As my heart leaks out unto you, you mustn't know my deepest of secrets.  For they will hurt you as long as they had hurteth me.  I shall not puteth you through you the endless nights I had spent continuesly thinking what i have done in the past.  For when i was young i killed, hurt, tortured thoughs amoung me.  Even my childhood was taken with it all because of what I thought was the beginning turned out to be the end.