I woke up in the middle of the night to the sight a sleeping Jimin next to me on the his bed, I realized that I wasn't wearing anything, and neither was he. I started panicking when I remembered what happened earlier today. I can't believe I was in the right mind to do that. I'm the Crown Princess for fucks sake. I need to be responsible and mature. Have I hit rock bottom?

*flashback*

I finished my coffee and stood up from the couch, I walked over to the kitchen where Jimin was. "Where do I put my empty mug?" I asked and stood next to him leaning on the counter. He took my mug from my hands and reached to put it in the sink behind me, resulting in our faces being too close to each other. He stared at me for a second and put down the mug. He leaned in and closed his eyes and I unconsciously did the same. His beautiful full lips met mine in a sweet kiss. Moving our lips in sync, we slowly started kissing more and more passionately until we were what people would call it, making out. My hands started exploring his upper body while he put me up on the counter, I surrounded his waist with my legs. My hands slid under his shirt only to get a touch of his chocolate abs. He smiled in between our sloppy kisses at my sudden actions. He then grabbed my thighs that were around his waist and carried me out of the kitchen and up the stairs into his room, and violently threw me on his bed. He took off his shirt, which made me stare at his perfectly shaped chocolate abs. Then he crawled on the bed and hovered over me. He reconnected our lips, resulting in a more passionate kiss. He slowly started grinding on me as my hands went to his hair, grabbing it, he started trailing kisses down my jaw and neck and...

I mentally slapped myself for what happened earlier. Why was I stupid? I slowly started crying while regretting what happened , but there was no taking it back now. I changed back into my clothes and sneaked out of the room and ran into my house. Luckily auntie was sleeping. So I could sneak into my room. I showered then changed into my pajamas and sat down on my bed, not being able to sleep. I kept thinking about my stupidness, how someone with so much responsibility as I am be so immature. I'll be taking over a whole kingdom very soon, How could I let someone I barely know take my virginity. But what made me so attracted to him that I rolled with it. I can't like him! can I? I know he is an angel, I'm such an idiot. If he turns out to be a Dark Angel now? Then I'll be doomed for life trying to keep this a secret. It's illegal to make that kind of contact with another breed of an angel. It can lead up to a lifetimes sentence in jail. But luckily as a Royal Family member, These rules do not apply to me. But still, I'm such a disappointment to the Royal Family.

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I was woken up by the sound of my alarm, I turned it off and went to the bathroom. I looked at my swollen eyes, I cried myself to sleep last night. I spotted a hickey on my neck, then I remembered the exact details of when and how I got this hickey. I shook my head to get my thoughts away not wanting to remember any more details. I covered it with heavy layers of makeup and wore a scarf just in case.

I did my morning routine, and went downstairs. Auntie greeted me with breakfast just like she does everyday.

As we sat down and ate together she suddenly asked me a question. "Why did you come home late yesterday?"

Luckily, I'm pretty good at lying. "It took me awhile to finish a whole months worth of homework with my friend when we both don't know anything. Then we when we finished we had some coffee and played a few games. Then my school friend JiHye called me and told me she wanted to hang out, by that time it was a little late so when I came back home it was midnight." I lied, having my facial expressions in the most believable way I could. She stared at me for a second and I smiled at her, "sounds accurate" she said and continued eating. I finished my food and took my bicycle to school. I was sure I'm not gonna walk back home from school today since I won't be walking with Jimin.

At school I kept avoiding Jimin in every single class we had together. While I seemed depressed the whole day, Jimin was rather happy, or maybe a little more proud. He looked like had just achieved something. He didn't care that I was avoiding him. He didn't care to talk to me. He didn't care to ask me why I left. He didn't care at all.

During lunch, I sat down with JiHye at the table next to Jimins table. While eating and listening to JiHye complaining about why God didn't let penguins have the ability to fly and why God didn't create magic rainbow colored unicorns, I made eye contact with Jimin. While I looked at him with a miserable look, all he did was smirk at me. So I looked away immediately.

"Yeah man, I totally banged her last night" I heard Jimin say to his friends. "Wow dude. That's like the 4th girl this week." Namjoon exclaimed. "You're such a player" Jungkook said and rolled his eyes. Me and Jungkook made eye contact right after he finished his sentence. Jimin had already told them what happened, so he knew I must've not been that happy at all. I gave him a really sad look as tears slowly started forming in my eyes, causing my eyes to become red and my vision to become blurry, after remembering what Jimin said to them.

"Are you ok?" JiHye asked me.

I broke my eye contact with Jungkook and looked at her. "I'm ok, my eyes just hurt from allergies. I ate something wrong yesterday night" I lied and stood up and ran to the schools rooftop. So I could be alone.

I sat down at the edge of the building, careful not to fall down. But even if I fell I could just teleport or fly. But then I'll have to move countries again.

So he was a player all along, is that all he wanted? For me to be just another one of these girls he sleeps around with. Why didn't someone spare me this pain and stupidity by warning me about him earlier? Why was so I stupid to even let him do it. This guy isn't an angel, he is a monster. A disgusting guy. Someone I would've never even talked to if I knew how he really was.

I unconsciously began to sob uncontrollably. When I felt someone's hand on my shoulder, I looked at the guy sitting next to me and saw Jungkook. "He isn't worth your tears" he said, trying to comfort me. "Thank you" I said and hugged him thankfully. "Careful not to fall down though" he warned me and stood up. Giving me his hand so I can stand up too.

"Be careful, you might accidentally throw my man off the roof. I saw Taehyung standing behind us.

Wait, his man??

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I added Vkook yasssss