Hey,, I know it's been almost a year since an update.

My mental health has been deteriorating rapidly this year, I'm still not doing better and I don't know when I'm gonna get better. God knows how many fucking times I've tried to kill myself this year. For some reason, I've been avoiding writing because it's all too mentally draining and at the same time I feel like shit because this is the second time this fucking book has been on a hiatus. I swear to god, this book is cursed.

One part of me is like give this up man,, this idea is so fucking old and no one likes it anymore while the other part of me is like you started something, and you gotta end it man. I don't know honestly. I started this in 20-fucking-14 and it has been 4 years. Almost 5. This fanfiction is becoming more and more of an AU. More... Personal?? Blegh, I hate all this and I love it at the same time.

So I'm sorry for everything. For leaving this without notifying you all. However, I am trying. Small steps, I guess? I did notes for this book. I wrote small little bits in other books, edited previous books...

I really don't want to leave it hanging.

-Kaiitoka