a/n: this is as stripped as it's getting. this is your glimpse into my head, with no filter. i'm just saying it here. 

I know just what I did,

That it was the biggest sin

Anyone could imagine

And I know it was stupid,

But that's no reason not to love

Because you don't stop loving

You don't just stop. 

That's the most impossible thing, 

Especially when I've realized my wrong. 

I won't hurt you again,

Just let me off the hook

Because I'm dying because of your love

Or lack thereof

And I am losing my mind

Trying to just have a conversation

And maybe you'll realize why 

Why I do what I do

And then I won't have to regret this

Without you  

You'll see that I see my wrong

But it's not like that will ever happen

Ever.