Venting.(Fritz)

A/n:requested by milkywaffuurio ^^ you requested something with Fritz so I hope this is okay!

The ginger male pulled a tray of warm cupcakes out of the oven,smiling from the scent.

He set them aside,letting them cool down.

His fingers removed the apron from around his chubby figure,exiting the hot kitchen with a sigh.

He made his way towards the office,noticing everyone was eating.

"I see you are all eating the lunch i made you." He chuckled,leaning against the door frame as he crossed his arms.

"We needed a lunch break so thank you!" Scott said,taking another bite with a smile.

Fritz smiled,as the others were stuffing their mouths with food.

But he noticed something else.

A plate was on the table,almost not touched.

"(Y/N) didn't eat?"

Everyone was silent,as they kept munching and avoiding his gaze.

This is when he knew.

His feet started guiding him towards the bathroom,pushing the door open as he didn't care about the female customers complaints.

He walked up to the last stall,banging on the closed door.

"(Y/N) i know you are there." He exhaled deeply."Please open up."

She sniffled,wiping her mouth as her body shivered from his voice.

"Fritz,I am fine."

She coughed,gripping on the toilet seat as she started throwing up.

He squinted his eyes,rubbing them under his glasses.

A moment later,the toilet flushed and the door opened.

He took a step back,seeing her lowered head.

"I am sorry." She mumbled,moving her body towards the sinks,washing her hands with no expression in her eyes.

His eyes watched her moves,and then noticed her quivering lips.

His hand rested on her shoulder,pressing his forehead against her hair.

She stopped her actions,feeling his exhale on her ear.

"I am the one who should be apologizing (Y/N).I am a useless person."

"Fritz-!"

"I thought you were doing so well."

His face buried on the crook of her neck,slightly pushing his glasses against his face.

She dried her hands,turning around and cupping his pale freckled cheeks.

"It's not your fault I am like that.As if anything,you are trying to make me feel better."

"I feel like I am pushing you to do things you don't want to."

"No,my love,just." She stopped,lowering her head."My bad days are stopping me from enjoying the things I like.But I either eat too much to the point that make me worry about myself,and throw up,or I don't eat at all,because I am afraid."

His hands gripped her sides,resting his head on her shoulder and making her hands to grip onto his shirt."I hate it when i have to wake up,look at the mirror and hate what i see on it.I hate it when i am counting everything i eat that will result me to even throw up or starve myself.But no matter how much i hate it i can't stop.As if it became a habit.A bad habit for one of the things i love most doing.But i guess,who knew eating would make me this worried?Make me this sad?I want to enjoy life but i feel like i can't.It is holding me back like everything negative i hold in my heart."

"I know it's hard,i have been there."He lifted his head,looking into her eyes with a sad gaze."But you don't deserve this pain (Y/N)."

Her eyes went wide,seeing the tears roll down his cheeks.

"You only deserve love,and only that.If I could,I would take all that pain on me.If I could,I swear I would."

His hands traveled along her back,slightly gripping her close making her sigh heavily as she looked into his eyes,feeling with her hands his round body as if she was cuddled by a ginger bear.

Those comforting hugs and cuddles would make anyone melt in his embrace.

"I wish I could take your pain so you could finally be happy." He cried out,staining slightly the lens of his glasses as his lips sadly laid upon hers.

"I want you to be the happiest woman in this world,because you are so worth it.You are worth it so much,fuck." He whispered those words against her lips with tears,making her tear up as well as she kissed him back.

They held each other close,gripping at each other afraid to let go.

They were both hurt.

But maybe he was more,knowing his favourite person was in pain every day,almost unable to do anything.

But he was there,no matter what.

They knew at the end,they will end up in each other's embrace.

Kissing with sadness upon their lips and tears in their eyes,but deep love was running in their hearts.

That kept them going.

Building each other in hopes they won't crash down in ruins.

At least i knew,his lips would be here,ready to lay upon mine even after I have let everything go from my lips,or have sealed them for good. 

His lips would make me hungry.

Hungry for his kisses to play with mine.




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