles away and they just happen to reach him. Jungkook stands there, hair messy, sweat forming on his forehead, arms shaking and lungs screaming for air.

Finally he snaps out of it and realizes that he has totally stopped breathing. The beebing in his ears or head starts vanishing slowly, but he is still covered in sweat and his hands are still shaking slightly. What the heck just happened?

"JUNGKOOK I'M CALLING AN AMBULANCE IF YOU DON'T FUCKING ANSWER ME RIGHT FUCKING NOW!!", someone screams from somewhere and when Jungkook is still a bit out of it, he starts to glance around the average sized room in search of another person't precense.

Finally his eyes land on the phone that's laying on the floor and his eyes widen when he catches the caller ID. The boy snatches the phone from the floor as fast as possible and he ignores the way his head feels to start spinning slitghtly when he straightens his back and pulls the phone against his ear.

"A-ah, sorry hyung. I-I fell with a chair" Jungkook mutters on the phone and lets out a little laugh. Oh, that was a big mistake. Jungkook knew anyone would tell his laugh was forced, no matter how dump they were.

The line is quiet for a while and Jungkook doesn't honestly mind as his own thoughts try to catch up on the moment. He glances at the small crack on the wall and a weird feeling takes over him. It'd kinda like.. fear? confusion? Was he afraid of himself now? Whos knows, Jungkook thinks he has finally gone crazy now and judging by his sudden attack with the chair, he probably isn't that far from the truth.

"Jungkook, I'm coming there now. I don't know what happened there just now, but you definitely didn't fall with a chair", the older states on the phone. For some reason the low but strangely calm voice of his hyung makes him uneasy in a way and he hurriedly shakes his head with a raising panick. He tries to take a few deep breaths before making a wrong move and making Yoongi even more suspicious with his actions.

"No need hyung, I'm fine and I really fell with a chair. You know how clumsy I am, and why would I lie to you?", Jungkook says calmily, or at least as calmly as he can. He tries to sound a bit hurt when saying the last sentence so his hyung would give up. And he was right.

"Are you sure Kook? I mean, I trust you of course but I'm just worried of you", Yoongi's soft voice says from the other end of the line and Jungkook relaxes his muscles with a long and calming exhale.

"I know hyung and I'm thankful for that. But I'm totally fine! I'll start packing now and leave with the next train leaving to Seoul, which must leave in about half an hour" Jungkook answers. Yoongi seems to let out a breath of air before responding,

"Okay, make sure to text me when you are safe and in Seoul!"

The two boys bid their good byes and end the call in a few minutes after that. When the call ends and Jungkook throws the phone back on the bed, he can't help but glance at the crak on the wall again. What's going on with him?

The train travel was long and boring, what's new? The younger fell asleep at least ten times and he just woke up again and again, not being able to reach the deep sleep he needed. His head was throbbing from the pain he had in the morning now, and he couldn't help but connect it to the sudden scene that happened back in the hotel.

Now Jungkook is in Seoul and the first thing he does is to send Yoongi a picture of himself as a sign that he is safe and in Seoul. That's literally what he told him to do right?

Now that Jungkook is in Seoul, he needs to start to move into action. The boy was so stressed yesterday night, that he came up with a ridicilous plan, but he has to make it work somehow. He needs money, and quickly so the only way is to get a job that pays well.

When Jungkook's in front of the all too familiar school gate, he suddenly feels a wave of nervousness hit him on the back. How the hell is he supposed to do this?! He knows he is crazy and totally out of his mind, but he just has absolutely no other choises. It's not like he is going to let his mom die in the hospital without at least making everything to block it from happening.

His situation is critical and he knows it. Will he make it even worse by doing this? Well, probably yes, but he knows what he's doing and that's most important.

Jungkook shuts his eyes for a second, letting the sun shine right through him and enjoying the feeling of wind blowing on his sweaty face. It was hot outside and he had just been in a suffocatingly hot train for four hours for gods sake! And the head ache didn't make it any better.

After taking one last deep breath, the boy finally starts taking firm steps and marching towards his destination. He knows well where he's going and that's the whole fucking reason he's so nervous.

It's strange, because when Jungkook steps inside the dormitory, he can tell the air conditioner is on and working perfectly, but the sweat on his arms and forehead just doubles. Now he's finally standing in front of the door and he gulps loudly.

He starts lifting his right hand up to knock, but notices the way it's actually shaking, he mutters a few curses under his breath and shakes his head with a huff leaving his mouth. What was he thinking?

Jungkook turns around to leave, when his breath suddenly gets caught in his throat and his eyes widen as quickky as his heart beat increases from the shock. He just stands there and stares at the boy in front of him. Ah fuck, here goes nothing.

"J-Jimin!",

"Kook, what's wrong? Why do you look so surprised when you're literally standing by my door and trying to reach for me? You look like you've either done something really wrong and unaccepted or seen a ghost", the red head chuckles and watches with amusement as the younger seems to get back to the earth.

Jungkook blinks his eyes a few times before a dust of pink takes over his cheeks and he glances down at the floor.

"Jimin...",

The older raises his eyebrows in a questioning matter, but when the younger doesn't seem to be continuing, he chukles,

"Yes?",

"I need your help" the younger says softly, but his tone holds something Jimin can't really point out.

"Uhm... okay, what is it?" he asks and the younger falls silent again.

"I need you to help me contact V, I need something to earn money"

Jimin's eyes widen and jaw drops in utter shock. What the fuck has came over the younger now? Does he want himself killed?!

Oh my god everything is happening so fast! 😱😱

But I'm trying to hurry up so we could get into the real story and you thirsty lovely readers could get some taekook😂😂💜💜

And btw, sorry that you had to wait for so long and got just a short chapter🙈 I was struggling in writing this and it took so much time that I'll just publish this part now🙄😂❤️

borahe💜😘