You hurt me with your sarky words and comments. The happiness and light I felt you just crush in a second. Every time I try to be strong but it's like a never ending battle. Everyone is happy in their lives, why can't I be happy? My eyes shed tears silently, my heart breaks into pieces silently. I just feel like disappearing so I don't have to handle this anymore. I just feel like I can't make anyone happy. I miss the happy moments that I used to live once upon a time now they're lost somewhere.