Small A/N Reader isn't really in this hence the dead part.And hes gonna be called Marcus in this because I said so.

Anyways first song fic lets see how it goes~
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By the time I was your age, I'd give anything
To fall in love truly, was all I could think

He missed you so much.Your laugh that cheered him up no matter how mad he was.The smile that brightened up the room when you walked in.How excited you'd get over the smallest things.And how much you'd loved him and the kids.

That's when I met your mother, the girl of my dreams
The most beautiful woman, that I'd ever seen

The kids were always asking about you.Especially  Jacob your youngest son,he'd only gotten so little time with you well,Ethan had seven years and Hannah five.

She said, "Boy can I tell you a wonderful thing?
I can't help but notice, you're staring at me.
I know I shouldn't say this, but I really believe,
I can tell by your eyes that you're in love with me."

It hadn't been easy on Marcus either.Having to tell stories of how you and he had met and the dates you'd been on.It broken him inside a little more every time.

Now, son, I'm only telling you this
Because life can do terrible things.

He had wanted the children to know their mother,not just stories about her like when he asked you to marry him on the hill that night.All the sneaking to make sure your dad didn't catch you guys(he hadn't liked Marcus) just so you could have even a little time together just to be with you was enough to make him smile.

Now, most of the time we'd have too much to drink
And we'd laugh at the stars and we'd share everything
Too young to notice, and too dumb to care
Love was a story that couldn't compare.

I said, "Girl, can I tell you a wonderful thing?
I made you a present with paper and string.
Open with care now, I'm asking you, please.
You know that I love you, will you marry me?"

It had been a great wedding and everything was fine for so long.But after Hannah had been born you had been getting sick more often.Worrying Marcus so much but the doctors never found anything wrong with you.It got so bad at one point you had to quit your job to save your energy.

Now, son, I'm only telling you this
Because life can do terrible things
You'll learn, one day, I'll hope and I'll pray,
That God shows you differently.

You'd gotten better by the time Hannah was four,and you wanted another baby.Thus your pregnancy with Jacob happened.Halfway through the pregnancy you'd gotten worse sick again.Not quiet as bad as last time but enough to where you couldn't go out of the house.But after he was born was when you found out the horrible news.You were dying and there was nothing the doctors could do to stop it.

She said, "Boy can I tell you a terrible thing?
It seems that I'm sick and I've only got weeks.
Please, don't be sad now, I really believe,
You were the greatest thing that ever happened to me."

You acted strong but he knew you were scared.You weren't ready to go.To leave Marcus and the kids.You wanted to be there to see all the milestones,first car,Jacobs first words,watching Marcus go crazy about Hannah's first boyfriend.But you never would.You only lasted six weeks after Jacobs birth leaving two broken children and a heart broken husband.

Slow, so slow I fell to the ground on my knees.

"Daddy?"Marcus looked down to his four year old son standing at your grave with him and his eleven yeah old and nine year old.Well the other two were doing their best not to cry trying to show they were brave for their little brother,Jacob was looking at the ground crying,the tears slipping down his small innocent face.

So don't fall in love, there's just too much to lose
If you're given the choice, then I beg you to choose
To walk away, walk away, don't let her get you.
I can't bear to see the same happen to you.

He picked him up humming a reply."Is it my fault?" Jacob whispered causing Ethan and Hannah to whip their heads towards him and Marcus."What?no why would you ever think that?"Marcus said looking into hi sons (E/C) eyes that were just as vibrant as yours had been.The small boys eyes glanced at your grave before going back to his farthers grey ones."Well....mommy died not long after she had me.I thought maybe I did some thing to hurt her,"he mumbled sadly,taking his farther by surprised.

Marcus hugged his son whipping the tears that fell from his face."No,"he said shaking his head,"it was just her turn...."Jacob nodded rubbing his eyes before mumbling something that Marcus guessed was private so didn't push to know.He handed Jacob to Ethan and told him and Hannah to take him to the car,to give him a second alone.

Marcus looked at your grave and laid a blue rose on your grave,it'd been your favorite one.He felt tars well up in his eyes."I miss you,'"he whispered.As if you were replying to him the wind blew giving a slight whistle.He smiled slightly taking that as a sign that you wanted him to be happy,though he'd already promised himself he wouldn't marry again.You'd been his one and only and nothing would change that.

Now, son, I'm only telling you this
Because life can do terrible things