Jungkook's pov

"Hey guys, come sit with me and my other best friend! You've already met him before and he is very nice" I say to Tae and Ten when we have finally made it to the packed out cafeteria after the long first periods.

"Uhm...Are you sure he is going to be okay with that?" Ten asks and I let out a chuckle.

"Jimin, okay with that? Dude, of course! He loves to get to know new people, maybe a bit too much at times"

I say and make my two friends chuckle a little too.

"Okay, we're coming" Tae says and I just nod my head and start to head to me and Jimins' table.

"Wassup Jimin!" I shout at my best friend and he immediately rises his head from where he was looking at, which was the tray before him.

"Oh, hey Kooks!" He says happily and gives me a hard high five. Like... really hard, it actually hurt a bit.

"Uhm...you don't mind Tae and Ten eating with us today, do you?" I ask and send a glance towards my other two friends, who just send a smile to Jimin.

"Yeah, of course not! I gotta make sure my Kookie is in good hands when I'm not around" Jimin says and smirks at me.

"Awws, that's really sweet of you but don't worry, we are taking a good friend of our baby" Ten answers and ruffles my dark brown locks.

"Yah!" I shout and shove his hand out of my hair and try to make it less messed up.

"Haha! Okay, you already gave me the good vibes!" Jimin laughs and I just roll my eyes.

"Everyone just shut up and eat your soups! I'm starting to recret bringin you here" I say seriously and glare at the two boys who only laugh at me as a response.

"I'm sorry I can't make it to your dorm after the school today either Jimin" I say changing the subject.

Jimin looks a bit hurt but shrugges his shoulders and humms.

"It's okay Kooks. You going somewhere with Yoongi?" He answers and before I can even think of a response, the two noisy people at the table shout at the same time:

"Yoongi??!! You have something with the bad boy??!!"

"Why didn't you tell us anything about it?" Taeyong goes on and I just roll my eyes.

My expression however softens when I see Jimin sulking on his seat.

"No no no! What the heck?! Of course I don't have anything with that idiot jerk!" I shout, trying to sound serious.

"Dude, your lie smells all the way over here" Ten says with a raised eyebrow.

"Okay, we have finally became more closer to even be called friends...but absolutely nothing is going on between us!"

"Outs! I thought you liked me bunny boy!" We suddenly hear an all too familiar voice say from behind my back.

I can't bring myself to turn around and look at him, when Jimin has a pained look on his face.

Suddenly I can feel a pair of large arms wrap around me from the back and a heavy head planted on my right shoulder.

"Yah!! What in the name of god are you doing asshole??!!" I finally yell and turn around, so Yoongi has to release his hold of me.

Yoongi chuckles with an amused look on his face and winks at me cheekily.

"Just hugging my baby bunny" he says and Ten and Tae are literally having heart attacks.

"A-are you g-guys like...uhm...a thing or something?" I hear a quiet and a bit shaking voice ask carefully.

My eyes widen and when I glance at Jimin, I see his eyes being teary and he looks very hurt.

"NO! No no!! No Jimin no!" I say a bit too quickly and loudly, what causes Jimin to look at me with an extremely suspicious and hurted expression.

"I...I-" I start to mumble but it's already too late since Jimin has already turned around and started to speedwalk away.

"No! JIMIN!! It's not what you think it is! He is just an idiot who likes to play around!" I shout and run after a running Jimin.

Nearly everyone in the cafeteria is looking at us as we run out of the cafeteria. I mean Jimin runs and I follow right after him.

"Jimin!" I shout and he finally slows down his steps in the quiet hallway, but he doesn't make a move to turn around.

"Jimin, I'm serious. You are my best friend...no, you are my brother! I would never do something like that to you! Even though you don't want to admit it, I know for damn sure that you like that mint haired idiot. Jimin please..." I say and feel very bad at my best friend who thinks his best friend has betrayed him.

"Jungkook. I want to believe you, I want to. And you may think that I'm making overly big thing out of this. But trust me, I have liked Yoongi since I came in this school! I hated to be here without you and the only reason I got myself dragged to school in the mornings was that I would see him there! I know you wouldn't do something like that to me, but I gotta be honest with you. I'm not sure what kind of a person you are nowadays. We don't know each other as well as we did when we were younger. And the thing is... Yoongi has never, never showed anyone his emotions and he has never had a friend before! And when you got to be his roommate, I thought that I would be able to get to know him or at least talk to him. However, you seem to do that for me now. After you became roommates, you have never time for me and I suppose you are having a great time together without me around. He has been in the same school with you for a week and I have been in the same school with him for two years and he still doesn't know who I am! Even when I used to give him my homeworks and buy him food and snacks and even when I got him out of detentation for five times! Do you know how that feels? I'm not overdoing this Jungkook. I'm losing my crush to my bestfriend and that fucking hurts!"

Jimin has now full tears falling down from his red eyes and even though I feel hurt from his words, I feel like I want to give him a warm hug that would calm him down a bit.

"I'm sorry Jimin. I know it may seem wrong to you, but that is not the case at all! We are maybe friends now, but we are still not close and we barely know anything about each other. You are not losing eather of us, or at least not me! I'm gonna be right here, by your side and I'm gonna support you in everything! I can take my distance from him if that makes you feel better and helps you to believe me." I say with tears in my eyes now too.

Wow, how quickly can things change and tables turn.

"I'm sorry Kook, I just need time right now. That's all I need. Please don't try to contact me for a few days...or weeks, I don't know." Jimin says and starts to walk away from me again.

"Don't forget that I love you Jimin!" I shout and turn around, starting to run towards the abandoned toilet on the fifth floor.

As soon as I open and close the door, I slide down to the floor with my back against the cold metal surface of the dozens years old toilet door.

I feel like the world is finally crushing down on me right now, at this moment. You know when many things happen in a little amount of time and you just are so confused of what's happening to the world around you.

I feel the hot tears running down my face and my eyes are stinging like crazy.

But it still feels satisfying in some kind of way.

You know, it feels like you don't have to hide and you don't have to hold back the bad feelings. Suddenly I feel like screaming and throwing and breaking things.

I feel like I'm so sad and angry at the same time, that I could just beat up someone and not feel guilty about it at all.

That may sound crazy and when I think about it...okay, lets be real and say I can not think right now.

Why me? Why right now? Why Jimin? Why my teacher? Why anyone at all?

Why does this have to happen to anyone?! What the hell have I done to deserve this all? It can't be just a coincidence that can happen to anyone! It's me who has to suffer this and it's me who is in responsibility for this.

Suddenly I feel a burning sensation in my throat and I take a fast run in one of the stalls and kneel on the floor in front of a toilet.

Within a second I am already vomiting my stomach out and my lungs are on fire.

After I feel like nothing is left, I lean against the stall wall and just sit there with my whole body limp.

I feel so fucking disgusting.

How can a human be this disgusting?

That's why it's me...that's the answer to the stupid questions I have wondered since I woke up in the unfamiliar room in the old cottage.

Because I'm disgusting.

No one's pov

"Oh, hey Jungkook! Come on in."

Jungkook nods his head out of respect and steps in the room, closing the cracking wood door behind him.

"Come here and take a sit" the woman says again and without even sending a glance her way, Jungkook walks to the old looking green chair and sits down without making any noises.

Jungkook now notices, that even when he has been in this room for maybe a bit too many times, he still never really looked around while being in there.

The room was actually pretty small, at least smaller than the sad looking boy on the chair had remembered.

The wooden floor is covered by a huge red floor mat, that matchses well with the paintings and boards on the clean white wall.

The room feels kinda fresh, even though the furniture and the look of the room screams old and smoky.

The room reminds Jungkook of a French movies' detectives' office where the detective would smoke his cigarette and explore the evidences of a murder case.

Now that he thinks more, the room looks kinda expensive. The chairs are covered by red and green velvet and the paintings on the wall just scream art and money.

When the young boy finally raises his gaze to meet his principals' eyes, he realises that he has been in his own world.

"Uhm..excuse me, what did you say mam?" The boy asks shyly and the principal gives him a small smile.

"I didn't say anything darling. You seem to like the paintings?" She asks and Jungkook finds himself quite shocked at the question and at the warm sound of her voice.

"Uhm...yeah, guess so" Jungkook mumbles and looks at the eldery woman in front of him.

"They are beautiful aren't they? They are painted by a French painter called Vincent Van Gough." The principal says and stares at the paintings with admiring expression.

Jungkook takes a note of her being very keen on the paintings and of course of him knowing the room felt like a French room.

"Oh, I have heard the name before. Where did you get them?" Jungkook asks, trying to sound respective and nice.

"Oh, they were a gift from V" she says and right when she lets the last word past her lips, she slaps a pale hand against his lipstick covered lips.

V huh?

She realises her own reaction and tries to play it off with an awkward laugh, that only sounds dull and forced.

"I-I mean, V is a fanpage of Van Gough and I have supported the fanpage so long that they decided to give me his paintings as a gift." She says but Jungkook's not buying it.

The way she reacted to her own word slip and the way V would be perfect to match in this image and the way her whole face is bright red now.

And why would the 'fanpage' gift her such an expensive gift so randomly? I bet it has some other long time supporters too.

"Why am I even explaining this to you and why are we even talking about this?! I asked Yoongi to tell you to come here because you are skipping classes like they are some breakfasts that can be skipped!"

Yeah, my instinct is 100 percent right.

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