i guess I never really thought
about it but

Nico was really nice
to me

his lingering glances through those dark
dark eyes made something in me
melt and sizzle like butter

the campers told me to stop getting so
excited at night because
the entire cabin would get so so
hot

it wasn't me
it wasn't me i was happy

father if you ever read this
dumb dumb book of
freelance

then know it's for Nico

the boy who couldn't even save the
one person most dear to him