Draxel's POV:
I nearly chocked on my drink.

"Wh..what did you just say? You want Zilya to drink blood, she's human for god sake she can't drink blood. She's not Bella from twilight Ashley!"

I won't let Zilya drink blood, Zilya doesn't need that. What if she can't stomach it, what if it makes her sick.

"No Ashley, she's not drinking that. You hear me it isn't happening!"

I took Zilya's food and raced back upstairs leaving Ash in the kitchen. Zilya is not drinking blood over my dead body, I want her to stay pure. My pure little witch.

I walked into our room and Zilya was still fast asleep.

"Drax you alright bro, you seem annoyed about something. What did Ash say, is Zilya okay?"

I placed Zilya's food on the dresser and slide down the wall tears streaming down my face. I can't do this, Ashley's words still echoed in my head 'may need blood.'

"Draxel, hey don't cry we'll sort this all out. I know we will, we're all here for you."

James came over and hugged me as I started to ball my eyes out.

I can't do this, I just can't. I can't lose Zilya and her drinking blood will put her off. I just, I can't stop crying.

"Mmm, Drax?"

Zilya whispered in her sleep. She must have heard me crying; I quickly wiped my tears away and Michael moved so I could sit beside her.

"Hey babe, I'm here. I'm here, I got you something to eat."

James and Micheal helped her to sit up and I gave her the plate. Her bump is huge, I swear it's nearly full size. She's getting close now all because of..because of him!

"Drax? Draxel it hurts, it hurts."

I moved the plate away and wrapped my arms around her placing my hand on her bump. This took her pain away the last time.

"It's alright babe, it's alright. Is that better?"

She lightly nodded her head before moving slowly into my chest. I rested my head on hers as she slowly started to fall asleep.

"She's... she's not getting any better is she."

I shook my head at Michael's comment. She doesn't look like she will at this rate.

"She will get better Drax, you just have to have faith."

'Faith, Faith! Is he for real! Mate is sick, she's getting weaker and weaker by the second. The twins may not survive! What if we have to choice Drax, what then!?'

Just...just shut up Arrow!

"I know I have to have faith James but how can I. If anything happens to her or to the twins..I'll...I'll never forgive myself."

I whispered kissing Zilya's head, what if blood will help her?

No, no I won't let her drink blood. The blood may not even help, what if it makes her worse. Ashley's words won't leave my head 'may need blood.'

"Draxel are you okay?"

I looked up at James who had a look of worry plastered on his face, Micheal was now sitting on the bed next to Zilya with the same face.

"I'm just thinking about something Ash said. She..she thinks we should give Zilya blood to feed the twins and to give her some energy but I..I'm not sure about it."

'What happened to over my dead body will she be drinking blood.'

Shut the hell up Arrow, I swear to the goddess if you don't stop I'll block you out do you hear me. Shut up!

"What's affecting your decision?"

I looked at Michael before staring down at Zilya. So many things are affecting my decision, so many.

"I..I just. I don't want her to change, she's pure and good. I don't want her to become a monster. She's my soulmate, I'll have to kill her and make her like us. I know how you feel now James."

I now know how James felt when he kept losing Sierra and how he just wanted to protect her.

"Drax, I now how you feel right now I didn't exactly want to turn Sierra but I knew that her being a vampire was safe. She would be immortal things that kill humans wouldn't affect her anymore."

I get were he is coming from Zilya would have extra protection.

"Will...will one of you go and get two blood bags and two cups please. I'll, I'll try this blood thing."

James gave me a smile before he went off to get the blood.

"Your doing the right thing bro. You may find that once the twins have some blood that Zilya may have a bit more energy."

I hope so, it pains me to see her this weak, this fragile. She's like a stick one wrong move and she'll snap in two. I took a deep breath when the smell of blood hit my nose.

"Thanks James. Will you put some in a cup with a straw from Zilya while I wake her up."

I slowly lifted Zilya's head up before giving her a gently nudge.

"Babe, Zilya? Wake up babe. I got you something to drink, it will help with the pain and it will feed the little ones."

She let out a soft groan before slowly opening her eyes.

Michael helped me to sit Zilya up and I had her lent up against me. James handed me the cup and I held it in front of Zilya.

"Thanks. Here you go babe, drink it slowly okay."

Watching her drink the blood made me thirst and worried. What if she starts to feel sick after. I continued to watch Zilya and half way through, James handed me a cup of blood.

"Thank you."

I whispered as I drank the whole cup in seconds. Goddess I'm never this thirsty, I usually have more control. I looked at Zilya, she had finally finished and I passed the cups to Michael.

"How do you feel babe? Do you feel any better or do you feel worse?"

She gave me a small smile before resting her head on my chest. I gently caressed her cheek, hearing my sons heart beats. Their happy.

"I feel so much better, thank you Carino."