i want to be special
i want to be ????

i cannot be here

(home is not where I am because
my soul left when the ground shriveled
underneath his feet and
my hair turned a lighter shade of
blond when he
came back)

father of mine
guider of the son

Tell me how to shine brighter than the
Death does in the eyes of the depressed.

Tell me how to become
A comforting warmth in a land of fire.

I want to be better.
I want to be more.

I want to be ????