Not Surprised.[Cheating!Shadow FreddyxChubby!Insecure!Reader]
WARNING:THIS DOESN'T GET GRAPHIC BUT LIKE IT DOES MENTION VERY BAD THINGS.
I LOVE YOU M CHUBS
I HAVE THE CHUB : D
So like
I just want you to know
if your name is Jenna
I don't hate you I just hate people with that name
Marry Hallowgivingbirth
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You sat back in your couch, just watching the images on the television flicker by.Today had been great.Your boyfriends brother had texted you early in the morning saying to hurry and get to their place fast.So you did,why wouldn't you?Freddy was the serious one unlike your boyfriend Fred.*SOLIKE99%OFMEWANTSTONAMEHIMFREDRICKO*
He was a joker, always pulling pranks pulling you, his brother and his friends into it.When you got there, you were expecting to be asked to get Fred off his ass like usual.What Freddy showed you though was much,much worst.There was Fred.In bed*heythatrhymsFredinbed:D*with another woman.Jenna Langsworth to be exact.Your exact opposite skinny, secure in her self image, not afraid to show her whole naked body.You?Pft as if.Fred often teased you about your stomach, sometimes until you where in tears though he always made up for it.You hated most things about yourself, your appearance, your hair, your eyes.Fred said he loved those things.
Liar.
Part of you always knew he didn't like it.You were somewhat sure of it.He stopped pushing for sex, he said that since you weren't ready, he wouldn't push.A huge change in demeanor, first tip off.Second tip off, cancelling dates.Four in a row,no reasoning.With a normal man you would think work.With him?No not at all he didn't even have one, he mooched off Freddy and Goldie.There was one last tip off.How Chica was acting.
She always knew everything.Even if she wasn't supposed to.When she'd see you two together she would glare at him as if he did something wrong.You were confused, but assumed it was because she was a very angry woman.
You sighed running your hand through you (h/c) hair.Was it bad that you weren't sad?That you weren't mad?You weren't even surprised.Every other girl who knew her boyfriend was cheating, was at least sad or mad.You?You just felt.
Bleak, and empty.The most you could think of was what you had told Freddy to tell him, and the knives in the kitchen.They were sharp.Your skin was soft.Polar opposites just like you and Jenna.If you and Jenna were such opposites that means if you want to hurt yourself, did she want to hurt herself for hurting you?Probably not, she was probably dreaming about you crying.
But you weren't crying.
You didn't need to cry.
You needed to feel pain.
Thats what you wanted to feel.
Its what you HAD to feel
-Freds P.O.V-
When I woke up, Jenna had left a note on the bed saying Freddy had kicked her out.Typical, couldn't stand me being happy could he?He was just upset that it took more then one girl to make me happy.One to flash to the guys I hung with, who would also easily give me her body.And one that would listen to my issues, a sensitive one.So what if only one knew about it, I could end it with that one at anytime I wanted.I mean, why would I want to stay with a woman who was more of a ordainment?Obviously I was going to choose (Y/N), or at least someone like her.So why'd he have to make me feel so bad?"Fred come here!"Freddy yelled,making me groan.He acted like I was a child."What do you want?"I mumbled coming out of my room, seeing the 'good' son glaring at me.What else was new?
"I called (Y/N) over today,"he said,"Showed her what you've been doing.She didn't seem upset, so I guess you were right she didn't care."I smiled, told him she wouldn't."But then I got this voicemail,"Freddy said pushing the play button.
"Hello this is (city name) Hospital, we're calling on the behalf of (Y/N) (L/N). Shes just been checked into the hospital by one, Bonnie Newsburg, who said we should contact you.It seems shes tried to attempt suicide, at the moment we're unsure if she'll make it seeing how much blood shes lost.If you wish to say goodbye, I recommend you hurry."
I couldn't believe this.I had done this?I did this just by cheating?How, I couldn't have hurt her that bad right?There had to have been other things leading up to this.There just had to be....
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