I feel so low nowadays, I feel like a burden to my family. I keep disappointing my friend as whenever there is an event I can't go. My tears and me are more of friends than anyone presently. I feel so depressed, I wish I could go back to the times when I used to be happy and family was normal and complete with the presence of my mother. I never thought I'd become like this and how life would be sad for me instead bearing taunts and insults all the time. I wish my mother was here she'd make me feel better and uplifted.